Earth Angel

Chapter 38: Sweet Phrases

"Maybe it's time I let you go in my prayer section, I'm sorry if I've been putting your name in front of him all this time.

Sorry if asking you as my soul mate is my most beautiful form of selfishness. If all this time I have borrowed your name in my prayer, it is time for me to return it with sincerity."

~ Zhivana Khoirun Nisa ~

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Prov Zhivana Khoirun Nisa's

Thank you for giving me the space to look forward to you, being part of the great hope I want to be with you.

^^^Term for Arrsyad Zega Al Faruq♥^^^

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Night has arrived, the sound of night animals sounding out there. After praying isya and having dinner, the zhivana laid down her body in a mattress.

His mind was troubled by seina's speech earlier this afternoon. For some reason since meeting with seina, zhivana's heart felt uncomfortable.

Her tears began to break up. The intense longing for both parents makes zhivana cry every night. This is how every night weeps and is lonely. Nothing must be done alone, nothing must be felt alone, nothing must be self-paced. Unlike before, zhivana used to feel very happy because she could tell her parents. But now he has to carry it himself.

The cry of zhivana sounded very bitter, slashing in the heart and felt tight. If only zhivana could see maybe at this time he would see a picture of his parents.

His veil cloth he loose because it feels wet due to his own tears. Beautiful face nan ayunya very natural white, clean and smooth. It is seen that zhivana never performs the treatment. Zhivana wiped away her tears in a still lying position.

"I miss Umi, I miss abi too. My world has been quiet since you guys weren't around."

"My world is dark and silent. Opening or closing my eyes makes no difference. Both are pitch-dark. Not even a speck of light can I see."

"I am sincere in the circumstances in which I cannot see right now."

Zhivana continued to speak for herself. No one's listening to anything. To zhivana itself this feels like venting to yourself.

Zhivana was just about to close her eyes. Suddenly someone knocked on the door of his house.

"Nights like this, who's visiting?" Zhivana.

Zhivana groped to find her veil. After wearing the veil, the zhivana took the stick and got out of bed, walked out of the room.

"Assalamualaikum" said someone from the outside.

"Getishalight." Zhivana said after the door of the house opened.

"Zhi. It's me and arrsyad." Luchia.

"Sister luchia."

Zhivana immediately smiled happily. Luchia directly hugged zhivana.

"How are you, zhivana? Sorry yeah. I'm rarely here" said Luchia, still hugging zhivana.

"Thank God I am good, brother, it's okay. Zhi likes to be home rarely. You see, Zhi often spend time in the boarding school."

"I'm glad to hear, her."

Luchiapun let go of his embrace.

While with an arrsyad, the handsome man was even cool to look into the two eyes of zhivana. It used to be very beautiful and shady eyes make cool to look at.

"Second zhivana's eyes were open whether she had wept. Why is she crying? What has happened." Inner arrsyad.

"Sister luchia, arrsyad. Let's go inside." Bring zhivana.

Luchia and Arrsyad entered the house. Zhivana had closed the door, and they sat down in the living room.

"Sorry these nights are even a visit. It must be a break, you" said Luchia.

Because luchia was asleep but the arrsyad instead woke her up, forcing herself to accompany the arrsyad to the house of zhivana.

"It's okay. I haven't slept either." Zhivana.

Luchia approached the arrsyad then whispered to him.

"Arrshad you're actually saying what to, zhivana" Whispered luchia in the arrsyad.

"I suddenly forgot my brother." Brisks arrsyad on luchia.

Luchia immediately scrunched her forehead. How could a genius arrsyad forget such a small thing.

"To bring you here, I was willing to be taken care of by your brother because these nights are out of the house. Quickly tell me not to pretend to forget." Luchia's whisper was already irritated.

"I want to talk alone with brother zhivana" said the arrsyad who was not whispering anymore.

Luchia sighed, it was really very troublesome.

"Damvana. I want to sleep in your room, yes" said Luchia as she stared at the arrsyad with a beard.

"Please, brother."

Luchiapun immediately moved from his seat. Walk towards zhivana's room.

Upon seeing her sister-in-law enter the zhivana room, the arrsyad immediately looked at zhivana with a smile.

Arrsyad will attempt to persuade zhivana to annul her marriage to ustadz azwar. This time he wanted to be selfish. Arrsyad is an ordinary man who thirsts for affection, an ordinary man who wants to be noticed, an ordinary man who wants to be loved by someone he loves. Arryad is a typical person whose everything he wants must be achieved.

Arrsyad exhaled slowly.

"Sister zhivana"

"Yes" Sahut.

"Do you have any intention of reneging on our promise?"

"sorry. I'm sorry arrsyad. I must deny it" Lirih zhivana.

"If you knew. Actually I don't want to break that promise either." Inner zhivana.

Again the arrsyad exhaled his breath violently.

"Sister I love you so much. Can't you don't get married just wait for me another year I'll be right away. Please cancel the wedding. I arrsyad zega al faruq beg you brother zhivana to annul the marriage between you and ustadz azwar. I'm confused about how else to get you to annul that marriage, I could have kidnapped you and taken you forcibly to KUA to get us married. But I don't want to do it because I respect you."

"If we are fooled, then allah will unite me with you. But now I'm going to marry mas azwar so please just forget me. I do not deserve you, I have sinned for breaking that promise, I feel so hypocritical.

Zhivana was silent for a moment.

"In front of you I refuse. But before him I openly asked to be betrothed to you." The batteries.

My heart and mind are so different. It's very hypocritical, my heart says his name but when I want to say his name I instead mention someone else's name from my mouth, this" Zhivana said. Unconsciously her tears had fallen down her cheeks.

"Is it in my heart that zhivana says my name?" Arrsyad said with a little disbelief. But there's a good feeling there.

"That was when this wedding wasn't planned."

"But I feel like your heart is always on me." Say the arrsyad with a smile.

"No. Please don't get me wrong about that." Speak zhivana in moderation.

"Don't dodge. I know that, that you also have the same feeling as, me."

"Arrsyad you misunderstood I don't mean like a"

Not only had zhivana finished his speech, the arrsyad had cut him off.

"You mean like your heart always says my name." Arrsyad smiled happily.

"Arrshad is no good"

"It's not good for your health, brother. Because your heart always beats fast when it's with me."

"Th-that's not right." Speak zhivana gelagapan itself.

"What's wrong with my heart." Inner zhivana.

It felt like once the zhivana was beating its own chest, its heart was racing faster. Right said arrsyad just now, the heart of zhivana will beat fast while being with him.

Zhivana gripped her robe tightly. It is very unhealthy for his heart health if lingering with arrsyad.

"Sister zhivana" Call a gentle arrsyad.

"Yes" she answered nervously.

"Since this taste is becoming. I have a sweet expression for brother" he hesitated.

"Sweet expression, how?"

Not only did the arrsyad reveal it, it felt very amused. For the first time in life arrsyad he will say the sweet word to a woman.

"I love you like a fat kid who loves cakes." Arrsyad's voice sounded very stiff.

"Ehh"

"Stupid. Why am I even expressing that word that should be the other one. Silly, must be brother zhivana thinking me crazy." Inner arrsyad.

Arrsyad has chosen some sweet words from the Mbah google. Understandably arrsyad never dating so he himself does not know how to compete women how.

" reason?" Said zhivana again, who was confused by the sweet expression that arrsyad just meant.

"That sounds very amused." Inner zhivana.

If it was not the arrsyad that revealed it, maybe now zhivana was already laughing amusedly. Zhivana held back her laughter, afraid the arrsyad thought that he was laughing at her sweet expression.

If only zhivana could see. How red the ears and cheeks arrsyad. For enduring the shame.

"So this is how it feels to fail in mengombali children people. Malunya get to ubun-ubun. Good thing there's no andre here, if he sees for sure he'll laugh out loud." Inner arrsyad.

"That's anu, the reason." Damnit. His tongue now felt very confused to make his speech stammer.

"I think I want to laugh."

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