Faithfulness

THE SADNESS OF DECISION MAKERS

The night was getting late, it was time for me to go to sleep. I feel tired because from noon I have to help my sister prepare her show. Of course I have to do it for my only brother.

But why did my feelings and thoughts run to Varel huh. He's pretty handsome as it turns out. Not only was she good at making words to seduce, but her appearance also attracted my heart.

But he's not very romantic, it's really hard to bring even the little things to him. But how do I like that so much..??? Ah stupid is important I am happy and happy if there is close to him.

 

"Ah why do I think so, just met just this time. Why did my mind get so far? Wonder. "

 

I am so tired I want to go straight to sleep. The lights went out instantly, I woke up from my bed. Suddenly a voice appeared that mocked this little me..

 

"Ciee, happy huh, Mr. Varel here.?" 

Turns out Pinka, my little sister who made fun of me while coming here to want to sleep too. We slept in the same bed.

 

"What the hell are you. Just get in with people." I showed it while pulling the blanket.

 

" Dear brother like same brother Varel? The proof is that only Varel's brother who was invited and sister's friends on campus were not invited." Ask again. Listening to that I was quite upset with him. But wanting to scold her I couldn't bear it because she had just celebrated her birthday.

 

"Anyway, where I like him, he's my high school friend, it just so happens that I'm with him to want to meet. Mostly friends sister all girls, must be scolded by her parents if out at night dong" Tipuku answer my sister's question.

"Who knows how people feel" he replied with a small laugh.

I could no longer answer his question, At that time, my sister fell asleep because she was so tired from the morning had to provide everything for her show. And I kept thinking about it when I was with Varel, I built it, I turned on the lights and took notes from Varel. I read it slowly and finally I fell asleep with the accompanying lights and the note that would not be released from my hands until the morning.

"Varel"

"Arrghhh,, arrgghh, my fucking body is hurting all right"

Dring, dring, dring, Ah who else called at this hour, it's still early in the morning. "

I looked at the screen and it turned out that Lia called me.. I who want to wake up cannot. My body really hurts and my body is hot.

 

" It's hello Lia.." Greet me slowly enough so he doesn't suspect I'm in pain.

"You all right? How do I feel bad, are you sick?" Ask Lia. 

When I heard that, I just fell silent, not wanting to answer and being honest about the truth.

 

"El, huh,,? " That's when I turn off the phone.. Sorry distracting. "

 

"Sorry Lia, the network here is a little ugly. I'm fine." I quickly answered him before he actually turned off his phone, but I was heartbroken because I had to lie to him

 

"Cock early this morning you call? Ask me again with confidence while laughing.

 

"No, don't worry about me, I'm fine here." I answered without thinking any more.

"Jaudah was. I turned off the phone." I continued, ending the call.

 

After I finished the conversation, I felt like my answer was like that, surely he was disappointed because he was worried about me and I responded in this way. I quickly picked up my phone again and wanted to call her again. Turns out my pulsations really ran out from last night.

 

"Ah shit, how is this. Going out again, my body hurts all. " Crying scolded my ego in my heart.

 

Somehow the ego is always excessive when Lia is near or talking with me. I was so astonished.

LIA

That morning I had to wake up in a bad state with a nightmare. I was shocked because the dream showed that Varel was sick.

"Where is my phone." After I got it, I called her and she finally picked up the phone.

"Hallo El."

 

" He's hello Lia. " Remort it in a very slow voice.

"You all right? How do I feel bad, are you sick?" I was worried, I asked him never to contact me but instead I worried about him and contacted him, even though I had already called I tried to answer him cuek again.

"El,,?" Then I just turn off the phone. Sorry distracting. "

"Sorry Lia, the network here is a little ugly. I'm fine." He quickly answered.

 

"So early in the morning are you on the phone?" Ask me again, which makes me ashamed to answer.

"Sir, you're sick. " I answered with shame.

"No, don't worry about me. I'm I'm fine here."

"Yes yes first. I turned off the phone." The answer again was to turn off the phone.

After that phone Varel turned it off.. I'm really embarrassed.

"Ahhh why the hell do I have to start first to call him I promised him. Ahg, I'm so stupid"

"But Varel answered like that, I was afraid, had he forgotten about me after I left him a month ago. Ahhhhh, may my thoughts be wrong. "

 

At that time I prayed to God. I'm scared and worried about Varel. I was afraid that I would really have to part with him, because it was me who tried it so that he could be much better.

"God help give me a way out, for me to know the truth, I don't want him to walk away from me. I just want to see his struggle for me, Your light I believe You will bestow on me."

That day I had to live my day with deep sadness at hearing what Varel said as if he had forgotten me. It is heartbroken and this feeling bears such a thing apparently. But I can't be drowning in grief, it's a decision I made. I have to take responsibility for what I did for both of us to live the good life that is to come.