
It all feels the same, but it is strange to feel deeper. Like there's a part of this life that's gone, gone without saying goodbye and passed without a trace. But what is it?
Today feels different. Lonely and empty, even though he was healthy and returned to normal life without a history of any disease.
Sitting alone in the spacious vip room, there is a faithful ac lit 24 hours. Cold and lonely, like no family.
He already has a wife and two children. Arrsyad tried to contact zhivana, but unfortunately the phone from him was never picked up.
Thinking that zhivana is busy taking care of the children, until she forgets that her husband is conscious.
"It could be that he's waiting for me to get up here, while taking care of the kids."
Wanted to run out of the hospital, looking for a wife and children. But alas, walking a step two is still difficult.
The door of the room opened, arrsyad immediately turned his head. Hoping for the zhivana to come, but dear that smile that just expanded instantly vanished.
When I saw Almira and Azwar coming. Almira smiled kindly as she helped Azwar sit in a chair beside the ward where the arrsyad lay.
"Assalamualaikum, arrishad. How are you?"
Azwar smiled kindly, as usual the man would be friendly and polite. Especially now that they are good friends.
"Vaalaikumsalam. Thank God I am good."
That pale face looked sad and moody, uninspired. Azwar only smiled slightly, then looked around.
It looks lonely, like there is no family or relatives who visit or accompany.
"Where is everyone, arrsyad? Why is it so quiet here."
Almira just kept quiet and looked down. Remembering the incident a few hours ago, where zhivana was preparing to donate her own heart to arrsyad.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
Almira stared stiffly, feeling very shocked. The sacrifice of love for such a great arrsyad was able to make zhivana willingly die for the life of her husband.
Zhivana who finished praying, and still wearing mukena nodded confidently. Her tears did not stop flowing.
"But what about the kids, they're still babies!"
"There's my husband. He is both a father and a mother to our children. Aalesha and the arka will never feel lacking, if the arrsyad is always there."
The chatter ended when zhivana went to see the doctor. Almira was silent with sadness and happiness.
Arrsyad went silent and showed a call history to a zhivana mobile number that was not picked up at all.
"Why didn't ukhty zhivana pick up the phone from you?"
"I don't know! I miss them so much."
Azwar stared at Almira, saying his future wife would tell him something.
Almira who knew noticed immediately cleared her throat, neutralizing her voice.
"I'm sorry I wanted to tell you something."
Almira glanced at the arrsyad and azwar in turn, the two men looked very enthusiastic to immediately listen to the story from him.
"Just say, don't be afraid!"
Just now the almira opened her mouth slightly to speak, but the sudden arrival of reno made her silent.
"How presumptuous! Silence would be better, so you better not interfere."
Reno speech that is full of emphasis as well as cynical gaze was able to make Almira silent.
Reno walked haughtily, passing through the scared looking down Almira. From the beginning knowing behind the donation of the heart has something to do with the almira, making reno not like.
"Sister, why are you talking like that?"
Reno smiled in a slant and glanced at the almira as she clenched her hands tightly.
"His presence makes things worse. Ustadz azwar please tell him to leave."
Almira was surprised, he immediately snatched fear. Azwar, the man was confused.
"What does that mean? Did Almira make a mistake?"
"If you knew, you'd do the same with me."
Azwar tried to think and then looked at Reno who was holding back emotions. Reno's sharp gaze on the almira made azwar dislike.
Unable to bear the sharp gaze of the reno, the almira immediately walked closer to azwar. Hiding behind the man's back.
"Why are you so selfish? Why don't you ban zhivana? Why did you tell him to..."
Reno did not continue speaking, she immediately stared at the arrsyad with a wistful glance.
"What do you mean?" Azwar asked with a trembling voice. The man seemed to have begun to understand the reno speech.
His heart began to feel claustrophobic, like there was a big blow crashing. Not willing to wait long, azwar immediately approached reno.
Shake reno's body violently, while continuing to ask.
"What does that mean?" Azwar nodded impatiently.
Arrsyad just kept silent the man closed his eyes while covering his ears with both hands, like refusing to want to know anything.
"Are you happy, almira? why did you tell him to do that."
The rising reno sound, made the almira frightened.
"Don't tell me that ukhty zhivana donated his heart."
Reno gripped azwar's shoulder firmly, the two men glanced with sorrow.
"Well, he's the one."
Azwar nodded strongly, not accepting the truth he heard.
"No. This is impossible."
rejecting the bitter reality is difficult, inevitably must be accepted with a spacious chest.
Azwar pushed up reno's body, then looked at Almira in disappointment. Both eyes were wet, holding back the tears that were about to come out.
While arrsyad the man still faithfully closed his eyes while closing his ears tightly.
"My wife must be home. He loves me, and I love him."
The sentence with a weak voice continued to say, arrsyad did not want to hear anything. He just wanted to hear the soft voice of the wife who always warms the recesses of his heart.
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