Earth Angel

Chapter 48: Still Missing

No matter how strong a human being will fall in the end. Trying to hide so as not to be caught by others, in the end it remains discovered as well. Struggling alone, on the grounds of defending our loved ones. It's not one of the easy things. There are crashing obstacles that must be passed.

Loving in silence. Not as easy as imagined. Loving in silence, sacrificing feelings. Serba himself. Pain alone too.

Falling in love in silence means holding a million feelings in your heart. Hii, heavy! But there are strong people who are more willing to harbor love than express it and accept risks. Yep. For example, arrsyad.

How not to suffer, if all the ups and downs of the feeling you should hide until it becomes flat, as flat as possible. It also means you have to have good acting skills so that everything continues to run as usual.

At one o'clock in the night. Looks like the rain still does not want to subside, even more intense. Arrsyad, who had finished bathing and getting dressed, immediately laid down his body in a mattress.

Pull the blanket up to the chest. Feels warm and comfortable. The gurgling rainwater still rang out, dominating the atmosphere of the night.

The drowsiness has not been felt yet. In fact, tired all over the body is very felt. Tilt to the left and right have arrsyad done, to find the most comfortable position. But still, there were no signs of drowsiness.

The annoyed Arrsyad himself instantly rose. Waving selimbut. The long roll was plain black, located on his right side. Arrsyad who needed an impingement immediately kicked the roll rough. It was tight and darted until it fell to the floor.

Such a deep breath sounds obvious. Arrsyad, ready to get out of bed. Walk gontai towards the long sopa located in the corner of the room.

Puked his body violently. Arrsyad just closed his eyes. Suddenly the door to his room opened.

Reno poked her head behind the door, so that her body was not visible.

"What" Arrsyad replied in an indifferent tone.

Still with the head sticking out.

" Can we talk, for a second."

Arrsyad corrected his position. Now sit up straight with your hands folded in your chest.

"All right."

Reno went straight inside. The door of the room was closed tightly. It was as if their chatter would become a serious thing.

Reno sat next to the arrsyad in her charismatic style. Typical of a ceo who will lead a meeting in the office.

"Not sleeping" asked reno after positioning his seat.

Arrsyad glanced at his brother. Then, avert his gaze to stare straight ahead again.

"Of course not yet. If I had slept, I might have been lying there by now." Arrsyad is relaxed. Her voice pointed towards her bed.

Reno rolled her eyes lazily.

"That's it. You're too smart to talk stale."

"I've decided. This time there was no denial or objection. Tomorrow, you have to go back to America. After your friend's funeral is over." Reno said as she turned her face to avoid the gaze of the arrsyad.

Reno could see, arrsyad was a little surprised. But, how would it have been his decision that had the support of the wife.

"Why all of a sudden, I still have two days left anyway. I still miss you, brother zhivana." Arrsyad with complete rejection.

Reno put on a fierce face by staring at his sister.

"Forget zhivana, she's getting married. Didn't you realize it. That the woman you love will soon be someone's wife." Reno jerk by emphasizing the word wife person. Thank goodness her sister understood.

Arrsyad who did not accept immediately stared fiercely at the brother. Not to be outdone, arrsyad gave a piercing glare like the devil who was rampaging.

"I want you to understand and stop expecting zhivana."

"Can't."

Arrsyad got up quickly he went out of the room. The door of the room was slammed hard. Able to make reno surprised.

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The morning sun showed the light. People have started to move back. Slow city streets are now starting to be crowded and crowded again by vehicles.

Early in the morning Gea called reno. Death of his parents zhivana. Gea became more familiar with reno and luchia.

Gea told reno. That zhivana will be able to see back. The white bandage that closed zhivana's eyes would be opened in about an hour. At seven o'clock in the morning, Zhivana will be able to see again. See how beautiful the world is. The pitch-black darkness that he had been feeling would turn into light and full of light.

Gea approached azwar. Azwar had been sitting in the front seat of the zhivana room all night. The man always faithfully waited and prayed for zhivana.

"Assalamualaik." Gea stood a little further in front of Azwar.

Azwar lowered his head while smiling kindly.

"Vaalaikumsalam. Doctor gea, what about zhivana" replies azwar, by asking about his future wife.

"Thank God his condition is very good. Ah yes, it looks like the future wife of ustadz is very excited to see the good looks of her future husband. So it recovered very quickly." Tempt gea with a smile.

Azwar smiled shyly. Then, look at Gea at a glance.

"I'm so grateful that zhivana can see again." The embarrassed-looking Azwar instantly shifted the subject.

"It looks like you're switching the subject. Ustadz azwar. I'm so grateful that zhivana will be back to see."

A sister who had been beside Gea. Just shut up and listen to the conversation.

"I'm also very grateful. It's thanks to that girl." Azwar was trying to remember the name of the woman who had donated her pair of eyes to zhivana.

"I mean, seina."

Azwar nodded with a friendly smile.

"Seina's. May his charity be received by the almighty. He's still very young. But, dear death has taken it first." Azwar's face looked gloomy.

Azwar was reminded of his own blood cancer. Will his fate be the same as seina? Died in a sad condition. Azwar guessed about his own life. Everything is still pseudo. It is difficult to avoid the pain that often reappears.

Gea said he wanted to check on zhivana's condition. Leaving Azwar sitting alone.

Azwar stared at the roof of the hospital. His mind is guerrilla everywhere. The wedding is two days away. Thankful for the zhivana that can see back. But, what was troubling his mind, was did zhivana love him? All this time zhivana has not returned the expression of love from him. Why does he feel stupid himself. Why is he thinking about this now. He just realized all this.

Azwar massaged the base of his nose. Feeling dizzy and confused. Everything looks fake and taboo. Hard to guess. All this time he felt selfish, not necessarily zhivana happy with him.

"I have to talk about this to zhivana."

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