Earth Angel

Chapter 33: Disappointed

Still with zhivana who just finished talking about the wedding dress. In zhivana's heart, he actually wanted to go home immediately and meet the arrsyad. Not happy also on the arrsyad who had visited his house, but instead was left alone outside the house.

Azwar had already noticed zhivana from earlier, it seemed that zhivana already wanted to go home.

"Arrashad. Who exactly is he? Why get so close to zhivana." Azwar.

In other places, arrsyad was already snorting annoyed. He thinks it's been a long time, almost half an hour more, even an hour. Some people who happen to pass in front of the house zhivana seem to whisper rarely there are handsome men like oppa korea in this area.

"Look at that in front of his house ustadzah zhivana there oppa korea" said one of the teenage women dressed in high school uniform look very hysterical when he saw the arrsyad.

"What a wonderful sight" said his friend who was both dressed in high school uniform. It seems like they both just got home from school.

"Assalamualaikum oppa" said the teenage girl whose name is vana. Vanya waved her hand at the arrsyad, her lips already smiling.

Arrsyad immediately looked at the source of the voice, saw two women in high school uniforms staring at him while smiling, making the arrsyad feel confused.

Arrsyad cuddly made, could peddle two women was not greeting himself. There was someone else besides him too. But, there was no one here just him and the two students.

"You say hello to me?" Say the arrsyad with its cold.

The two students were even more sparkling when they heard the voice of the arrsyad.

"Ah yes" said the two of them simultaneously.

"Waalaikumsalam" Thirty.

Arrsyad looks cute, after all he does not recognize them two. Arrsyad chose to continue playing his headphone.

"Let's ask for a photo" take a friend of his.

"Come"

"You guys just go home. Don't flirt with adults" said the arrsyad without looking at the two female students.

"Bother." Inner arrsyad.

Who had looked excited and smiling, now his vana and his friend immediately pursed his lips. They immediately stepped away and away from his house of zhivana.

Zhivana was saying goodbye to go home, umi Aisyah had offered herself to send zhivana home. But zhivana refused. Azwar he wanted to drive home zhivana but unfortunately fazal instead whined to ask to be delivered to the store to buy some books, inevitably Azwar had to take his sister.

Zhivana had already walked through the streets of the boarding school. For this zhivana is used to going home alone, after all he has memorized the path. It didn't take long now that zhivana had arrived in front of the house. Arrsyad who saw him immediately stood up and approached zhivana.

"Asalamualaikum" said zhivana.

"Vaalaikumsalam. Why go home alone? What if something happens to you on the street. Where's that guy why doesn't he drive you home?" Omel arrsyad for not receiving zhivana to go home alone.

Zhivana just smiled. For some reason his heart felt so happy when the arrsyad worried about him.

The two of them had sat back in the bamboo chair in front of the zhivana house.

"Mas Azwar he had to drive his sister to the store. So I can't drive me home any more I've memorized the path. So you don't have to worry"

Arrsyad only exhaled, which was clearly heard by zhivana.

"Arrshad are you angry. To me?" Ask zhivana.

"No"

"You have every right to be angry with me, for I have broken that promise"

"I can't be mad at you. I just feel so disappointed, I don't think you're getting married" either"

"sorry. I'm sorry I have sinned and I have made you feel disappointed. But I have reason to accept a proposal from Azwar. I can't resist it, if you force me to cancel this marriage, sorry I can't anyway I have to keep marrying her."

Zhivana.

"Sister zhivana"

"Yes"

"Not so"

"Nadjay"

"Hem."

"What do you want to say."

"I just wanted to say that I miss you so much. Love's. Yes, I love you very much brother. I Arrsyad Zega Al Faruq really love Zhivana Khoirun Nisa"

"Allow me to bind you in halal ties. I don't want you to get out of my life. Live with me, and be my wife" said the arrsyad expectantly.

Zhivana shed her tears. Arrsyad's words just now sounded very sincere.

"You know brother. I've kept this feeling alone for a long time, I've never expressed it to you because I'm afraid you'll stay away from me let alone I still don't deserve to express love to you. To me you are my future heavenly angel. To see or not to see you are the most perfect woman for me. I don't want to lose the woman I love, if you fall into the arms of ustadz azwar then for what I live, I've lost both my parents even I can't make them happy. Now that Reno's sister is there, she already has her own family. I'm often lonely. Especially when you're married to him my life will be quiet and empty. Reno may seem to care about me but she was really indifferent to me, it all happened when my parents left us. Now my life goal is only for you but all that probably won't happen because you're getting married soon. So what am I now, I feel alone in this world."

For the first time the arrsyad spoke at length, he poured all his heart into the zhivana the only person who could arrshad believe.

What about reno's brother. Didn't arrsyad believe it?

Actually arrsyad believe in reno, it's just that reno is busy until there is no time to listen to all complaints arrsyad. Arrsyad needs friends to share where he is fragile.

There was a very deep sadness in both arrsyad eyes. Nurtured his eyes there was already a drop of tears ready to fall, arrsyad instantly wiped them off.

Ill

Stuffy

Disillusioned

Angrier. But what is angry for? Free this has happened, there is no way that time can be played back with as good as his mind.

After saying it all to zhivana, the arrsyad immediately said a greeting and left just like that leaving the crying zhivana.

"Assalamualaikum" he said as he passed away.

"Waalaikumsalam" said zhivana very slowly.

Suddenly her crying broke. Her veil was wet because of her tears that kept her divorce.

"Hiks. Sorry, I'm sorry, arrsyad" she said in between sobs.

"I don't know what to do, I don't know who to choose between the two of you, nor can I leave Azwar's mas." Inner zhivana.

Zhivana went into the house. Lock the door and go straight to the room. His crying has not subsided. Zhivana is better to take ablution water to perform dzuhur prayer because the adhan has been heard since.

"dw, abi. Zhi misses you guys. Ever since you guys left, I've been so struggling and feeling lonely."

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