
After venting her grief and anger arrsyad immediately exited the room. Aalesha's loud cry made the arrsyad nervous to get close.
Usually the first person who will appease his love fruit is zhivana. But this time the woman did not exist, would never even accompany her children.
Down the stairs with slow steps, her steps follow the sound of crying. Sounds clear and loud.
"Did you miss your mother, Aalesha?"
There was a luchia there, holding Aalesha who was crying. Arrsyad approached with sad eyes, hoping that zhivana would come and calm his son.
"Arrsyad you're awake, sorry. Aalesha is fussy, I've tried to calm her down. Looks like he needs..."
Luchia fell silent as she turned her face away, unwilling to see an arrsyad more injured than her.
"I can't do anything without zhivana." Arrsyad said in an almost inaudible voice.
"I know it's very heavy. You are the first person to be deeply hurt by the loss of the zhivana. But toughen! there's Arka and Aalesha she really needs you"
Arrsyad knows that too, he has to be tough. But come on, he's been very down and almost out of his mind. Pretending to be strong and tough for the sake of children.
Let's pretend to be strong. Arrsyad sighed deeply, trying to be strong in front of everyone.
"Where's arka?" Ask while taking Aalesha to carry her.
Luchia smiled happily, finally arrsyad wanted to hold her child. Yes, even though luchia knows arrsyad only pretends to look strong.
"Arka is sunbathing with mas reno and azwar."
Arrsyad scrunched his forehead, why did azwar come here?Ah he forgot, last night after tahlil arrsyad asked azwar to come here.
Aalesha's cry subsided, the little baby with clear eyes blinked several times looking at the father's very handsome face.
Luchia left the arrsyad and Aalesha. Close the door and go outside the terrace.
Arrsyad sat on the side of the bed, watching Aalesha's face which he thought resembled zhivana.
"I'm sorry, I haven't been a good father. But believe! I'll be a father and mother to you both."
The clear round eyes continued to pay attention to the arrsyad, as if he was paying attention to the father's conversation.
A few hours later, the door of the room opened. Seen azwar, the man said his greetings while smiling kindly at him.
Azwar's condition is not much different from him, both injured left dead by a loved one.
"How are you?" Azwar asked, but every night they met. The question of a less plausible stale base was ridiculous to arrsyad. He was clearly hurt.
Azwar who was already sitting in a single seat was instantly stunned, why did he ask like that. Arrsyad is healthy, but his heart is sick.
"Not really, you're hurt."
"You are the same."
True, he was also as injured as the arrsyad.
"What about your future wife?"
Almira, rather the marriage has been canceled suddenly. Makes the Almira family hate azwar.
"I canceled. You know what the reason is,"
"Pretending to love Almira, you're clever and lying apparently."
After saying that the arrsyad directly dyed Aalesha's forehead gently. Sleeping on my lap is very comfortable.
"I'm just trying to cover up his mistakes."
Arrsyad laughed blankly, laughing at Azwar who was willing to lie in order to protect almira from the anger of everyone.
"Almira was being overwhelmed by jealousy, she might have been caliph and did that to my wife. Honestly, I'm very upset with him, but how else is it too late."
"But he.. "
"I know he's wrong, but I'm sorry. Guide him to the right path, awaken him from his guilt that makes him blind. Almira's a good girl, Azwar meet almira and her family talk about everything that's happened."
Azwar was stunned and then lowered his head while thinking, maybe the arrsyad was right. Almira just needs to be guided, not left like this. The girl was kind and friendly, only that the almira had not been aware of her excessive jealousy.
"Why are you being so wise?" Azwar asked as he looked at the arrsyad in confusion.
Arrsyad also does not know, but now his mind is in chaos. But unknowingly he had given Azwar a solution, but what about him now? He also needs a solution how to live without zhivana beside him.
Arrsyad doesn't know what to do and how? Honestly, at this time he wanted to cry while yelling for zhivana. But now he has to be sincere.
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