Faithfulness

UNTHINKABLE

A month after the incident passed, I resumed my studies at one of the Private Universities here. Here I learned how to be a good person in order to show that I deserve to be a special person to Lia. I was studying Indonesian literature at the time. One of the departments that deserted its fans among the community here. I began to create works such as poetry and poetry. Many stories and poems were born in my mind.

Unlike Lia, she studied at one of the prestigious State Universities here. He majored in management. While in college he filled his free time to work in one of the companies in the area near here. The way to get along is quite bad, but because of his cleverness it does not need to be worried anymore if many people who like to be around him and make him as a friend. As far as I know his best friend is only three people. And one day he thought how he could get money, all the hard work he would do for it. I like him very much, even though he is like that. What I admire more about him is that he always put his God first in his daily activities. Success is the key to life. Because of the love he always said when we were together, if he really wanted to make his parents happy.

The morning woke me up with excitement. But there was a thing that stuck in every initial blow I began to flow, which was to brush off everyday with sadness and sadness. Even so I always tried to destroy it with a strong sense of sacrifice and love. While imparting that flavor, I walked towards the kitchen while making coffee.

 

My front room seat was waiting for me. I sat there thinking about something, it was literature. While sipping coffee into my mouth that was well received by my lips, I had an idea.

 

"Why is my work only written to be saved. It's not like it's just gonna be a waste. " I thought in my heart.

Remember this brain to publish it to many people through social media. At that time I began to publish a romantic work and make people who read it can fall in love and cry.

And the work I published was well received. At that time many people commented praising and also asked me to make one of the special poems for them. Although the request was a little excessive for me to accept.

But there is something else I fear that if I publish my work on social media, there will be people who will take it into their work. That makes me sometimes confused to publish it or not.

At that time I published a work on my social media, it turns out there is one woman who is very in love with my work, she really craves and likes my work. When I checked her profile, I knew her well when I was in high school.

His name is Ayu, a beautiful and charming girl of the adam, who is also studying at one of the State Universities here. Her gentle and kind nature makes her a special woman in every gathering of her friends. We both went to school together when we were in high school. She had a beautiful and beautiful voice. Not infrequently we are called to participate in the competitions held at the High School level.

And when he read my work, he finally sent me a message.

 

"It's amazing, it's exciting again" he said, teasing me, for a piece I published.

"Okay Yu's. Later if there is inspiration for a new work, I will make it special for you" My reply to Ayu. I really don't know what he's thinking with this word, when he's about to reply to my message.

 

All right, then Ayu. I'll send it to you." I replied to his message.

 

One day I spent some time making a poem. This poem I created based on the meaning of life I've seen for real before.

The poem is called "Kupu-Kupu". A poem that describes how a man struggles to bring back the thoughts and inappropriate actions of a woman. This poem I actually made just to be one of the written works that nature included in the list of works. But somehow, I finally decided that if this poem, I would send it to Ayu. I remember my promise to make it one of those papers, which I had missed a few weeks without contacting him again.

 

"Yu, sorry if this writing is far from perfect. "my message to him while sending the writing.

I myself am confused as to why such a work should be given. But I thought again, yasudah already read it too, the time will be taken again.

 

"Thank you El. I really like this writing. It also means piercing the heart. May you be successful with your work. Don't forget to rely on God in your daily life." Reply after 10 minutes after I sent him the letter.

For him he said it is not difficult to understand but the meaning is very deep. But I was happy then, because he was willing to accept what I wrote with love and sincerity.

 

Compared to Lia. Ayu prefers reading poetic words. Sometimes I lose and Lia often argue about poetry with each other upset.

The reason Lia didn't like poetic words at all. All the writing I gave him, he just read it. Without trying to figure out what it means in the book.

So, every time I make him a poem, it won't have a special artist that can make him melt, which is why he would be upset if I made him a poem based on a problem we've been working on together. It was so strange to me for someone who was dating.

Sometimes even angry about it. But I know he's like that. Doesn't like to be given words, and also does not like to assume that he is spoiled. To me he is a man who never messes with every word that comes out of his mouth.

As I pondered, I realized and I knew that we were no longer together, that to me was normal. He no longer accepts me. But for him, I promised to fight as much as possible to get more love.

"Remember that everyone has their own way. "