DOLEFULNESS
Until At home
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Getting down from the angkot I immediately walked towards my house, but when I wanted to open the gate I saw a Tito bang preparing to leave.
"Assalamu'alaikum" My greeting, bang Tito immediately turned towards me, I can see the face of bang Tito who was initially anxious began to fade. He came up to me and held both of my shoulders.
"You've just come home" asked bang Tito to me, I haven't answered bang Tito spoke again.
"This was my brother wanted to invite you to school, because your mother said you have not come home, then my brother is worried if you stray or there is nothing" said bang Tito while exhaling a long breath.
"Speaking in a yuk bang, shinta is tired of this" I said as I held the arm of bang Tito towards the living room, then we both sat down.
"Where did you go" asked the mother who had just come out of the kitchen and immediately sat in my front seat.
"Em shinta was a bit confused buk where to wait for angkot" I replied as I took off my jacket and put it next to me.
"Stupid? Tanya bang Tito astonished.
" Yes bang should be if you want to wait angkot right in the fork, is this shinta waiting at the stop" I replied and leaned my shoulders on the chair because it felt very tired. Bang Tito laughed at my answer.
"Where if the stop is to wait for the shinta bus, then you know where to wait for the angkotnya tuh in the fork? " Tanya bang Tito
"From temen bang" I answered
"Buk earlier shinta was bullied by two thugs" I said to my mother, at once mother's face turned to worry.
"Disturbed? How can shin but you don't papa, son? " Task worried mom.
"Gak papa buk, fortunately there was a shinta school meeting that nolongin, if there is no he does not know how the fate of shinta"
"Alhamdulillah good thing you do not why napa son, the mother of earlier worried waiting for you not to go home and mom tell your brother to pick you up at school" Hearing my mother's words I can only smile and be grateful for having a father, mother and brother who are very dear to me, Thank God.
After I finished the bath and ate, I watched TV with my mom.
"Buk replace ah do see this show" I said to my mother, because every day I always see a guts test show that is on one of the private TV.
"It's good" my mother replied. I could only shut up and refute my chin with my hand and start daydreaming. I don't know why it came to my mind to want to know the romance story between father and mother in the past. I asked my mother too
"Buk used to be the same father who knows how the story is" Hearing my question mother also took her eyes off the TV and looked at me.
"First the same mother as one school father" answered my mother casually
"Keep that make mother so love father what" I asked again.
"What yes? Your father is the one who can make you feel comfortable and safe when you are near him, can make you smile and laugh" answered my mother with a smile remembering her past while still dating her father.
"Have it but he can't be like your father" replied the gentle mother. I just nodded my head in a sign of understanding. Indeed my father was the perfect man for me, although he was busy with his work but father did not let me and bang tito feel the lack of attention and affection from the figure of the father, deserved mother so love father.
"If you have a boyfriend yet" asked the mother with a seductive smile.
"Ah what the hell buk, no, shinta has no girlfriend anyway" I replied shyly
"The child of this beautiful mother doesn't have a boyfriend anyway? " Yet my mom teased me.
"yes, ma'am, there are actually many who do shinta, but I don't want to" I replied with a shy smile.
"Why? " Ask mom.
"It's not ready to open my heart yet" I replied.
"It still can't move from pras?"
"ih what the hell is buk, not kok shinta has moved on but still does not want to make a date again" I replied. What mom meant was my ex-boyfriend pras when I was in my old town. When I first entered High School I was dating pras, she was my classmate, we dated for only seven months. I decided on him because I wasn't at home with his nature.
It is true that the beginning of courtship is very good to me, sweet and always makes me happy, but over time his nature changes, he becomes rude. When angry like to snap at me and do not know the place.
Even back then when there was a small misunderstanding between me and pras, he snapped at me in front of all my classmates, he said, not only did he yell but he also dared to slap me on the cheek so hard because I denied all of his accusations. As a result I decided he was because not once or twice he was like that but many times and many times also he promises will change it turns out it is just nonsense like to play with your hands? Such a trait will definitely not be changed until at any time, it is impossible that one day I will have to marry and live with humans but it is like an animal.
"Eh kok daydreaming" said mother disperse my daydream about pras.
"No buk, shinta sleep first yes, very tired of the problem" I said to my mother.
"He was sleeping" said my mother. I also left my mother and went into my room to spoil my body that had wanted to rest.
Here I want to tell you a little about Bang Tito.
So Bang Tito is my only brother, he loves me so much and I love him so much. Yes, even though sometimes Bang Tito likes to tease me. I used to say I was not a father and mother but a neighbor's son who was deliberately handed over to the same father's mother because my parents could not finance and could not afford to buy milk. But behind it all he loved his only brother who was me. Once when we were in elementary school, I was in 2nd grade of Elementary School and Bang Tito was in 6th grade of Elementary School, my knee was bleeding because my classmate who was so naughty pushed me during sports lessons, I cried because it hurt so much and the blood wouldn't stop. Then one of my friends called Bang Tito to his class and told me that I was crying because I had fallen on the field. Bang Tito ran up to me on the field and saw me crying.
"Aren't you papa? " Tanya Bang Tito, I can see that time Bang Tito's face was very worried about me.
"Sick Bang peri" I answered still in a state of crying as much as possible.
"Yes here brother gedong ya to the UKS let the wound in the same medicine ma'am Iin"
"Don't want to get sick later"
"There will be no brother, later brother magic gini yes simsalabim pain go from my brother's knee"Jawab Bang Tito calmed me, I nodded my head to agree. Not only did Bang Tito wait for me in front of the class, then carried me from school to home.
Then when Bang Tito was going to college outside the city and left home, I was so very sad, I felt lost and lonely if there was no Bang Tito next to me. I cried and whined all day begging him not to go and go to college. But Bang Tito has a way to make me believe that even if he goes to college outside the city he will take the time to see me here every two weeks.
Yes like that the relationship between me and Bang Tito that was so tight as a sausage seal that it could not be released.
