Ex - Husband After Divorce

Not Ready

Throughout the morning, Lydia daydreamed more. Liani did not reprimand because there was Reino who also only paid attention to Lydia without saying much. After Reino was forced to leave because there was something he had to take care of at the office, Liani asked.

“Nothing really, Ma.” Lydia smiled at her mother in response.

“You must have thought about the doctor's talk earlier, right?”

Lydia lowered her head when her mother managed to guess what she had in mind. Yep. Lydia did think about the possibility that she was pregnant.

It's not that Lydia didn't want to have children, but she wasn't ready. Not ready at all. At the age of just 25 a few months ago, Lydia did not want to have children. Especially with unmarried status, aka widow.

“Why? Don't you want to have kids with Reino?”

“Not that, Ma. I'm Just ... not ready yet,” Lydia replied quickly.

“If you are not ready why do it? You said you weren't forced, right?”

“I wasn't forced, but .. I wasn't ready, Ma. Two or three years might not be a problem. If now? How am I gonna work? We still need to eat. ”

“If two or three know Kenzo is working. And I'm sure the salary is enough to support Mama if I get married and have children later.”

Liani sighed. He never thought that his eldest son thought so much of himself. Even to that extent. No wonder his daughter had a desperate mind to pay off the family debt.

Lydia seems to think that now she is the backbone of the family. And that made Laini moved. Apparently his eldest son was this mature.

“You don't have to think about that. The head of the household for now is Mama.” Liani clasped the hand of her daughter who was not attached to the infusion at all.

“Mama is sick. How could I let Mama work?” lydia asked, holding her mother's hand back.

“Where might also Mama get in the way of your soul mate? If you're really pregnant, it's impossible for Mama to forbid you from getting married and keep asking you to work. Besides, it would be better if you are pregnant, than suffering from the disease.”

Liani looked at her daughter with a hopeful look. If you hear the doctor's explanation this morning, of course everyone will hope that the better hormonal increase is a good indication.

But then again. Lydia is still not ready and is not willing to leave her mother in a state without a job like this. Moreover, Kenzo is still in college and has no income.

Working while pregnant is possible. But after that? It will be very difficult to keep the baby while working, right? Especially with the father of the baby also working.

“Then I have to how?” lydia asked that question.

“There will definitely be a way for every problem, Lyd. Now you just need to recover first. Make sure you're healthy and we can talk about this later. Okay?”

There was nothing Lydia could say but give a slow nod. She didn't want to worry her mother, but also couldn't throw the baby away if she was pregnant.

***

“What's it like to have a baby?” suddenly Lydia asked when her best friends came to visit.

Lydia should have been able to come home this afternoon, but the doctor held her back. He said observations will be made related to increased levels of the hormone HCG Lydia because there are no signs of pregnancy in the results of Transvaginal USG.

If within a day or two no other symptoms appear, Lydia will be allowed home. That's also he must come again 3 weeks next to check the possibility of pregnancy or others.

“Who are you asking? No one has a baby here yet,” Vanessa replied Lydia in a sneering tone.

“It wasn't really a baby?” Lydia pointed to Love's already enormous belly for a size of five months.

“Then what is it like to be pregnant? I want to know, especially when the first.”

Love's forehead was frowning at her best friend's question. To him it was a very strange question.

“You pregnant huh?” Erika asked in an accusatory tone.

“Don't know. The doctor can't be sure yet, but there is a possibility to go there,” Lydia replied with a look of laughter.

“And what does Reino not want to be responsible for?” Vanessa asked already sounded very angry.

“The results are still unclear, Nes. What do you want to account for? It could be a disease.”

“Hush. How the hell is that? Amit-amit knows,” rebukes Erika hard.

“That's what the doctor said.” Lydia flicked both of her shoulders casually as she replied.

“Think positive a little bit. You'd rather get pregnant than get a freak disease,” Vanessa replied shuddering at how relaxed Lydia was.

“I just said what the doctor said, Nes. That's reality. I didn't add or subtract,” reply Lydia still looks relaxed.

To be honest no matter what the results are 3 weeks away, Lydia still feels unprepared. Whatever results are there keep it from working.

Although I promised I'd think about this again later, but Lydia couldn't do it. He felt the need to think about his future and his own family.

If Lydia were to marry the wealthy Reino, there would be no problem. But Lydia doesn't want to keep hanging her family's life on Reino. I think that man helped her too much.

“Let me guess,” Love paused his sentence for a moment. “You must not be ready if declared pregnant right?”

Lydia could only sigh to answer Love. That was enough to make his friends understand. No one wants to get pregnant out of wedlock. Especially Lydia who has many dependents.

“I also used to feel unprepared,” exclaim Love began to tell.

“No woman wants to get pregnant without a husband, let alone never married. But that child is my flesh and blood, I will not throw it away.”

“Initially it would have been very surprising. But as time goes on, you will love him. Especially if someone accompanies you through everything,” Love ends the story with a smile.

Lydia returned a smile of love. But the problem now was would Reino want to accompany her through all this? Lydia was not sure either.

“I think Reino will definitely accompany you and be willing to marry you anyway,” this time it is Erika's advised turn. “So you don't have to worry.”

“Why are you so sure?” lydia asked with a mocking smile.

“Yakin. He looks so bucin. That's what Kai said,” Erika put her shoulder to shoulder.

“Tuh listen. So you do not have to worry anymore about Reino,” continued Vanessa immediately agreed.

“I worried about my family. If I was pregnant, I would not be able to work effectively. And even if Reino accepts me, I can't make him pay for my family, right?” Lydia finally said what worried her.

***To Be Continued***