Emotion Taster
Arc 2 Banquet: Chapter 6 - Why Shame
Most of the countries in the world that I know of still have gender gaps. Some say that gender does need gaps, they do not need to be equal, but complement each other on each side. Like the man who takes precedence in work, and the woman who precedes salvation.
I don't care which one is right. I just choose which one is more favorable in the future.
In my country, it's only natural for men to propose to women. People here do this like a major procedure for marriage. In fact, I've heard that women of old can't choose their partners. It also includes a gender gap in which men are more powerful.
“Li-Lia? E-so you told me?” fany said a little nervous.
“...!?”
Amalia shook her head a few times until her hair was shaking.
“Septian my classmate used to .. and you know ‘kan him kayak how.”
“Oh, yes, yes ...,” he replied accepting the fact, as if knowing how Septian behaved and the actions he took. “Hah .. why do people who like the same I know people like him.”
Quite a cruel sentence, rejecting roughly the existence of Septian itself. I don't know what she's going through, but I can imagine based on Septian's attitude when talking in an unused building.
“Indeed people who like you should like how?” I asked Fany.
“Eh? Ah, yes ...,” he said long-winded not to tell directly. “Things not like Septian.”
“...”
Ukgh ... other strong rejections. I was confused who to sympathize with now. At this state Septian also looks sad because it is hated so much by Fany people he likes.
“How are your guy types? The guy who doesn't like Septian is a lot, even Septian himself is like the only crazy person in my class. What besides him all those men are okay for you?” I asked Fany.
“Iya .. not so, Van,” he said while hiding his face. “Hn, Hmn ... possible ... cool guy, keep good?” it was clear that even raised the voice at the end like asking.
“Don't ask me.”
“Not, I .. I just thought.”
“It was really that hard? So far I still think that Septian is a good guy, even if it's a little crazy.”
“That's it, Van. I don't like him because I'm shameless. I prefer the quiet, cool ones to always come help me with my problems. Not the guy who was bucin that even got me in trouble,” he said Fany pointed her face at me. “Kayak yesterday .. I just went to the cafeteria until he found me so I could eat together. There'll be a lot of people, just shadow the shame like how.”
Ah .. I understand, really. Needless to imagine, I can also feel your emotions moving towards me.
“Hm, Hmn ...” Fany turned her face back to avoid my gaze. The conversation made him misbehave, the emotional wave of shame I could feel following out of him.
From my point of view, what Fany feels and wants makes sense. I support Fany who thinks it sucks.
“...”
I felt a mysterious look from Amalia. The waves of his emotions were also slightly acidic tinged with a hint of confusion. His eyes glanced at me and Fany alternately while making a curious face.
Perhaps he could not follow the direction of this conversation, or rather he could not speak.
“If you really hate him, why not just reject him outright? Make him hate you. Instead of half-and-half and making him misunderstand,” my advice to Fany. “Originally you know, Septian is a little stupid, or even stupid. He won't understand if you're not strict.”
Even though Septian was already aware of being rejected, the chances of him not giving up were quite high. The reason for a subtle diversion like ‘I want to focus school’ or ‘you are too good for me’ will only make him back to fighting while waiting.
“Reject ... raw-raw?” he said with a high tone. “How to do?”
“Jolts him ... says that you hate him, he hates him, he disgusts you, or other insults.”
“He-eh? Is it okay? No pity?”
Hmn ....
I'm not saying that there's no feeling of compassion for Septian by doing this. But ....
“Your feelings are more important now,” I told Fany. “Honestly be with your heart now, you also have the right to choose.”
This is what I mean by local culture about gender disparities, some people still have the idea that women do not have the right to vote. They only accepted the proposal, from there he only needed to accept or reject. As if they were not meant to make a new path, women who proposed to men or at least asked to be proposed to men would be judged as cheap women.
Fany pensively heard my words, lowered her head again refusing to look. The girl's emotional wave felt like coconut milk, I didn't understand what was embarrassing from the words just now.
“You can't afford it? If so you can try training with me, try out your biggest insults.”
“Hi-humiliation?”
“Yes, if you want to try, just try it now? Just tell me I'm a bitch, tell me that you hate me. Maybe it could be exercise.”
Fany raised her face slowly, then she turned her back once more. For a moment he thought while looking at the distant background around him, but he finally nodded and agreed.
“...”
The girl began to move a little bit of her seat, which initially faced Amalia to face me. After that, Fany confirmed his sitting position. With a strapping body and straight hands over thighs holding a skirt, she attempted to take out her insults.
*Whoush ....
“I-Ivan .. ka-kamu— nyebelin ..., a-I hate you.”
“...”
What is this ...?
His intonation was severe, his tone height was very chaotic, his nervousness made his entire body tremble, his mouth stammering also gave the impression of being very far from the word insult, and ....
Bizarre, goosebumps, and the taste of coconut milk.
Fany who forced a harsh word made me feel a unique sensation. Whether it was because of the sound or the wave of his emotions, rather than being insulted, I was more happy when I heard that speech coming out of his mouth.
But, of course, this was a failed act.
“Ke-why are you even shy?” my question is starting to get nervous because of contracting his emotions.
“Yes, run out, you tell me the weird-weird.”
“What's weird? I'm just asking you to make it firm.”
“Ha-terminated, I never said it was like to a guy.”
“...”
I was silent at his words, thinking about the truth of his words. In every second, the emotions that come out of Fany's body are pure shame, no lies.
Is there really anyone who never insults men? Ah, no .. of course saying it directly is different
The nervousness will also not make him think clearly, people speak soft words like Fany will be difficult if told to shout rudely at others.
“Yes, okay, sorry that,” I said trying to calm Fany's emotions. “Maybe that way was too evil for you. So, instead of rejecting raw, why don't you try to reject blatantly.”
Waves of emotions Fany began to fade, he gradually can return to stable in order to communicate well.
“Now what else is it blatantly?” ask the girl.
“Cause as usual you refuse guys.”
“Reject guys ...? What kind of ordinary guy?”
“Huh?” my reaction heard it. “You've never shot a guy before.”
“Ngak ...”
“...”
