Emotion Taster

Arc 3.5 All Round Healing: Chapter 5 - With Amalia

Imarine left me there, somewhere he went which is important I'm not following him now. Spending time in that place alone with the leftovers, I also occasionally thought about how Imarine was feeling right now.

Me and my power that should be able to feel the waves of emotions instead make people upset because they are not sensitive to feelings. It baffled me where I should do a recap of the action, where I should fix. But, maybe something wrong is how my perspective and way of thinking are different from her as a girl.

The school bell rang, I went back to class and attended lessons in general.

My school is not really good. With my situation now some people start to give lightness and help things. Even so, I still have difficulty writing the lessons.

I am not a person who has trouble learning. By following the lessons I learned, I could at least avoid bad grades in the final report easily.

The school bell went off, and my time to see the other girl had come. As usual as before I always visit Amalia after school, this has become a mandatory activity if nothing gets in the way. Although her magic training had improved, she still never stopped to research her own strength with me.

Then, today when I got back to school, I sent the girl a cell phone message to wait at the school gate to start the activity again. Unlike the incident with Imarine, this time I actually got a reply from Amalia in the message. In it she agrees to meet again and wait at school as usual.

The sun has turned yellow. The angle of light in the second floor window was sharp enough to highlight the window seen him want to sink in the western horizon. It's time I go, pick up Amalia who may have waited long enough at the promised place. Although I have not suffered too much with my strength, but that does not mean the effect is completely lost to be able to leave the crowd. I still have to be in the shadows of silence, along with waiting for the students to come home first.

I was halfway out of class. In the main square towards the front area of the school, I set foot with my hands tied frozen in a cast and with a bag hanging next to it. The air and atmosphere there are so clean and comfortable to breathe, until the time comes ....

*Whoush ....

“...”

Emotional waves.

Something I felt in my mouth was sour and sweet which was quite concentrated. I haven't reached Amalia's place yet, and I've been greeted with a wave of emotion. Now that I can see Amalia's body, she's standing near the main gate of the school. Although he is not a candidate who can be sucked where he was like Imarine and Azarin first, but his emotional waves remain thick beyond ordinary people ... even for our distance being more than twenty meters apart.

I continued on the path and held back the wave of emotions. All in all, what I feel now is not too bad to make me fall. If depicted, the emotional waves felt like strawberries. Not strawberries that are as sweet as the commercial drinks out there, more like sour, sweet, and savory shoes fill the mouth. Pretty unique taste, but baby I don't like it.

Amalia at the other end had already begun to notice the direction coming. Our gazes met while continuing to cut the distance because of my path. Sometimes I was also there feeling the waves of his emotions changing, it was like he was nervous when he wanted to deal with me.

“Amalia,” call me in a soft tone opening the conversation. “Damped your emotions, emotional waves are too thick now.”

“...!?”

Amalia responds uniquely to hearing my words. He closed his mouth with a range of palms that were gaping, the expression on the face with eyes wide open made it like saying ‘Ah!’.

After which, he glanced around in various directions at his own body. Raise shoulders, arms, while looking like a person looking for stains stuck to clothes.

After he looked, he was confused. His action to search was stopped, the girl glanced at me for a moment ....

“...”

*Turn away

Hn?

Then, he quickly turned his gaze back as if blurred from my eyes. Instead of continuing her actions just now, Amalia now looks down on holding her head using both hands while occasionally scratching her. Without being told, without the need for the power of emotional detection, I could understand that he was confused about how to obey my orders to dampen his emotions.

It was quite upsetting, what he did just now had indirectly violated my request. His confused and panicked expression as if being chased by my words gave a new wave of emotions.

Amalia was there taking notes to write, it seemed like she had decided what to say.

Sorry, I don't know how to dampen emotions. But, you can keep the distance from the previous kayak again, really.

Write it down and point it at the notes to me.

“...”

Before I had been annoyed with Amalia until I did not want to get close with her keeping a constant distance of about fifteen meters. But, that was before, and his condition was there when he was mens. Unlike her now, this emotional wave was still more stable than her who was enduring the pain of mens and was shaken by another wave of emotions.

“No, no need,” I replied rejecting his offer. “The wave of your emotions is not as bad as that time, I just ask you to be more calm. Too late if you are afraid of me now, you are now stronger than me.”

“...!”

I'm not afraid of you, I'm afraid you're angry because of Geza yesterday. You are now wounded, and all that should be my duty. You helped me a lot, mostly until I didn't know what to do.

Write it back on the note.

I haven't had communication in the past through Amalia's records. Experience should read the love writing of a girl who has a feminine writing feeling, this communication sometimes seems luxurious compared to ordinary communication. I don't know why I can imagine Amalia's voice coming out when I read her writing.

The reaction was similar to something Imarine had said. I began to understand, feeling sunnish him to accept help and not want me to suffer. The human feeling, and now that he feels guilty about it, the fear and nervousness that accumulated made the wave of emotions that I now feel.

“You don't have to think about it. I acted on my own decision. If I didn't want to, I'd have stayed with you from the beginning. But, I still have a responsibility, the magic I stole from you has not been returned,” my answer explained in order to reduce the sense of silence.

“...”

Amalia bent her eyebrows, she responded uncomfortably. What I said he should not accept. In fact, I wish it would calm him down.

Kaivan, you've actually helped out more. The case of Imarine is the same as Azarin, the case of Fany the same Septian. That's actually more than enough. Indeed you did not return anywhere I had before, but what you love should have been enough, even more if it is calculated the same case Geza now.

Write it on the note.

“But, Geza now does not produce. Case Geza no love where emotional overflow—”

“...!”

*Whosh ....

A little wave of emotion I felt cut my sentence.

That's not what it means.

Then, he continued with his jolt pointing at his note. Although the writing there was not snapping, but I could feel that Amalia was scolding me for reasons I did not know.

“Huft ... hah ..” My breath complains trying to restore the atmosphere here. “Keep, what do you want? I know you can't stop now, and I don't want to stay on your own as long as there are possible enemies like the Geza.” case

“...”

I know, it just still doesn't taste good.

Show Amalia to me about the note. But, before I gave an answer, her body moved faster to retract and write further.

I don't know how to respond to your help. You might say this is just because of the task about which one was sucked at that time. But I want to say thank you too.

Kaivan, you have to learn. Even if you're okay with you now, but you should know there are people who can't. Even if you're not hurt like this, but I can't take it.

“Hn?”

So, if there's anything, just say it and I'll do anything.

I did not respond quickly when I read it. Because I don't know what to do. As with what he stated, this was like his emotions and thoughts were contagious to me. The feeling of where he was at a loss of wanting to act like anything also confused me for how to treat him now. From the beginning until this second I never expected anything from Amalia.

But, this state of affairs was at a level where he would only be satisfied if he didn't do something for me. I know that mental state. When people understand the state of one environment is being pressed, sometimes there are people who try hard to be useful in the environment. Silence alone seeing the environment broken, or silence seeing others work hard without spurring themselves to use is an inner torment.

I actually wanted to convince her that she was also the person who played the most part here. It's just, she felt guilty when almost all the bad effects fell on me. After the fight, Amalia left only minor wounds that healed in three days.

“If so be it, there is one thing I want to ask for. It may be heavy, and I will thank you from the depths of my heart. Only you in this world can do it,” I told Amalia.

*Nod ....

“...”

Amalia nodded, she seemed interested in this. From his focused expression on the look, a feeling like he wanted to hear further was conveyed to me.

“Can I palpate your chest now?”