Emotion Taster

Arc 3.5 All Round Healing: Chapter 6 - With Amalia 2

“Can I palpate your chest now?”

“...”

“...”

Ua ....

I felt the lie inside myself. It's a strange feeling, because I hate lies. Not that I can feel my own emotional waves, it's like there's a conflict inside me.

“...”

“...”

Of course what I said wasn't really serious. I'm not the kind of man who puts my wits to the lusts of women. I'm not the kind of person who really targets a woman's body. I don't really expect to be able to touch Amalia's chest right now.

What came out of my mouth was just a diversion, a word I had wanted to put out as a perverted joke. But, it seems like I've missed the timing to put an extra sentence as a joke topic. My silence due to Amalia's silent response made the atmosphere here a little strange.

“...”

“...”

A few seconds passed, I was confused as to how Amalia felt about this. In contrast to the response I imagined of him replying to disgust and issuing waves of mixed emotions. An incident that will give me a gap to throw my sentence earlier at the joke. But, this he instead continued to be silent, silent and filled with emptiness. Waves of emotion alone felt empty not felt.

The mood will get worse if it takes too long. Maybe it seems like I should act.

“Huft ... hah ..” My breath is trying to calm down and prepare to get the sentence out. “If you don't want to, don't make— Hn!?“

*grip

Before I could finish speaking, Amalia pulled me to one side of the school behind the building, pulling myself from where we were standing near the school gate.

“Woi, Amalia—”

“...”

“Hmn?”

I had wanted to rebel and pull my hands and body against the current of her attraction. But, the girl stopped first before I could fight further to stop her steps.

“...”

“...”

We went back into silence, all his actions made it harder for me to bring this to jokes. Because ....

*drop

Amalia started putting her bag against the wall, she still wouldn't let me talk in this situation. His movements were filled with doubt, waves of his emotions starting to come out about something reeking of shame. But, he was also brave, his mind remained filled with confidence.

When he put the bag down, next he started picking up one thing in it. I didn't see much because his half-standing position was behind me. But, as soon as he turned around and faced, I could tell what he was holding right now was his magic knife.

*posh

With a flash he changed his appearance to the form of magic clothes. The light that was quite glare obscuring the view made me not see how the details changed. What I got was an instantaneous change as fast as a wink from the school clothes to his signature white magic robe outfit.

I still have no idea what he meant to do this? Did he want to beat me up for the words that led to the abuse?

Amalia took her notes, she wrote with some hesitation until she finally showed me the writing.

With this, no one will see. So, you can do that now.

“...”

“...”

Eh?

I couldn't believe what I saw, what I read made me think twice. Just this time I did an incredible act without a joke and with the permission of the girl my opponent spoke of.

Although my eyes certainly not wrong, but my logic still thrashed asking to think again. Trying to calm myself down, I wanted to reread Amalia's writing back then. But ....

“E-eh?” my response came out due to reflexes.

What is this ... what is this ...? Really .... What's up with today? Did he really let me?

Indeed, before I had held and squeezed his chest. But, the atmosphere placed now was completely different. I knew I was intentional, and I was treating it as an unavoidable emergency. So, when facing Amalia who by the way handed me a small chest in front of me. It made something inside my body go back to war. Accept or reject, touch or give up. I feel that if I give up now then this opportunity will not appear again, but at the same time I feel that accepting will also hurt my pride.

“...”

“...”

Amalia was still silent, I could feel her emotional vibration in every shiver of her lips and breath now. His expression was a little stiff as time went on, his eyelids shuddered as if to hold it open, his nervousness felt just by looking at his facial lines.

Huft .. hah ....

Why should I experience something like this?

*touch

“...!?”

*****

It was quite terrifying as well when I saw something unusual before my eyes. When the world moves beyond knowledge, it feels like I'm left behind and falling into uncertainty anxiety.

I didn't expect Amalia to be so brave as to make that decision. Although some women do not mind, but she is still a girl who is in puberty and should have stronger self-defense. What I did was obviously something that was not taken for granted, looking at him with his fear and nervousness even made the guilt in the heart even greater. I don't want to take advantage of his emotional instability for something as stupid as just now.

For some reason .. such a quiet girl, the girl who in my mind had no interest in such a thing, the same girl who puffed out her chest allowed me to touch her.

Yes ... Anyway, my right hand is still wrapped in a cast. I can't feel it with both hands like what men usually think. At that time, I just gave it a small touch.

Retracting my words after Amalia had advanced like that might have given her a wound in her heart. The feeling that she was rejected could have been more imprinting, like the sense that her worth as a girl did not appear in my eyes as a man. But, continuing to feel his chest will cause a feeling that he is being played as a toy or cheap girl.

So, I made my own decision. At that time I just held her chest up close to the collarbone. Not in the direction of ******, but toward the top close to the neck until the soft part is no longer left. Technically I still do what I say, the part I hold where most of the sensation in the hand is the ribs still including the chest. Amalia's breasts aren't big enough to make them tender like other women.

“...”

Yes, even though the actual range of my left hand is large enough to be able to feel one or two sensations from her breasts.

At that time he was still surprised. Not because I did the touching, but because I stopped much faster with his worst thoughts. He was also confused, his emotional wave was worried because I was holding back. When I pulled my hand and stepped away, went and said that I ended the act and took her to Pero's place, that's where the feeling came from.

Amalia could not say to call back and ask. So, she protested by writing notes while running small until overtaking and blocking my path. His words were represented with movement, the note he wrote he showed up in front blocked my path.

Wait, Kaivan? Why did you stop?

The writing that when I read it myself actually made a lot of strange thoughts.

“I said it wasn't really for raba. But, I just want to see your reaction, which just was amazing,” said I who began to walk back to the side to pass Amalia's body.

*Step, step, step ....

“Hn?”

But Amalia walked back after me. The girl also stepped to the side and followed up to block me back while showing me another note.

But what about the topic just now? You're not really lying, are you? I'm okay, really.

The writing that when I read it again also makes strange thoughts.

Until now he seemed to understand and not understand, what I said should be a joke where he normally hit me as usual. Taking my jokes seriously turned out to bother me myself, now I know the feelings of women who are chased by men because he accidentally makes the man misunderstand that he is liked.

I thought that by giving a request like this, he would deny my request and forget something strange about his return. But, now he who looks like he wants to be touched by me.

“I'm not lying, for now I don't want to take anything from you. The touch on the ribs is enough, your emotional waves can already be received now,” answered me who for the second time stepped to the side to pass through Amalia's body.

What a strange situation. Really, why am I in a position where I am asked why I am not holding onto the chest of a girl who is where the girl herself charges her directly.

“...”

This time Amalia did not directly chase after me, she fell silent as I passed her body and stood blankly not following from behind. We were about five steps apart, and I had a hunch that he wouldn't follow me if he left. That's a problem, because actually my goal now is to meet Pero with him.

“Amalia,” call me who also stopped talking. “I might like gini. But this is also a request from me. So, I'm asking you to take better care of yourself. If not me just now, maybe the results you receive will be much worse.”

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