DOLEFULNESS

Pundung Rama

...HAPPY READING'S...

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The class exam is three weeks away. I had to change my time-sharing again because my music club had to train for the big brother-in-class farewell that would be held three days after the exam.

Lately I have always told Rama to go home first because I don't want to make him wait for me too long. At first Rama refused to let me go home first but I kept forcing him to finally he wanted to.

Our club president sometimes takes me home if no one picks me up. During practice I always ask my brother mira what song I should bring when the performance later, but my answer is always the same which is up to me.

I trained with a few songs I could.

Go home to music practice always until five in the afternoon. Actually tired but want how else it has become my responsibility because it has been given confidence by brother mira, and I can not waste it. And after that I took a bath, ate, studied and slept, until there was no time for Rama, who usually after studying I always chatted with him over the phone.

"Your mama came home first. " I said as Rama was waiting for me in front of class when I got home from school.

"First again.? " Ask in a disappointed tone, I felt guilty.

"Yes, you'll be waiting for him for a long time. "

"Sir papa. "

"But.? "

"Grandfather, people until five o'clock doang right.? "

"Yes, but it's a long time."

"Udah no papa, there training I first wait in front of the training room. " Said, I just smiled and joined my friends at the music club.

This exercise I really could not focus because several times I glanced at the watch. Until several times also sis mira rebuked me, I only grimaced when sis mira reprimanded me.

Finally the training was finished as well, I hurried to say goodbye to my brother mira and other friends to go home because of Rama's pity.

When I got to the front of the practice room I saw Rama sleeping in the gazebo in front of the music practice room. I approached him, there was guilt and also pity in me for making him wait for me long to fall asleep.

"Wake-up rhythm. " I said, shaking the body of Rama. He fell out of his sleep.

"Udah finished.? " Task Rama.

"Udah, come home. "

"Corn."

"I'm sorry. " I said as we were on our way home.

"Sorry for what.? "

"Makes you wait a long time. "

"Both two hours doang. "

"That's a long time ago. "

"I want to if I have to wait for you not only two hours and three hours but for years I want to. " Said that made me smile embarrassed.

Before coming home Rama said that tonight he would call me and I agreed, because I miss talking to him myself.

At nine Rama called me, actually I was sleepy but I didn't want to let him down.

After thirty minutes of chatting Rama told me to go to sleep.

"Sleep there. "

"Yes you too. "

"Yes, don't forget. "

"Don't forget what.? "

"Don't forget to read the prayer and don't forget my dream. "

"Hehe yeah, you too. "

"Good night shinta "

"Good night too Rama. "

Today Rama asked permission to wait for me to practice again, I initially refused because I felt sorry that he had to wait a long time again, let alone wait for me to fall asleep. But he kept forcing me to finally accept it. He said he wanted to take care of me because there is a brother reza who likes to steal my eyes.

This time Rama wasn't waiting for me outside but he was waiting inside the training room, fortunately my brother allowed it.

During the practice several times I glanced at Rama, it turns out he was staring at me, I was a little embarrassed because I was caught stealing the view of his friend.

At five in the afternoon, the training was finally over. We cleaned up all the musical instruments we used.

When I was about to walk up to Rama one of my friends accidentally hit me which made me lose my balance and would fall if only reza did not catch me. Reza and I looked at each other for a few seconds and finally walked away from each other.

"Thank you brother. " I said.

"Together, next time be careful huh. " Said with a very sweet smile.

After that I saw Rama expression his face looked a little angry, I got scared. Maybe he's jealous of me seeing reza's sister.

"Rama yuk home. "My eyes but he just kept quiet didn't answer me.

During the journey home Rama was also silent as usual which was always noisy.

" thank you. "I said when we got to the front of the house.

" yes. "The answer was short and then passed without saying anything more.

I feel a little guilty for Rama, but I also do not want to blame brother Reza who has helped me, if only he did not catch me earlier I will fall.

I was waiting for a call from Rama but he didn't call me, was he really angry?ah Rama Don't sulk me.

Even this morning during the trip to school Rama did not say anything, he was just silent, I was confused what to say? He wanted to apologize, but he rushed into his class. So I decided to apologize to him.

Fortunately, today there is no exercise or holiday. I hurried out of class and waited for Rama in front of his class. I saw Rama out of class with mamad and jefri then when I saw him Rama told mamad and jefri to go first.

"Rama."

"Corny." Bring along.

I lun followed her steps towards the parking lot.

Rama invited me to eat first in his stall mbak wiwik I nodded assuring him.

"Rama, I'm sorry. "

"Sorry for what.? "

"Make yesterday, same fit brother reza. "

"I'm not angry because I don't feel angry with you for a long time. " Said that made me smile happily .

"You didn't call me yesterday.?"

"Oh yesterday? My data package is out to buy but it's gone out, yes I slept. "

"Oh yes, but really you're not angry anymore.? "

"No, it's me smiling. " Said and grimaced.

"That's not a smile but a grimace. " I said I ruffled her hair, and then she laughed.

"My name can't it be something.?"

"What's that.? "

"You have an ex, don't you.? "

Rama was a little surprised by my question

"If you don't want to answer me, don't mean me. "

"I never dated. "

"The cooking.? " I ask a little to not believe this handsome Rama seoarang never dated.

"Really."

"I thought you were a playboy. "

"My face, my playboy face. "

"Little." He's laughing a little.

"I sneakin ya new chick you, but who mengedeketin me a lot. "

"Why is that.? "

"Don't know why the first time I saw you, I was really curious about you. " Said what made me smile.

"Keep cooking you no one is interested in the same girl who sneeketin you. "

"There's no tuh. "

I nodded my head in understanding.

"If you have an ex.? "Ask Rama .

" Have, just one. "

"Who.? "

"My High School in my old town."

"Trus why did it break up."?

"Not to be discussed, males when talking about him. "

"I'm grateful. "

"Thankful why.? "

"Thankful that you broke up with her. " She made me smile again.

"Keep if I haven't broken up with him how.? "

"Yes I won't take you. "

"Why.? "

"You have a boyfriend. "

"I'm grateful too. "

"Thankful why.? "

"Thankful for breaking up with him. "

"Thankful that I got you? "

"Yes." Yeah." I said with a smile, he too.

Lord thank you, your plan is very beautiful to bring me to Rama. I wish that my smile and his smile were not just for today but forever.