DOLEFULNESS

The Efforts of a Rama

...HAPPY READING'S...

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I walked to class very lazy, I was afraid that later I would meet with Rama or Karina again.

But when I got to class, I saw Rama sitting in front of my class. He looked at me, I turned around and ran but Rama chased after me and pulled my hand. He took me to the back of the library.

"What the hell is Ram" I said very annoyed at him.

"Why you?" tanyakanya.

"Well, why me?" I asked back.

"Don't lie, you told me yesterday"

"truss?"

"Yes, I want to explain it to you"

I rolled my eyeballs, then took a deep breath.

"Rama has nothing to say"

"There you are"

"What else, it doesn't have anything to do with me. Some of you want to date the same karina kek, the other cake it's none of my business, it's your right and I don't care" she just shut up and looked at me.

"Oh yes I am gone" I said and left him alone.

Sorry Rama I don't mean to be mean to you but my pride is more important than that, I don't want your boyfriend to insult me anymore. I don't want to be hurt again for the words of Karina yesterday and I don't want to expect too high again with you.

"Don't go to Shin's canteen?" Said via when the break arrived.

"No vi, again males" I replied with a head shake.

"I went to the cafeteria with Reni"

I smiled and nodded my head.

I put my head on the table and closed my eyes, I don't know if I feel like coming home and away from Rama and Karina cs.

I feel like eight hours of old school is not what I used to be, maybe it's just my feeling.

At two o'clock the school bell rang, I quickly put the book in the bag.

"Vi me first yes" I said to via, he looked at me in wonder because it was not like I usually like this.

"Kok rush shin?" tanyanya.

"Yes my head is still a bit dizzy, want to quickly fall on the bed" I said a little lying, uh not a little but I was lying.

"Shin went home with yuk" I turned to the source of the voice, fredo. I was silent for a moment, maybe this time the offer of Alfredo to go home with him I will accept because surely if I ride the questionnaire Rama will see me again in the T-junction.

"Em yes already ayok do" I replied, Alfredo smiled, seen from his face it seems he does not believe that I want to be escorted home.

"Bye vi me first yes" via just nodding my head and smiling.

"Do you don't papa nganterin me, because our house is different direction loh" I said when we were in his car affredo.

"It was Shin who did not want to relax anyway" he said with a sweet smile, indeed he was also handsome, smart but I had no interest at all him.

"Yesterday I was horrified you were hit by the same karina?"

"yes, you know what?" I was surprised when I did not tell anyone but via. And via couldn't possibly tell Alfredo.

"Geez, cook you don't know? it's been spread the next time Shin becomes a gossip at school"

"What?" I was aghast, I didn't expect it to turn out that not only was Karina judes but her mouth was also slippery so much that everyone at school knew about my problem with her, You gossip mogul!!. I glimpsed annoyed.

"Yes, but I don't think they don't exist" said Alfredo to calm me down, maybe he's afraid to see the expression on my face right now.

"Yes do" I answered flat once, Again my mood was broken for him.

Alfredo and I remained silent for a while.

"Shin actually I like you" said Alfredo breaking the silence between the two of us. I was shocked and looked at him.

"Eh do later the front intersection turn right" I said to switch the conversation, I'm lazy if I have to talk about things that involve linking feelings.

"Em yes Shin" said Alfredo, then he was silent. I'm relieved.

"Thank you do" I said as we got to my house.

"Yes Shin is the same, even if every day I have to send you home I want to" he said with a smile, I also smiled but the smile that I forced.

"Be careful" I said to him.

"yes".

I entered the house and met Bang Tito in his room, as usual I went straight in and laid my body beside Bang Tito.

"Yes bang ushered in with my friend" I said without looking at him.

"Wouldn't you be delivered with your Rama?"

"Oh, Bang, no"

"What's up, fight you guys?"

"No, no"

bang Tito and I were silent for a moment.

"Don't you ever tell someone, but he actually has a girlfriend? "

"It was so"

"How much brother?"

"Well, how are you, why is that?Rama has a girlfriend"

"iya bang, yesterday I was run over by her boyfriend"

"But Rama said he didn't have a girlfriend"

"No Bang, the giant is a bit like her shinta, this morning she wants to be clear but do not know what to do? "

"Yes, it should have been heard first Shin, it's not the girl who said that she's her boyfriend Rama but Rama himself did not admit it, right? who knows the girl who ngaku-nga I became the boyfriend of Rama" I was silent for a moment contemplating the talk of Bang Tito just now, said Bang Tito why I did not hear the explanation from Rama first?.

"Yes, Bang"

"When there's nothing, don't rush it at the end if the fact that the girl is not Rama's girlfriend"

"Trus how's Bang?"

"Yes you met the Rama Trus asked him nicely, even if he assures that he is dating the same girl who hit you yes, you are not dating Rama yet"

"But you're ashamed, Bang, this morning I nyuekin him"

"It's up to you"

"No ah, this is none of my business" I said and left Bang Tito's room because my mother told me to take a shower and eat.

after I finished eating I went back to my room and laid my body in my comfortable bed and had no intention to study because I was very lazy.

just a few minutes I closed my eyes I heard the sound of a motorcycle in front of the house, I peeked at it through the window and it was Rama. I'm panicking why he should be here again?. I went back to my bed and pretended to sleep.

Mom came into my room and took me.

"Shin wakes up, there's Rama in front" said the mother.

"Ah ma'am Shinta is so sleepy, tell her to come home so tired" I said and pretended to sleep again.

Mom came out of my room, I immediately crept following my mother from behind, I saw Rama sitting in the living room.

"I'm sorry, Rama Shinta's son is already sleeping" said the mother and then sat on the sofa in front of Rama.

"Oh yes no papa ma'am, I am not here to find him either, actually I am here just want to nganter martabak for mom" he said.

"Ah, what do you do to Shinta? " ask my mother in a seductive tone.

"Yes ma'am, shinta can't eat martabak later added fat him" he said, my mother laughed listening to the words of Rama, Rama, I also laughed but I immediately closed my mouth with both hands afraid that mother and Rama would know where I was.

"Oh yes buk shinta now again angry with me" said Rama, I was surprised why he had to talk like that to my mother.

"Why angry?" ask my mother wonder.

"He misunderstood, because at school there was a girl who said I was my girlfriend mom"

"Keep, yes stay clear just the same shinta"

"That's the problem, shinta doesn't want to listen to my explanation, the girl who ngaku-ku so my girlfriend's name is karina buk, I don't like her, I like her the same shinta" I smiled listening to the words of Rama, right said Bang Tito if there is anything do not rush but have to listen to the explanation first, the upset feeling that I have stored in my heart since yesterday instantly faded away.

"Do'ain ya buk hopefully shinta tomorrow will not be the same as me" said Rama, my mother laughed a little.

"Yes yes mother do'ain"

"Yes, I have to go home first, I'm afraid that later my mother's neighbors misunderstand me"

"Misunderstand why again"

"Later to guess I say mom again is not shinta" he said that made my mom laugh me too.

There are people like Rama who can make everyone around him feel happy.

Tomorrow I have to meet with Rama, I have to apologize for misunderstanding and being angry with him.

Rama wait for me tomorrow.