Earth Angel
Chapter 23: The Sincerity of Azwar
"Sometimes harboring is the only option for everything to look okay."
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If you take notes on someone then never stop praying about it
Never stop trying to make it
Quite simple.
If you keep silent harboring your race
You'll never know the outcome and the love in silence will just be buried deep
Quite simple. Because love is simple it never asks much, it is simple.
If you are unable to make the person you like happy then never scratch the wound in his heart
Especially to make her shed tears
Simply put, never be silent for your race
Don't just argue you're happy as long as he's happy but you keep harboring your love
Because you never know if he's really happy or not.
When you just shut up without saying that you like
Simple, because love needs proof is not limited to do'a from a distance let alone limited to hope
Because that's simple Never hide the taste.
If you really love, come to his guardian
Because he might want you to be his
Even though he kept quiet
Because that's how women are they're ashamed to say it first.
That they like too
Simply put, try to understand them Because women want to be loved and can only harbor a sense of Waiting for you first Do not make him wait to reveal it
It's simple too long.
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The day was so bright, the wind was blowing slowly very calm it felt if this day sitting quietly might be peaceful. But, not with zhivana should he just calm down but because today is where the kiai husen family will come to the house of zhivana. Surely zhivana already knew, because umi aisyah and kiai husen had told zhivana of this matchmaking plan. Zhivana was still confused he had asked for guidance from the khalik about the matchmaking plan of azwar.
Will zhivana accept, his?
What about the promise that zhivana made with arrsyad all this time?
Confused? This is very confusing zhivana does not know now he has to talk how to family kiai husen, zhivana knows the meaning of he has to wait arrsyad. But he felt it would be bad to refuse this match.
However, during this time the kiai husen family has helped zhivana, kiai husen is also a close friend of Alm. Her ashes, on the other hand, were equally helpful to the zhivana family.
Zhivana had already complained of her immortality about this matter in a third of the night. But his heart was still confused. Strangely, when doo'a zhivana briefly saw the face of azwar but different from his heart that called the name arrsyad.
"Yalloh I hope this servant's decision is correct. Sorry, I'm sorry arrsyad maybe we're not a match." Inner zhivana.
The sound of knocking on the door sounded.
"Assalamualaik." Said someone at the outer door of the zhivana house.
"Waalaikumsalam" said zhivana, who had opened the door of the house.
"Please go in" said zhivana to dispute entry into the kiai husen family.
They entered and immediately sat in the living room chair, as well as the zhivana sitting near the umi aisyah.
"Zhivana you already know our family's coming here." Asked kiai husen who seemed to be impatient with zhivana's decision.
"Yes, I already know." Speak zhivana with gibberish.
"How about we just get to the point, so that faster is better, too" said kiai husen with a glance towards azwar.
"What's the decision"
Zhivana's heart was already pounding, her mind was already drifting everywhere. There was doubt in the face of zhivana. Azwar slowly straightened his face to stare at the zhivana.
"Bismillahrirrohmanirrohim says. By mentioning the name of alloh who is all-loving, all-loving. Arrsyad I'm sorry. Sorry for reneging on our deal." Inner zhivana.
"I've decided that I accept this match." Zhivana said firmly.
Deg
Reno was surprised by the decision of the zhivana because the arrsyad and zhivana were not close. Yes, since the reno was behind the outside door of the house, reno had wanted to visit zhivana but reno saw the house of zhivana like a guest was coming.
Reno did not immediately say hello because there were doubts and wanted to know what they were talking about. So reno decided to eavesdrop behind the door.
"How about the arrsyad in.he will definitely be furious if he finds out this, where 5 years is still long for arrsyad to come home here." Inner reno.
"I'd better go home and come back tomorrow."
Reno walks away from the house of Zhivana. It was a clear look on the face of Reno full of questions. It seemed that he wanted to immediately tomorrow so as to directly ask zhivana why he could receive an arranged marriage from azwar.
"Alhamdulillah."
Seen clearly azwar's countenance exuded happiness, his smile expanding as if a million joys were engulfing his heart.
"Alhamdulilah, zhivana umi thank you so much for your decision that makes us very happy"
Umi aisyah embraces the body of zhivana to be embraced. Zhivana welcomed the hug and replied to it, feeling comfortable and warm.
"Umi abi forgive zhivana. Sorry zhivana can not fulfill the mandate of Alm. both of his parents arrsyad that has been entrusted to you." Inner zhivana.
"Nah zhivana said azwar he wanted to give you something." Kiai husen.
"Ukhty I want to give you this, please wear this I buy when I have an invitation in cairo." Azwar said with a smile.
A blue-eyed white ring is beautiful. Azwar gave the box to his um. Umi Aisyah also took the ring in a red color and immediately put the ring on the ring finger zhivana.
The blue-eyed white ring that was already attached to her ring finger was very beautiful moreover the blue gem looked glittering as if it was emitting its blue light.
Zhivana felt the ring, if only she could see that the ring she was wearing was very beautiful.
"Ustadz azwar thank you very much, I like it very much"
"Together, if ukhty likes it I'm very happy."
Azwar just kept looking at zhivana his smile never faded. There was a happiness that Azwar was so full of as if thousands of butterflies were flying at him.
"Ustadz, may I ask" Lirih zhivana had her head lowered.
"Sure, what do you want to ask me"
"Why did ustadz azwar choose me to be the future wife of ustadz? While I am a blind woman with all the less.I am not as beautiful as the queen balqis, not as smart as the mother of Aisyah, not as wise and as fresh as the mother of khadijah, not as strong as the city of Hajar, not as smart as, and not as patient and as long as siti fatimah the daughter of the Prophet. I'm just an end-time woman who's moving toward good"
Kiai husen and umi aisyah who heard the words of zhivana were lyrically intertwined and smiled.
Sounding full of sincerity and confidence, zhivana believed all the words that were thrown in the mouth of azwar. Zhivana was sure azwar was sincere to her.
"Thank you, thank you very much ustadz azwar. Hix"
Suddenly the cry of zhivana broke, could no longer hold back his tears, his head was still down, the tears that came out fell on the robe that zhivana was wearing.
Kiai husen, umi aisyah and azwar became confused. Why did zhivana cry if azwar's words hurt her.
"So why are you crying" said kiai husen.
"Zhivana you're okay, Why are you crying." Umi Aisyah asked as she rubbed the zhivana moth.
"Sorry, zhi feels lucky to have all of you who sincerely love zhi for what it is. zhi once thought with this condition maybe people will stay away and look at zhivana pity but it turns out that it is wrong"
"Listen to your zhivana like your own daughter, umi and abi love you zhivana, never feel alone because both of your parents died" said Umi Aisyah.
"Yes zhivana we all love you so much" Sahut kiai husen said.
Zhivana just nodded, she wiped away her tears. Now his heart is very relieved. Because zhivana was afraid that azwar made himself as a wife just because he felt sorry for himself who could not see this.
"Nah zhivana now we are your abi and umi. So if there is anything do not hesitate" said kiai husen.
"Ukhty looks like my parents will love you more" Azwar said with a small laugh.
"Nah ustadz should ustadz should often succumb" Zhivana looks cheerful again.
They laughed at the words of Azwar and zhivana. What a sunny day it is so warm and loving. It feels enough to talk kiai husen family also decided to go straight home because there is still business in the boarding house.
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The Al Faruq Family Residence
Reno was pacing back and forth like an ironclad. Luchia who saw her husband was already very dizzy because her husband continued to grumble indistinctly and even worse, her husband's reno kept pacing indistinctly making the head of luchia dizzy saw him from earlier.
"Stop, I'm so dizzy, her"
Upset luchia who was sitting in the living room sopa did not forget also luchia folded her hands in front of her chest.
"So, can't this not happen" said Reno like a frustrated person. These words came out of Reno's mouth.
Luchia rolled her eyeballs, and now she was very nervous about what her husband was doing.
"You why the hell mas? I asked you why you said bad. Since I saw you just keep acting like that, you've been pacing around for half an hour, like that?" Grumpy luchia, now his emotions have begun to reach the tiles.
"Arrshad will be furious"
Reno sits next to Luchia. His hands pulled his own hair. It's like a frustrating person.
"Lohs. Actually, why?" ask luchia.
"So mas to his house zhivana, when the mas will approach it turns out that zhivana is the arrival of guests. I did not go in immediately afraid of disturbing. Out of curiosity, with what they talked about eavesdropping behind the outer door of the zhivana house"
"Keep what's going on?"
"It turns out that came his family kiai husen his best friend abi his zhivana. And you know what happened? Azwar's first son kiai husen proposed to zhivana"
"WHAT"
"duh. That's what towa sihz mouth is so noisy" said reno by covering both ears.
"Abviously, beware if you ask for my ration will not love" he said with a little increase in his tone, now Luchia turned her back to turn her back to reno.
"Inconcerned, why can I talk to her like that. I don't want to fast." Inner reno.
"Dear forgive me. It's just a reflex, so please don't get angry" Reno put on a face to make her feel good so that Luchia would forgive herself.
"Don't want to"
"You don't want a continuation, do you?"
"Quick say"
Forgive me first new mas will be the story" Reno seemed to smile cheerfully.
"I'm sorry" Luchia turned her back.
"Well, that's dong."
Cup
One sweet peck landed on Luchia's right cheek, making luchia blush in embarrassment.
"Sucks" said Luchia with a smile.
"But you like it, right?" Reno asked, raising both eyebrows.
"Apaan si, the story continues. Did zhivana reject the proposal" asked Luchia who had begun to seriously listen to the continuation of the story from her husband.
"Zhivana accepted the proposal"
"Huh, how could it? Aren't zhivana and arrsyad close? Then what about the arrsyad, for sure he will be very disappointed and furious"
"So from that I was like a frustrated person. Because, think about this"
"Don't let arrsyad know"
"No way, he'll know"
Confused? Sure, however, the arrsyad loves the zhivana very much. 5 Years is long and still very long. If, Arrsyad knows for sure he will go straight home to meet zhivana.
Hows it? What to do, where zhivana has already accepted the proposal. The next step is marriage. Just thinking about it made luchia dislike, luchia more agree zhivana with arrsyad.
"It may be true that arrsyad and zhivana are not matchmaking" Reno said.
"No, they are fools I am sure that, otherwise I will still match arrsyad and zhivana. Either way, the way" Firmly luchia.
"You're too selfish"
"That's me"
"Sucks."
"As far as I am."
"Sucks"
"But you like it, right?"
"Whatever."
"Arrshad that you and zhivana are not a match. Then, you must learn to sincerely forget about zhivana from this very moment." Inner reno.
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