DOLEFULNESS

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Monday, yes today is Monday. The day that I believe all lazy students wake up from sleep for school, I also have a problem hehe.


I feel my head is a little dizzy but still I force to wake up and school because today there is a daily repetition of Mr. Onim, I can not pass through this daily replay of my head is dizzy, my head is dizzy, honey, because last night I learned to get good grades.


"Shin you are not papa, pale in your face" said via as I sat next to him.


"Sir papa vi" I said with a slight smile and shook my head, I don't want to make my friend anxious.


"Really?"


"Yes viana princess" this time I replied with a big smile that I forced.


After the hour of the lesson pak onim finished, suddenly the time for sports lessons, which I usually get excited about sports lessons but this time I was a little lazy because my head was getting dizzy, but I still forced it.


Via took my arm towards the field. He said he was afraid that I would do anything because my face was getting pale, at first via forbidding me to take sports lessons and asking me to be uks only but I did not want and reasoned I was fine.


When I arrived at the field I saw Rama, Mamad and Jefri were running, it looks like the three of them are in law, because on the edge of the field there is a Wati Indonesian teacher.


"Emang yes the three of them still no kapoknya punished" said via by frowning the forehead.


"Are they often punished?" my many.


"Not often shin" he said, shaking his head, I just kept quiet.


I looked at Rama, there was a relief of my own in my heart from seeing him today at school, until unknowingly Rama looked back at me with a smile, I immediately might turn my face away, embarrassed.


Pak hadi the gym teacher told us to run around the field ten times as a warm-up when Rama, Mamad and Jefri had finished carrying out the punishment, I saw the three of them resting on the sidelines to stretch the muscles that were already stiff.


I ran very slowly because my head felt dizzy, several times via telling me to go to the edge of the field but I did not want to and finally everything felt dark.


I woke up and saw there was a via and Rama beside me, it turns out I was in the UKS


"Vi" I said then tried to get out of bed but via telling me to just go to sleep, I complied.


"And I told you shin, you don't have to take sports lessons, you're sick again, stubborn anyway" he said in a slightly upset tone, but I wasn't mad at him, I know he's like that because he cares about me.


I glanced at Rama, I saw relief on his handsome face.


"So Rama took you to the UKS" said via, I was a little surprised and then Rama approached me.


"Don't believe it anymore, if it hurts you say" he said without a smile, but I smiled at his words, then nodded my head assentingly.


Rama whispered something to the via, then said goodbye to me he wanted to buy warm tea in the cafeteria for me, I agreed, we both live in the UKS, yes me and Rama.


"Later to go home from school, there should be no rejection" he said firmly.


"Yes" I answered, I did not want to disappoint Rama, because he had been kind to me.


"I was worried" said Rama.


"Worry why?"


"So when you passed out I was worried that I would not be strong to carry you, your body is a little fat because" said Rama, I laughed.


"But strong right?".


" Yes eat the biskuat first let me be strong" he said which again made me laugh.


He smiled to see me laugh.


"Thank you yes"


" This shin drank his warm tea first "word via then helped me to wake up.


" I went to class first" said Rama, me and via both nodding their heads.


When I got home from school, Alfredo offered me to go home with him.


"Shin I'll drive ya" he said approaching my desk, I smiled at him appreciating his good intentions.


"I'm sorry, but I promised someone" I replied with a face I made, I saw his face a little disappointed but finally he smiled despite being forced.


"Oh that's it"


"I'm sorry" I said and left him, apparently Rama was waiting for me in front of the class.


"Old old?" I was worried that if Rama had been waiting for me for a long time, he smiled.


"No" he answered kindly, Rama and I looked at each other for a while. After that we looked at each other because there was affredo, Alfredo looked at Rama cynically once, then left, he said, but before going in smiling at me, I did too.


"It's wearing" said Rama, giving me his jacket.


"Trus you?" ask me wonder.


"Now for you first, you will wash the love truck again to me" I smiled, he also.


"Yes" I said and took his jacket from Rama's hand and put it on.


"Yuk" he asked then took my hand, Strange it feels like I am happy and happy when we are not dating but everyone in this school sees me and Rama like lovers.


Rama let go of his arm when we got to the parking lot.


"Riding up" he said to me as he glanced at his empty motorcycle seat, smiling.


"Yes"


I was confused how to explain my feelings at this time, strange at the beginning of hearing the name of Rama I hope will not be able to meet him, said Rama, the leader of gangsters who gave me goosebumps, I think he's a rude, evil person and he's a good, caring and fun person because he can make me feel comfortable, safe and smile when I'm around him.


It turns out Rama didn't take me home right away but he took me to eat at a place he used to hang out with his gangster friends, which was in a warung p


roadside coffee.


"Eat first" he said.


"Yes" I answered. I saw there were some people who looked like thugs


but there is also Rama's classmate at school. Rama came and shook the hands of all his friends, I just smiled, Rama's friends returned my smile.


"Who's Ram really pretty?" asked one of Rama's friends who looked like thugs, then Rama glanced at me.


"Girlfriend-to-be, do'ain ya" she said with a smile, me too, her friends too.


Rama's friends are quite fun and fun too, they are very humorous and slalu joking when being gathered like this. several times I was made to laugh with their jokes. I think I have misjudged Rama and his friends, they all turned out well unlike the gangsters on tv.


after about an hour there, Rama invited me to come home, but actually I still want to be here but it was late afternoon afraid that mom and Bang Tito were looking for me.


"Thank you" I said when we got to my house.


"Yes together, I'm first yes" he said with a smile.


"Yes be careful" I replied with a smile as well.


Thank you Rama for today I am so happy.