Earth Angel

Chapter 36: The Debate

"Even if you have rejected the love I have given you, somehow this love will not go away from me."

~ Arrsyad Zega Al Faruq ~

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The day was so bright, the sun was rising. The wind blows causing the dried leaves to fall to the ground. Up there are a few white clouds, clearly visible expanse of blue sky that is very broad, occasionally seen small birds flying.

Arrsyad came out of Andre's apartment. With his cool style makes people who are passing by look at the direction of a handsome man who is walking.

Walking in the hot sun, making the milk white skin of the arrsyad look very contrasting. His red lips looked very clear, his taper chin made him even more handsome. Breezy wind blows the surface of the facial skin arrsyad.

The Visual Arrsyad Zega Al Faruq.

Arrsyad is going home today. Arrsyad has not told his brother Reno that he has come home. Let's just say arrsyad wants to surprise. There was a longing in his heart. But, arrsyad only misses the aminah bi nanny herself. The middle-aged woman always made arrsyad think of her mother's silence.

Arrsyad took a taxi. Getting to his house takes about twenty minutes. Along the way Arrsyad saw both photos of his parents. Photo where arrsyad graduated from junior high school, arrsyad still clearly remember that time he got champion one. Both parents are very happy whenever they get an award. Pictured here the arrsyad is holding a charter of appreciation and a trophy, both parents hugging the arrsyad from the side, the smiles of their mother and father make it clear that they are very happy.

"Mother father. I miss you guys so much." Inner arrsyad.

The accident a few years ago was terrible. Arrsyad still remembers the faces of his parents were filled with blood, even the clothes that his mother and father wore at that time were covered in blood.

Do not want to drag on in grief arrsyad brushed off all the bad events. During this time, Arrsyad often had nightmares about the tragedy of the accident befalling his parents.

Nightmares that cause arrsyad difficulty to sleep soundly. Taking sleeping pills made him avoid nightmares. Arrsyad was forced to consume it, how else he was always stressed when remembering the terrible incident.

The taxi car he was riding in arrived in front of a large white-painted mansion. Arrsyad got out of the cab car, for four years nothing has changed from this house, it looks the same as it used to.

Arrsyad stepped out his foot to enter the house. The large door was wide open, indicating that Reno and Luchia were inside the house.

Arrsyad was already standing under the large crystal lamp hanging in the living room. Luchia and reno were watching television unaware of the presence of the arrsyad.

"What's so cool about watching television you don't realize the presence, me."

Reno and Luchia set their sights on the source of the familiar sound they had heard. When Reno looked at the arrsyad to make himself surprised instead of playing, the snack he was holding until he fell to the floor. Meanwhile, Luchia herself had already run over to the arrsyad.

"Arrsyad you're home? When are you coming home why not tell us?" Tanya luchia who was still hugging the arrsyad.

"Can't you let go? I feel uncomfortable"

As usual arrsyad always spoke coldly, his face that seemed flat was usual he showed.

Luchia also let go of her embrace.

"sorry. My sister-in-law is getting handsome."

Arrsyad was silent and did not intend to answer the words of Luchia.

Reno approached the two of them, hugging the arrsyad. Hugs a la sister brother who does not have a good relationship. The glint hug seemed very awkward and stiff.

"When are you coming home?" Reno asked in a dislike tone.

Arrsyad had suspected that his brother would not like it if he came home prematurely.

"Yesterday."

"You're stubborn. Why go home before time? I told you not to go home. If you need anything you just tell me."

"Yesterday. Why did you just go back to your house now?" Ask luchia.

"That's none of your business. I see you guys are fine, I shouldn't have come back here because it seems like my presence makes you uncomfortable. I was forced to come here because I missed bi Aminah. Where is he, now?"

Reno exhaled his breath violently. It's so emotional to talk to an arrsyad.

"Where is aminah?" Ask arrsyad back.

"Just whatever. Bi Aminah fell ill she died two years ago. He died in his hometown while he was away on leave."

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For a time arrsyad had to feel how left to go by those he cared about. Though arrsyad has prepared a gift for bi aminah. It's a pity that a nanny who's been considered a second mother by the arrsyad died two years ago. It was so sad that he didn't even know about it.

"Why don't you tell me this, huh." Snapak.

Sadness and anger make arrsyad can not control his own emotions.

"How can you be in college in America. I didn't tell you because I was afraid of interrupting your learning arrsyad. It's too late to let go, and there's no point in you getting mad at me."

Arrsyad clenched both his hands tightly.

"For me now there's no point in me being angry. You're too naive, brother, I've always believed in you. But, now it's not. You know what the reason is, hm? Because you're always hiding something from me. Not only that, you always deny everything to me your words are not in accordance with reality. You think with silence I. I'm gonna be a submissive and stupid cat. Ha ha no brother. I'm too smart for you to fool."

Arrsyad laughs horribly, but this is not the nature of arrsyad. It was possible that the burden he had suffered so far made him speak this harshly, let alone the loneliness and heartache always dominated his mood.

"I purposely did all that for happiness, you." Reno with great emphasis.

"What kind of happiness and what kind of happiness does it mean? All this time I have been quiet and patient with my lonely days. You always put my job first, when I was hit by a car and unconscious for two days, fortunately his brother zhivana helped me and paid for my hospital expenses. But you as a brother who's supposed to protect his sister if you ever find or ask me. Unfortunately it never was."

"You always act like a good brother in front of everyone. You really don't care about me, though"

Reno hunchback. Everything Arrsyad says is true. Reno never paid attention to arrsyad well, even during this time he was busy working and working.

"sorry"

Only an apology can be said at this time. Stupid himself all this time made arrsyad lonely and grew into a cold male figure. Fragile, certainly all this time arrsyad is very fragile especially since both parents died reno turned to not care about arrsyad.

"I've forgiven you. But I beg of you to fail all the marriage plans of brother zhivana, this time I want to be selfish. I want to get my love, the people I love have gone all. There's only you and brother zhivana, so please make brother zhivana cancel the wedding, nya."

"But unfortunately I can't do it" said reno softly.

Reno did not want to force someone to obey her orders. Given that azwar has blood cancer makes reno feel sorry. At that time Reno had spoken with zhivana about blood cancer that is azwar idap. Zhivana can not leave azwar in such conditions, for zhivana himself he will try to make azwar have the spirit of life again, zhivana will also try to love azwar.

"Why."

"You don't know the truth."

"Truth, what?" Ask the confused arrsyad.

"Let's know for yourself. I don't want you to take any hasty steps. Forget it first, it's lunchtime you better have lunch first."

"Yes arrsyad I'll cook a special meal for this lunch." Luchia said with a happy smile.

"All right, I'll find her myself." Inner arrsyad.

Arrsyad just nodded. They walked to the kitchen. Luchia had already started cooking with the help of the maids, while reno spoke with the arrsyad, asking about how during the arrsyad in America.

After lunch the arrsyad went out of the house to calm his mind. It feels very stressful. Moreover, think of a thousand ways that zhivana and azwar will not be married.

"For the sake of my love for brother zhivana I will fight for him. For now, maybe I'll find out about ustadz azwar."

"Sister zhivana you're cheating. Though you only spoke softly to me, but I don't know why your voice was always in the ears and the mind, me." Inner arrsyad.

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