Faithfulness

A LETTER FROM LIA

The heat of the sun that afternoon, makes me confused, whether my decision has been round or not. Should I really write that letter or not. I'm really confused.

My body rebelled, my soul trembled against me. But my ego is the best thing this time. I'm pretty sure that this is the best thing for him to do in the future. I will no longer let my ego feel, hold it back and let it be with me, which it cannot actually reach.

With all my heart sincerely whispered to me, so as not to be afraid again to write the contents of the message in my brain and convey to him. I brought him a piece of white paper and a pitch-black pen, and I kept them both on the room table.

I sat in that old wooden chair, with all my heart, and I began it all with prayer. So that what I have decided to do is yes and true. And I swear, let this room bear witness to the despair of a young man who fought but was always humbled.

With a crying heart, I began writing the letter. Although I had to write with endless tears falling from the eyes of a weak man like me.

"**Dear Lia"

Today, perhaps my soul cannot resist and endure. Although I was trembling and afraid of my heart to write this letter, but the strength of my love made me dare to write this letter for you.

Lia, I know that all this time, I've never considered what or who. You punish me for putting high hopes on this love. I adore and always fight for the love we have ever had.

But you're what? the phrase you used to say to me, "Don't you put your hopes on me, because I never put any hopes on you".

I've always imagined the one thing you want, which is so I don't fight for you too much, because you're afraid that if you can't accept me forever, I'll get hurt.

Therefore, if the things you have wanted all this time I have never done. So today, that desire will soon be reached to you, which makes your heart comfortable and happy.

And your desire will never be disturbed again, for I promise in the name of both me and my Lord that I will go far away from you.

Even though I know it's heavy. But that's the best way for me and you. Because I am so sure, one day there will be loyal people accompanying and taking care of you, which will never be the same as my nature and bad looks.

And with this letter, I spread my chest wide open to tell you that my promise to fight for you will no longer be fulfilled.

I declare surrender and will no longer fight for you, as you have always wanted.

Lia, chase your dreams and achieve your wishes. I won't bother you anymore.

Lia, I know you're always looking forward to this. Enjoy with relief as you read this letter. Laugh and smile, for you know that now, there will be no one to grieve over your mistakes.

Let's just say the love and love between us all along, never existed and never happened. Let everything disappear and be swallowed up by the memory of our future. Because I'm sure you'll be capable of that.

You and I will never again meet the face as before, where one is happy and one is forced and sad.

And if we are later met by God, I ask at that time consider me and you never know each other. If it happens a second time, do not consider me someone who has accompanied you all this time, but someone who has never met you before.

And with this letter, I promise and testify that I will never deny that.

Goodbye to the people I once loved. Goodbye to the people I love most. Goodby. I'm saying goodbye forever.

"From Varel**"

I wrote the letter, in line with what was in my heart. My mind and soul told me to think more about the kindness of others, even though sadness and tears haunted me as I wrote the letter.

The tears that drip on the white paper of the letter, let it be a witness and proof of my faithfulness to tell stories and release my ego for him. Because he deserves to be happy with his own choices.

After I finished, I put it in a clean white envelope that I provided. While waiting for Chiko to come, without cause I fell weak in my bed.

"Lord, I hope that what I do and say is true. "

I looked always at the clock on the wall, enjoying my final moments with her, before I with her would forever never meet again.

Really shaken my heart. I want to scream and destroy everything near me. I'm really hurt, but it's the thing that should and should be.

Dring, dring, my phone sounds signifying the phone. I'm pretty sure it must be from Chiko. I woke up from my sleep and reached for my phone. After I saw it, it turned out to be a phone from Chiko.

"Hallo Varel." Her speech.

"Hallo bro's. " My words are trying to cover my inner cry.

"Why are you, bro?" Now I'm going to go there. Awaiting yes. Chiko said again.

"I'm not okay. Alright bro. I wait, be careful on the way well" I said, disconnecting the phone.

After that, I went back to my bed. I have an hour left to remember him. At that time, I used to look at her picture with me the last time. Because of my promise, I really have to do it and I will not deny it.

"Varelle.! Chiko is in front now. " Shouted Brother Varly calling me.

"Yes brother. My answer. Without hesitation I took the envelope and started walking forward to meet Chiko.

"Hey Chiko's. He said he was just leaving. How fast is it.?" I wonder at him.

"Son, I lied earlier. Bro why are your eyes red like a crybaby?" Ask. Because he saw my gloomy and sad face. I'm sure he must know what I wrote earlier.

"No. It's hot inside." Lied him.

"Oh, if you have an eye again." Say again.

"No. Here's Chiko's letter. Give it to her and don't remember Chiko. Don't say I'm here right now. " I said as I offered the letter to him with a heart that wept incapable.

"Alright bro. Then I just drove him straight away. Because I have a show for a minute, bro." His words convinced me of what I asked for.

"Alright bro. You're a good man to me. Be careful on the trip bro." My speech.

After that, he finally left for Lia's house. After that, I walked into the room with my head raised, begging that it wasn't a mistake.

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