Earth Angel

Chapter 22: Secrets of Azwar

"I am in your eyes like a dead Nun among idhgams when it is visible but not considered to exist."

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Prov Muhammad azwar Haidar

I can't express the feeling that's been ingrained in this heart, that I'm so bothered with you. So love you. In my silence, I pray to the Khalik, if indeed you are my rib, I ask to be immediately juxtaposed with you. Because I couldn't bear to hold this great feeling.

Azwar is known as a man who is friendly, and kind to everyone. Azwar was also very familiar with all ustadz and ustadzah who taught his abi dipesantren, namely kiai husen. Azwar figure is highly respected by the residents of the boarding school, of course respected in addition to having intelligence above the average azwar has good looks like the prophet Yusuf, of course, that is the phrase that is always thrown by the women when they see azwar.

The silence of the night makes the heart calm, the night wind that blows is very soothing without making people cold. The chanting of crickets becomes a beautiful evening song. The sound of passing vehicles becomes a complement to night noise. The stars and the moon dotted the night sky, like scrambling for a place to give peace to the humans staring at it.

Now azwar is laying his body on a mattress, a room painted all white which is dominated by sky-blue curtains looks so contrasting, the tall shelf that stands in the right corner is filled with azwar's favorite books neatly horrified like no dust stuck there. The sound of a wall clock that is heard dominates the room.

There was clearly a sigh from Azwar, there was actually one secret that he had been hiding all this time, even umi and her ashes just did not know. The reason for not wanting to make both his parents was anxious and worried about him.

"They've been a long time I've kept this secret." Mumbled.

Azwar puked his chest felt very clear heartbeat was beating irregularly. Azwar smiled, at first it was like a nightmare he was having but it turned out to be a bitter reality that he had to experience alone.

All this time I did look healthy and fine thanks to you Yalloh who has covered my true condition. And thanks to the painkillers that helped me. inner azwar

"Sir azwar" Shouted fazal, from outside the door of azwar's room.

Azwar got up and approached the door to open the door of his room.

The door opened and his sister was smiling sweetly at Azwar.

"Assalamualaikum, brother." Fazal said with a smile.

"Waalaikumsalam, fazal why is it here."

Azwar asked astonished, because fazal for one week did not return home, said Fazal himself at home living in boarding school.

"I'm coming home tonight." Fazal said with a smile.

Azwar pinched in surprise, seeing the strange behavior of his sister who was smiling.

"Why smile like that."

"Smiling is worship, brother, when you don't know"

"Nobody knows that, but you don't usually smile like that. Are you happy."

"Not really"

"Then why."

"I'm just happy, I heard abi and umi when I spoke earlier that brother will menta'aruf ustadzah zhivana, really sis."

Azwar just smiled.

"It turns out my brother is in kasmaran, yes" Goda fazal laughed.

"Little children know what, you should sleep this late at night"

"All right, let me go to the room first"

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A veiled woman was sitting cross-legged under a tree while chanting shalawat. The sound of vehicles passing by he ignored.

Well sitting under a tree while chanting shalawat turned out to be very comfortable. No matter how hot the sunlight is now emitting heat but under a large tree it is very shady.

He was actually waiting for one of his friends. They have agreed to talk together.

"Assalamualaik."

"Waalaikumussalam, it's done."

"Sorry, I waited a long time"

Gea sat down with the zhivana under a big tree, sitting on a clean, neat green lawn.

"Where are the lectures" asked zhivana.

"Yes, as usual zhi you yourself know how things are like before, but ever since you quit college I've been lonely"

"There's no jesica"

"Yes. But, me and him it's a lot of difference so often not with him, I miss our togetherness when in college, I also miss when eating meatballs dikanti with you"

"Many differences, how"

"Just different, I'm lazy to explain it"

Silence no one spoke anymore, zhivana could not see but he could feel the surroundings, the hands wrapped in handsock cloth squeezing the grass short, the wind blown felt very cool, the, the sound of vehicles passing by was clear, many boisterous people out there could still be heard.

"Are there many clouds in the sky?" Asked zhivana with all his wish.

Gea looked at the zhivana beside her. Then, raising his head to look at the sky, it looks so bright there are birds flying up there, the sky is so bright blue too, even white clouds do not exist like the expanse of sea water alone.

"No, the sky is very clear there are also birds flying to and fro" said Gea who was still looking up.

"Isn't childhood fun? It turns out that it's true that adults are a lot sad and when they're little they're a lot happy" said Gea, who suddenly remembered her childhood.

"It depends how his life. There is also the opposite, where childhood there is a lot of sadness. But, when adults happiness comes and hits just like that"

"A godly woman is like the sun whose rays can subdue the view, but the benefits cannot be doubted. While women who do not maintain their dignity and dignity like the moon whose light makes people want to look at him for a long time, even though the moon only shines when he gets the radiance of the sun. We as a woman should make a fortress on ourselves so that not just anyone can see us, do not be a woman who can be seen at will by men. Still remember not this lesson when we were in the boarding school" said zhivana with a sweet smile.

"Remember, why are you suddenly talking like that"

"Because I was in the heat of the sun I remembered those words"

" I see, yeah." Lirih.

They also fell silent to each other, to enjoy the atmosphere of this sunny day, breathing fresh air, under this large tree the air became very cool. Make zhivana and gea feel comfortable.

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