Earth Angel

Chapter 20: Love in Silence

"Admiring is my way of looking at you. Makes you an irreplaceable object, which keeps the center of rotation in your charm."

~Muhammad azwar Haidar~

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Prov Arrsyad Zega Al Faruq's.

Silence is my best way to keep, whether it's a word or a taste. Rest assured, God has arranged everything. If it is our soul mate, God will unite them. However, if it is not our soul mate, then sincerity is the best way to take it off.

No matter how hard we fight, how much we wait. If he is not destined to be our future, then the end of his word is sincerely let go.

Do you know what?

How does Love Feel in Silence?

Lonely, Sad, Spicy.

All I can do is hold on my own, though,

Ye? I will never feel it.

Tired up? Honestly "YES".

But every time I want to stop my heart asking to fight again and logic says "time is just this" and I'm finally back.

A man with his handsome face, was standing on the balcony of the apartment wearing a plain white T-shirt that added many fold to his good looks.

His gaze was straight facing directly into the glittering center of the city at night. The man's hair danced in the night breeze. The apartment where the man was standing on the floor was quite high. The room was illuminated only by a table lamp. After a long time looking at the skyscrapers before him, the man stared down at the street below.

"Having been here for a month, my longing for brother zhivana was growing. It felt so heavy and wanted to see it every time myself like this I often saw the figure of him that crossed my mind." Arrsyad.

Arrsyad grabbed the phone that was in his pants pocket. Intended to contact her brother. Surely in Indonesia is still day different from America which is late at night because it has a long time difference.

Unfortunately, the reno phone is not active. Arrsyad snorted annoyed that his brother was busy working. Reluctant to contact again the brother finally arrsyad chose to sleep alone.

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Zhivana has finished performing the dzuhur prayer. Because there was no longer a final teaching schedule, zhivana decided to go straight to the house of kiai husen.

Arriving in front of the house kiai husen zhivana was greeted by his wife kiai husen.

"Assalamualaik." Zhivana.

"Waalaikumsalam, your own zhivana here." Ask umi aisyah.

"Yes umi." Said zhivana while kissing the hands of umi aisyah.

"Yes, let's go in."

Zhivana also entered the house with the help of umi aisyah. Arriving inside the house saw kiai husen and azwar was sitting while talking.

"Assalamualaik." Said zhivana and umi aisyah who had been sitting with kiai husen and also azwar.

"Getishalight." Kiai husen with azwar.

"Zhivana how to teach him fluently." Ask kiai husen.

"Thank you, fine." Answer zhivana kindly.

"Thankful alhamdulilah. Zhivana I told you to come here for lunch together. Coincidentally my wife cooked a lot and wanted to invite you so we had lunch together."

"Yes zhivana umi really miss our togetherness, so we had lunch together, azwar happened to no longer have a teaching schedule in the pesantren so we can eat together." Umi Aisyah stroked zhivana handbags.

"Okay, I'll join you and have lunch here. Thank you umi and kiai." Zhivana.

They walked to the kitchen. Kiai husen led the prayer, during the meal no one spoke only the sound of clanking spoons and plates clashing. After eating zhivana wanted to help clean up the dirty dishes but umi aisyah forbade it, finally zhivana just kept quiet.

After finishing washing dishes umi aisyah invites zhivana to the family room to talk with kiai husen and azwar. During the conversation only talked about pesantren and religious sciences.

It does not feel like time is getting late afternoon zhivana just went home. But kiai husen forbid zhivana to go home alone even though not too far away but still kiai husen worried about the state of zhivana let alone zhivana can not see.

"Azwar between zhivana and abi are afraid that anything will happen to him." Kiai husen.

Azwar glanced at zhivana at a glance and immediately nodded his head that he was willing to drive zhivana home.

"No need if I can go home alone anyway I'm used to it." Zhivana.

"No zhivana you should be ushered azwar." asserted kiai husen remained firm with his stance.

"Alright, thank you kiai and umi aisyah then I go home first. Assalamualaikum" said zhivana, by experiencing kiai husen and umi aisyah alternately.

"Waalaikumsalam, be careful in his path." Speak kiai husen and umi aisyah together.

"Umi, abi if so azwar pamit first to drive zhivana home. Assalamualaikum." Pamit azwar who joined to greet both hands of umi, her abi.

"Getishalight."

"Let's ukhty." Bring azwar.

Azwar also walked side by side with zhivana with a distance of two meters as usual. Along the way no one opened the sound only the sound rang the black stick of zhivana. Azwar occasionally stole a glance towards the zhivana who was beside him. His heart thumped his smile occasionally seen on Azwar's bowed face.

"If the air is hot-hot your graceful presence actually cools the atmosphere." Azwar.

"Ukh." Azwar.

"What is it ustadz."

"Have you ever heard the word love."

"Either."

"What is love."

"When your nose touches the prayer mat. That's love" zhivana said with a sweet smile.

Azwar smiled hearing that.

"Is there any other explanation for love." Ask azwar again.

"Why did ustadz azwar ask that."

"Just ask."

"Your hidden beauty looks even more awesome. It is undeniable that I have fallen in love with a veiled woman like you." Azwar.

Love in prayer according to Islam is a way of love that is felt most appropriate when the self is not able to be bound in a sacred bond, namely marriage. If you have not been able to love and love in the bonds of marriage, love in silence is the answer to all the turmoil of the heart.

Yes, now Azwar has fallen in love with zhivana, either since when this feeling grew but azwar admitted himself that he had been attracted to the figure of a veiled woman who is now walking beside him. The figure of a woman who can not see but azwar does not care about it because humans live with all the shortcomings. It is not that two people love and marry each other to accept each other's shortcomings and cover up each other's shortcomings.

"Now I can only love you in silence and in prayer." Azwar.

Now the two of them arrived in front of the house of zhivana. Azwar immediately told zhivana to come in, and azwar immediately went home because it was not good if the two were too long together'an like this.

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United States

Arrsyad is now in the library, after finishing his college eyes arrsyad decided to go to the library alone because Adzril chose to go directly anyway.

In the library there are many people who are reading books or just looking for books. Large bookshelves filled with various types of books.

Arrsyad was sitting on his own mind and his eyes focused on reading books. Suddenly a woman wearing a knee-length white dress sat in front of him, arrsyad immediately loosened his head to look at the woman sitting in front of him.

It was seen that the beautiful woman was smiling sweetly at him, her skin was white and clean, her long hair was stroked making the woman before the arrsyad look beautiful and cute.

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Seina Kazumi is a beautiful woman who is often talked about by the adam because of the beauty that seina has been able to attract the opposite sex. How not seina is a crossbreed between japan and indonesia. His father is from Japan and his mother is from Indonesia. Seina chose to settle in Indonesia. Seina also attended MIT university, majoring in science.

"May I sit here with you."

Arrsyad just nodded.

"Wowws. He was very handsome." Inner seina.

"It looks like you are from Indonesia" said Seina who changed her language.

"My name is Seina Kazumi." Imbuh seina back, a sweet smile on her lips continues to crack.

Arrsyad just glanced at seina's hand for a while without replying to seina's hand.

"I didn't ask." Cold arrsyad.

Seina pulled her hand back, she just smiled with a reply to the attitude of the arrsyad.

"But I want to get acquainted. So what's your name."

"Arrishad."

After telling his name, the arrsyad immediately moved from his seat and left without caring about seina who was now staring at the arrsyad.

"It's interesting the first time there's a guy like that to me." Inner seina.

Seina was still looking at the arrsyad pungung that was now getting away. Seina looks secluded his smile he is very happy to meet a handsome man like arrsyad.

"Arrshad, what a good name, especially a handsome guy." Speak seina with a soft.

Arrsyad exited the library building his step straight towards the roadside to look for taxis. Arrsyad decided to go straight home, not long after the taxi stopped in front of the arrsyad and the arrsyad immediately went up.

Along the way arrsyad staring out the car glass window to notice the circumstances around the trip, many people passing by out there as well as the four-wheeled vehicles that are seen passing through the streets.

Taxsi also stopped in front of the apartment building that arrsyad lived, arrsyad was down from the taxi directly into the apartment building. While in the lobby arrsyad saw Adzril sitting at a soup.

"Dzril did this." Ask arrsyad.

"I'm waiting for you, because you're in the room alone." Adzril.

"Just go to my room."

"okay."

They also walked to the elevator, the room adzril and arrsyad were next door so they both lived on one floor, their room was located on the eighteenth floor, because this apartment has twenty-five floors.

The elevator opened and reached the eighteenth floor. Arrsyad and Adzril went straight to the arrsyad's room. After arriving in the room, Adzril immediately laid himself in the long soup.

"Why are you so long on campus." Ask adzril.

Arrsyad took off his jacket, and sat down on the side of the bed facing towards the now-staring Adzril.

"I went to the library to read a book first."

"Oh"

"So there's a girl who you talked about last night." Say an arrsyad that remembers what happened in the library.

"You mean seina."

Arssyad.

"Keep."

"He sat down in front of me at first, and continued to introduce himself when I didn't ask. I don't care and just stay alone."

"Crazy, a pretty girl like seina you live alone."

"Ngapain ngeladenin people we don't know anymore anyway I'm not interested in her beauty." Arrsyad ketus.

"Listen, do not marry a woman because of her beauty, for it is possible that her beauty will destroy her. And do not marry a woman because of her property, because it is possible that her property will make her arbitrary. But marry this woman because of her religion. So you don't like women because they are beautiful but you have to know how their hearts are" said Arrsyad.

Andril fell silent while thinking of digesting every word arrsyad just now.

"Thank you for your enlightenment. I realized I was looking too much at a woman by her beauty alone, but not by her religion."

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