Faithfulness

THANK YOU

"THE VARLE.!!!! NO!!! I won't let you get away from me. No. Varel, you're my eyes that always light my way. Without you with me, what does it mean that I'm alive"

In a loud cry. I feel like I'm just gonna die. My heart is right if he will not accept me again. Only able to hug a letter that had destroyed my body.

Depressed inner. Falling limp erratically. The hope he always wanted to achieve was simply lost, just because of a video.

I cried so hard in the room that no one would listen. Please be pitied, please be able to meet him and reach him in his warm embrace.

But, I realized that everything could not be achieved. Not even knowing which way to go. Contacting him was also unlikely he would accept.

Should I be this. I really feel that I wish to be swallowed up by my own mistakes. Lost my mind, lost my spirit.

I got up from my seat with legs that could no longer walk. Took my phone to contact Chiko who knew of her whereabouts.

"Chiko. " I said with tears falling down non-stop.

"Yes Lia. Why are you crying Lia?" Ask when I can't hold back my tears.

"Please Chiko. I'd like you to give me a letter for him. I really couldn't accept that she wanted to leave me Chiko. Chiko, if you can come to see me tonight. I beg of you as someone who knows Varel better than me. If you're willing that's my last request, Chiko. " I said in sorrow, pleading for mercy. I know that Chiko has promised Varel. But I'm sure he never promised not to take anything from me to Varel.

"Lia, the brink of your tears. Throw away your sadness first. Make yourself calm. And tell me the truth what happened in the letter." His words gave me the strength to be open to him.

"Chiko. He has decided his hopes on me. " My words tell me the core of the letter.

"Isn't that what you want, Lia. Now why are you crying after you get what you want?" It was her asking that made me feel that she too had been my victim who had lied to Varel.

"No Chiko. You wrong. You don't know anything about this. If you'd like to come now. I waited for you. I beg you." I told him to come here and listen to my explanation after what I did to Varel. Because only he knows Varel's whereabouts right now.

"All right, now I'm heading there. Don't you cry. Save your tears for the one you love." He began to understand what I was feeling.

"Thank you Chiko. I'm waiting for Chiko. Thanks again." My speech. Because I know if he'd want to tell Varel what I told him.

"alright. I'm closing the phone." He said, then closed the conversation.

I can't wait to tell you everything, too. So that he could convey to Varel, all the things that I have done to him.

While waiting for her, I cleaned my face that was really filled with tears.

After a while, he finally arrived. Finally the sound of the motor was heard from my room. I quickly went out to see him. I'll tell Chiko everything, so she can pass it on to Varel.

"Chiko, let's sit here. " I said, asking him to sit on the bench in front of my room.

"Chiko, please tell Varel that I love him very much. And everything he saw was a misunderstanding. Tell him if I want him to come and see me. So that I can tell him everything, honestly and honestly. And if he'd mind meeting me. Give me permission to know where he is. Let me find him. Please Chiko. Please, tell him this. " I pleaded while standing before him.

"Alright Lia. All of those things I'll tell you tonight. After this, I'll call him, if I want to see him." It made her feel a little comfortable. But my tears could not hold it.

"Dump your tears Lia. Everything's gonna be fine. I know you have someone very kind. I didn't come here because of your request. But because I know how much love you two have. Enough of you being sad. I'll help you." He said again with a smile to strengthen, so that I would no longer be sad.

"Thank you Chiko. But there was one pinta before you met Varel." I told him to know what I want.

"What is that, Lia?" Ask.

"I want it when you want to go see him. I want to send her a letter. Maybe with this letter convincing him less of what had made him walk away from me was a misunderstanding. " I hope that when he meets Varel, this letter will open his heart as before.

"Well, Lia, I will fulfill your wish." He said with a smile that made my tears fall again because he was willing to help me.

"Thank you so much for your kindness to me Chiko. I don't know who else to ask, other than you who knows Varel. I don't have to repay kindness with anything. I'm so grateful to you. " Tell me again with a deepening cry.

"Remove your tears, Lia. I could not see a woman crying in front of me. He said again strengthening. Varel's kindness was so great that he also had a friend who had a big heart.

"I won't cry anymore Chiko. Thank you, Chiko. Thank you very much." I sincerely thank him for his kindness.

"Please promise, you won't be sad until tomorrow you get the answer. And I'll promise you, too, if that thing you want I'll fulfill. Promise me." His truly powerless speech also saw the sorrow I endured. I quickly washed my tears and tried to smile.

"Alright Chiko. I promise I won't be sad anymore. I hope this works out, Chiko." I said while making a little smile to start keeping my promise.

"I also promise you that I will make him trust you again and accept you as you always have. I promise." He said while smiling at me again.

"Thank you Chiko. Thank you." Thank you." I said it again with a smile.

"Alright then, Lia. I'm going home, Lia. Arriving at my hotel. I'll call him so that tomorrow he can find time to see me. " Say him standing up to go home.

" Thank you, Chiko. Be careful on Chiko's trip." I said as I began to drive him to the front who was going home. Eventually, he started to turn on his bike.

"Lia, may your efforts be blessed by God. I am deeply touched by the love you both have. All right, I'll go home to Lia." He said as he began to advance his motor slowly out of the boarding page.

"Be careful on Chiko's trip. Thank you." Thank you." Little shout.

I went back to my room with a smile and a little sadness.