Earth Angel
Chapter 116: The Most Beautiful Heartache
The day changed with a long night. The morning sun out there looks very bright, tucked into the room's curtains.
The dazzling light struck the face of the arrsyad, awakening the empress who had just fallen asleep two hours ago.
The messy room like a broken ship looks terrible. Fractions of flower vases scattered on the floor, bolster pillows and sheets were already on the floor.
Last night the arrsyad vented his grief and anger, throwing and scrambling all the things that were near him.
Shouting for the name of zhivana, wishing that his wife had come back to life. But that is very unlikely to happen.
"Ck, why am I still alive?"
Clucked while smiling cynically, whereas before bed arrsyad really hope not to wake up again.
Looking around the room was a mess. There's a white mukena belonging to zhivana hanging on the wall there.
Arrsyad got up and walked over to the white face, taking it with glazed eyes.
"Honey, let's pray together again."
Again crying, again calling zhivana. The fragrance of zhivana perfume is still perfectly smelled. Trying to breathe it in deeply while hugging Mukena tightly.
His eyes closed trying to recall all the good memories with zhivana. It still clearly feels the soft touch of zhivana hands when holding hands.
The soft voice with a sweet smile was still real to remember, moreover the shady look of the eyes was very soothing to always see.
"You're so pretty, deck. Can you kiss me?"
"Mas don't be so embarrassed"
"That's okay yeah, deck. And I have been tempted with Your timid face."
Events together a few months ago reflected back in the mind arrsyad. For how the look on zhivana's face when she was embarrassed, her cheeks always turned red with her sweet smile.
But now it has become a beautiful memory even very beautiful for arrsyad. Love zhivana sincerely and deeply, until there is no basis to measure how deep the love she has.
"I'm willing to be hurt like this for the rest of my life, because you are my most beautiful heartache."
"It doesn't matter if my sanity is lost because I've gone mad because my love is too high."
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I locked myself in my room and didn't want to eat or drink. He ignored his parents who kept calling him out of worry.
Crying so much, no matter the eyes that have swollen from crying all night.
He only wants azwar, a shaleh man with his most favorite devotion. Silent but very authoritative, let alone azwar the type of man who almira very craved.
"Mas azwar, hiks. I don't want this marriage to be annulled."
"I love you! Zhivana's mother disturbs our relationship, and instead of being better off, her heart benefits her husband."
The marriage that Azwar had annulled was already known to the almira family and the azwar family themselves. Reason that azwar had only pretended to like the Almira.
No matter the family of the Almira who now hate azwar.
"I'm sorry! I give you back your daughter, yesterday's engagement no longer matters. Sorry for my irresponsibility all this time. I was pretending to love Almira. I want this marriage to be annulled."
Azwar's words last night crossed his mind clearly, with the courage of azwar coming home. Meeting his parents with his head bowed he uttered false excuses to cover up his own almira mistake.
Her marriage was annulled with guilt beginning to feel. Was he wrong to tell zhivana to die and donate her heart to arrsyad.
Almira always jealous, with the presence of zhivana in the life of azwar.
Better to die and not come back, Almira knows this is wrong. But he also wants to be happy, even in the wrong way for the sake of being with Azwar.
"This is all because of zhivana. He's dead but Azwar's always defending him."
Her life has now been ruined, abandoned by her husband-to-be on the day of marriage. A very sad misfortune.
Always avoid if this is not his fault but the fault of zhivana.
His heart was broken with miserable conditions. Almira did not expect her life which a few weeks ago felt perfect and happy, even disappeared in an instant. His love had left him with great hatred.
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