Faithfulness

MASKING TASTE

Beautiful afternoon makes me have to do a new activity. What I wanted to achieve that afternoon, a calm mind that refreshed my mind and common sense. That day, I was with Chiko and Pio together to one of the fields near my boarding house. The three of us had previously agreed to exercise to fill our free time. While running in the field. With shoes accompanied by matching sports costumes, the three of us ran around the field three times.

"Chiko and Pio personality traits and characteristics;

Chiko, having wave hair, looks a little handsome and has mature skin. He is patient and hardworking. He was my college friend who was very familiar with me. Chiko and I have a similar hobby of playing musical instruments, especially the guitar.

While Pio, has straight hair and is also handsome. He was a funny man and also a close friend of mine. Wherever I take her, she will come. He once said he wanted to learn something that was in me: attitude, way of speaking and also how to look. And hearing that I was flying around thinking about it. And for Lia my appearance was very bad. I was a good example to him, which made me laugh so hard when he told me directly. From the beginning of college we both have become one foot aka very familiar.

The story begins when our freshman class is meeting in the campus hall. We sat on the floor of the hall and the meeting started with an event organizer asking for the assignment.

At that time I checked the bag I was under and I was shocked because of the task requested by the campus at that time I completely forgot to bring it. Moreover, I who want to return to take the task can not, because I am new here, there is no vehicle and also do not know the direction of the road.

So tense my legs accidentally touched Pio who was sitting in front of me. Pio turned around at that moment.

 

"What's up, bro? Someone can help. " Open Pio to me, I hesitated a bit back then because I was completely accidental back then.

 

"I'm sorry, I didn't intentionally. It's a task I want to collect, apparently left in my boarding house." Answer me to him in a relaxed manner.

 

"Oh,,, I've brought you more stuff to collect." Terang Pio while thrusting the item. That is a candy that is said to be sought with the name of the candy eaten lost, and the drink of the queen of the desert.

 

"Thank you, man, finally..!! ." While receiving the item from Pio and my tension was gone.

 

I feel very grateful to him, starting from that incident I want to be good friends with him. We talked to each other and finally, yeah familiar.

From that we both became familiar in the days on campus. "

When we finished running. We walked to the motor park to hurry home because the clock was already showing the number 6 in the afternoon.

While walking, I was surprised to see Lia who was walking together with her friends who were also heading to the parking lot and immediately wanted to go home.

I walked quickly regardless of Chiko and Pio behind me.

 

"Let's hurry." My assertion to Chiko and Pio is to hide something that Lia does not want to see by continuing to walk quickly. .

 

With that feeling, I walked ahead of Lia and her friends. With the aim that there will be no more stories between me and him.

At that time Chiko and Pio had to part with me because we had different paths to go home. So I have to be alone in the direction of my bike.

"Jreng, jreng, "I turned on the bike as soon as I started. And at that time I had to first pay the parking ticket to the officer. And that's when Lia was with her friends Juli, Ivanian and Rofhira, we finally met together.

Lia got off her bike and asked her friends to go home first. It turned out that he had seen me by then. I tried to cover the helmet glass I was wearing and it turned out that he was approaching me.. My heart was going to be dislodged at that time, and my feelings were really stiff.

"Don't you go home. Park your bike again. I have something to tell you. " Say Lia from the side of my bike.

"Not perl...."

"Gsss... Hurry up." cut Lia down quickly before I finish talking.

Inevitably I ended up parking my bike again and followed him who invited me to walk towards a long chair of the park that was there.

 

"What's wrong?. " Tanya I'm cute with a heart that is still very messy.

 

"Please, I don't want to talk to you about this. But this is the best." Said Lia which made me wonder what exactly she wanted to convey.

 

"No need to make any small talk, there's no time I'm sitting here hearing anything stupid of you." I said again so that he could convey directly to the core thing that he wanted to talk about. 

 

"Well, one thing I want to say, don't look for me in my friends anymore. I hate that. Now you're acting strong in front of me. Walk, there are still many things and women in this world. You don't just hold on to me." Lia answered by looking me in the eye,,

 

 

"Not one person can dispose of memories quickly..!!! If today I see you with another man, I may die a soul with this body. Great very much my love for you. Maybe I feel strong and strong with you right now. But try to unload these niches, look and look at the depths of this heart, crumbled to shreds with no power to hold the flavor." My tepis.

 

Sadness begins to eat away at the heart. But I can't look sad anymore. For me at that time even if there was no chance, whatever I was fighting.

 

"I think we've grown up, knowing what this love really means, Varel, the deep wounds may be gracing our hearts. But remember there are still many opportunities that we do not know the way. Stop wishing with me. I may not know tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I'll get someone who can make me like it." Added Lia. I saw his face flushed not the same before when he decided on me and spoke of it.

"Lia"

I had to lie to break his heart. I want to see her change and struggle ahead for the good and love of both of us.

Although it is very heavy on that, the,,

It's true that back then, I really couldn't bear to see it crumble like that. But with what he made in the past, he must change first. For me he can because he really loves me.

 

"Now you can say such a thing apparently. You can go and walk with other men. But remember wherever you go, I will seek and remain in love with you forever. My struggle all this time, do you think it's lacking? Then I'll do something else. And I promise myself, if one day I will have you as my companion forever." Varel replied a little loudly and steadied the thing he never said to me. 

I smiled in my heart and trembling soul, when I heard that again from his mouth. What I want is finally heard straight from the mouth of the one I love.

 

"Well, that's all I want to say. Remember stop wishing on me. And if you come when I'm alone don't blame me, if I don't take you back. " Say me, to cover up this happiness.

 

"Well, there is no worry at all in this heart about it, if it will happen that way, it means that God does not approve of us together. Now come on. Let's go home. If you don't mind letting me drive you home, it's already night." Varel replied asking like that, really happy my heart, let alone using a motorbike or car, walking a long distance as long as I want.

 

"Alright if you don't mind. Thanks in advance El." Accept me with a faint smile to him..

I am very happy to be able to drive it even though I have to have a different motorbike with him.

"Varel"

I finally got together to go home with. I drove him to the front of the cost. It was late at night, I was afraid that Lia would have to go home alone. Because the location of the Lia boarding house is a little far from the field.

I am so happy to see the person I love and to be able to drive him home.

 

"Thank you for taking me home." Lia said with a smile and patted me on the shoulder, in my heart even though you are not mine but I will try to have you again.

 

"That's okay, it's already night. Poor beautiful girl like you left home alone anyway." I said smile at him so that the atmosphere would no longer become tense.

"Then I give permission to go home. Oh yeah, don't forget to eat and rest. And most importantly take care of yourself. Thank you for today. God take care of you and be with you" I prayed as I turned on my motor to get home.

"I'm very grateful for this. Be careful on El's journey. " Lia replied smilingly signifying her gratitude.

"alright.. I'm saying yes.." My words as I began to pass using my motor left it, a sound was heard as I started to slowly speed away.

 

"Be careful." Shouted Lia to me.

I just smiled with satisfaction hearing that. For me, he's not good at talking like that. But I really realized maybe I was too naive in our previous relationship.

"Lia"

It was so glad that my heart even though my mouth broke it, but its spirit never collapsed.. That's what makes me always in love with him.

For me there would be no more men like him, if only I could make him change from his old ways, I might help him again. But for these two years when I was with him like I couldn't change him.

And I think it's a good way to make it change. If God does not want us to be united again, I am sure he will come with the struggle he has managed to achieve. Because I know she loves me so much, and so do I.