Faithfulness

GRIEF IN LAUGHTER

The night covered me with fear. See the videos and messages that took me by storm. At that time, I didn't want to know anyone else but him. I really don't understand why this should happen to me.

I wanted to tell him, if he had misunderstood this video, it would have been impossible. How could I, who had left him, tell him not to be jealous of me, say such a thing. I'm just waiting to be confused, my legs and hands in an endless flood of sweat.

Plus the cold hot merry body, wait for the big thing that I will bear this time. Tired of my heart, I wanted to stop what I had done to her. I wanted to take him back soon if he came back to me. Right, I'd love to hear from her mouth declare her love back to me, so eager for that to happen.

But because of the great love I have for him. Soon I will be ashamed of what I said, though I will be stamped as the one who threw out the spit and licked it again.

I picked up my phone again, and I called Varel.

"Tut, tut, tut, the number you're going to is off"

With my surprise, it turns out the number is not active, I lyrics again clock in my hadphone. There's no way she's gonna sleep this fast. I'm not sure she must have turned off the phone so I wouldn't call her.

"It's cruel of you, you accuse me and walk away from me Varel. " I said in deep sorrow.

I wept, as a woman who was weak in soul, weak in heart, because powerless to bear so much as the weight of the bestowed.

I promised myself that when the sun came tomorrow morning to shine a light on the universe, I decided that I would meet Varel at the hospital. No matter when I get there I get it or not.

Whatever answer and utterance comes out of his mouth, I will accept if it will make him accept me and trust me again. I'll tell him everything, I'll whisper everything to him. I won't miss a line and forget a word, so he can trust me and get out of his misunderstanding.

The night showed his darkness. The moon and the stars came with His permission to help the whole world. So that the person trapped in the darkness of the night may see the right way for him to return home.

That's how my sulking heart broke helplessly. Who I'm going to tell my weary wounds to, I don't know.

"But I remember God will not leave me. For me, he is my only stopover to tell my grief and love. Because he won't let me bear this heavy wound. "

VARELS

Solitude enveloped me. I, who had just woken up from my sleep, was eager to wash my face with warm water.

But there was no one in my room to help me get to the bathroom that was right in my room.

Chiko hasn't come back yet, maybe she still has a little business" I said in my heart.

I who want to call him can not, because later my phone will be active. I immediately thought of Pio. He didn't come back after he came home this afternoon.

Why doesn't he come here anymore, or maybe my guess is right, if he's trying to get close to Lia. That's why he was afraid to come to see me. " I thought.

Think I'm starting to remember that. But I quickly threw that thought away. Not to think about it anymore.

I sat up, promising that if the time came, I would never again be jealous of anything that would happen to Lia. And since then, I will no longer fight desperately just to reach for him alone. I pledge.

"Tok, tok, bro I'm in. " Say Chiko.

"Yahhhh, no one's banning you. " I said while laughing.

"Who asked for your permission. Fucking shucks. " Said Chiko who made me laugh again.

"Ah, what am I." He answered while heading to the table to store the food that had been below it.

"What did you buy for me?" Ask her.

"Buy food, your question is sometimes unclear and like to hang out. " His words countered with a serious pretentious face.

"That's how much food I have to eat." Askaqua.

"Well, if this is all just for you to eat, what do I eat?" He said while looking at me this time.

"You're eating it in the stall earlier." Answer her.

"Crazy well, when I ate at the stall alone. Don't you want to." Say again.

"Who knows, you ate with a girl in a stall." I mocked him again.

"Ah, you know! Ngerocos only." His words that made me rent wide.

"Udah ah berkandanya, let's eat. Hungry this." Say it while opening the food.

"Yes, here's where's mine." I said along with him giving my food rations.

"Where is the car ready in front?" I asked while starting to enjoy the food that Chiko brought earlier.

"Same on, tomorrow's about 6, you can get out of here, so eat this, you go straight to sleep so don't oversleep waking up." He said understanding.

"It is you who have to sleep this out, in order to get up early to wake me up." I asked him to joke again.

"Alaah, who's sick and who should get out of here? Who was told to sleep first. Your brain should be checked out. " She was a little upset.

" Haha, seriously. I just woke up. " Saying.

"Well, thank goodness you slept. Kirain was still carried away by that." He said after hearing me say that I could fall asleep when I had a problem.

"No. From now on, I will start something new. Things like that, will no longer take up some of my sleep rations." I said while laughing.

"Well, yeah. I hope what you say is true. " She said as she squeezed the parcel of food that had been used up and walked over to throw it away.

" Therefore do not judge the man, always weak. Burn me a cigarette dong, I want it today." My words mocked him because as far as I knew he was done eating he would immediately burn a cigarette.

"You taunting me? Unpanning. I can get out there." He said as he walked out to smoke.

"Eh, uh. Undeterred. Help me go to the bathroom, greasy on my face." Called her.

"Ahhhh! Bodo. Let it be ugly skalian face luh." He replied cruelly as he passed from the room.

"Ah shit." My real funny words are working on it.