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The Bang Tito

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After knowing that Bang Tito was finished from the critical period I really felt relieved, I was no longer crying like yesterday.

But I still feel sad because Bang Tito never realized.

I never stopped praying for Bang Tito's recovery, neither did I.

Actually I feel sorry for my mom and dad because they both haven't slept all night. I've forced them to go home and rest so I can take care of Bang Tito but they still won't.

I keep holding Bang Tito's hand, I hope that Bang Tito will wake up soon, I miss Bang Tito's smile, I miss everything about Bang Tito.

I put my head next to Bang Tito, actually I am also tired of just sleeping for a while. But for the sake of keeping Bang Tito I'm willing to do anything.

"When does Tito wake up? Are you the same as Shinta.? " I said.

Then I closed my eyes, tried to sleep, but only a few minutes did I close my eyes and a hand was stroking my hair. I didn't open my eyes because I'm sure it must be mom telling me to go home and rest.

But the hand kept stroking my hair, as if I wanted to get up and open my eyes.

I finally woke up and opened my eyes, but I didn't see anyone there. Astonished account, then I saw Bang Tito turned out he had opened his eyes.

"Bang Tito, my brother is awake. " I said excited to the point of tears because I saw Bang Tito was conscious.

"Shinta, which mother's same father.? " Tanya Bang Tito was very weak.

"Father mother. " I screamed for the father and mother who were outside.

After I called my mom and dad into the room.

"What is shinta yelling at.? " Task worried mom.

"Liat bu Bang Tito is conscious. " I said to my mom and dad.

The expressions on the faces of the father and mother instantly turned happy.

Lord, thank you once again for granting all our prayers.

"Bang shinta kangen really same brother. " I said when Bang Tito finished being examined by the doctor.

Bang Tito wiped my tears that came out again.

"Abang also kangen, you do not cry yes, you know that brother can at least see you cry. " Bang Tito said with a smile, me too.

"Shinta is afraid if she has to lose Bang Tito. "

"Abang will not leave you, right brother has promised to take care of you. " Bang Tito said, then I hugged him. It felt like I hadn't hugged her for a long time. Bang Tito returned a hug by stroking my hair.

"Shinta biarin Bang Tito rest first huh. " Said father.

"Yes yeah. " I said and left Bang Tito's room.

At about three in the afternoon I got a phone call from via, I hurriedly picked it up.

"Hello vi. " Who am.

"Hello shin, your brother is in care in what room.? " Tanya via then I told in the room what Bang Tito was being treated for.

After fifteen minutes via phone call, via come but not alone. He was with brother iva, Mamad, and also Rama. I am so glad that Rama is here. Because from yesterday I didn't preach it at all.

"Sir iva. " Whoa I am, sis-iva hugged me and walked over to my father, mother, and kissed her hand

"What's Tito doing.? " Tanya sis iva, I saw her face looked worried.

"Alhamdulillah now Tito is already human, aunty is relieved. " Said the mother who made sis iva smile.

"Alhamdulillah, buk I can see Tito in.? "

"Can." Mother said, then sis iva went inside.

I approached my friends who were still wearing school uniforms.

"Came straight here.? " Ask me.

"Yes shin, actually wanted to come here yesterday but you can not be contacted at all. " Say via.

"I'm sorry, because yesterday I really thought of nothing but Bang Tito. " I said. Via just smiled and patted me on the shoulder.

"But now your brother doesn't papa right shin.? " Tanya mamad.

"Alhamdulillah already aware mad, previously had been critical but now it was aware of "I said with a smile.

Then I looked at Rama, he was also looking at me, I smiled shyly.

"Sit down, don't stand up. " I said, then the via and mamad sat down but Rama did not.

"Sit ram. " I said to Rama.

"Yes." Yeah." He said, I sat down next to Rama.

"Your eyes are swollen. " Said Rama, I smiled shyly.

"Hehe yes. " I said

"It must have been a long cry. " Said.

"No."

"Cocky until swollen. "

"Do not know. " I said that made Rama laugh.

"I don't like you crying. " Said.

"Keep liking me to do. "

"I like you to smile" he said, which made me smile.

"It's me smiling"

"Don't lose it "

"Smile."

"When it's lost how.? "

"I'll be sad. "

"As long as you are, you will not be lost, you take care. " I said that made her smile.

I'm glad that there's Rama, via and mamad here who amuse me. And moreover there is a sister iva who visited Bang Tito. I believe Bang Tito is very happy because there is kak iva here, kak iva is the person loved by Bang Tito.

Rama continued to hold my hand tightly as if he did not want to be released. He told me to put my head on his shoulder. At first I refused because I was embarrassed if my father and mother saw but it turns out Rama asked permission first to father and mother finally I want. He said I looked very tired, and it was true.

I woke up when my neck hurt, I fell asleep. But when I woke up I did not see any via and also mamad beside me.

"Where ram via mamad.? " Task me wonder.

"When you came home from earlier. " Said.

"However, don't say goodbye first. "

"So want to say goodbye to you but you sleep, he did not have the heart to wake up so just say goodbye to me, father and mother. " Said to explain.

"So sister iva also came home.? "

"Yes." Yeah." Rama answered briefly. I just nodded my head in understanding.

When Rama and I were having a good conversation, my father suddenly joined in and sat next to Rama.

"Rama." Said father.

"yes om. " Answer Rama.

"You're not coming home.? " Ask dad.

"Go home om. "

"Thank you already there for shinta son om. " Said the father who made me smile in shame.

"Yes, but my shoulder is tired because of the long sleep shinta. " Said Rama who made me and my father laugh a little.

"Ileran isn't he.? " Task dad still with a laugh.

"It looks like it's om. " Rama replied that made me hit him on the shoulder because he was upset, he and father laughed instead.

"I don't understand. " I said annoyed.

"And you sleep, so you don't know. " Said what made me frown even more.

"Udah have not fought, shinta now you go home with Rama, I know you are tired. " Said father.

"But yeah. "

"There's no buts. " Said the father who made me nod my head in resignation.

"Yes yeah. "

"Yes Rama om tipped shinta yes, you anterin go home, pity him from yesterday here. " Said Rama.

"yes om. " Answer Rama.

Rama and I also say goodbye to my mother and father but before I go home I say goodbye to Bang Tito, I give him a message that there is nothing to tell me.

"Wanna eat first.? " Task Rama as we're on our way.

"By, really laper. " Answer.

Rama smiled, I saw him from the rearview mirror, he was also glancing at me.

He took me to eat fried rice on the side of the road near the school.

"You're not in search of your mama.? " Tanyaku while chewing fried rice.

"No, you're the one being sought. " Said, which made me gawk.

"Cock me.? " Task me wonder.

"Don't know what mom said, which shinta I never came here again. " Said what made me smile.

"Say, yes, I'll go there if there's time. "

"Mama said, when.? "

"Wait with Rama. " I said that makes him smile, so do I.

After eating Rama immediately invited me to go home, I agreed because I was tired.

"Thank you." I said when we were in front of the house.

"Sama-sama, this run out immediately went to sleep huh. " Said.

"Yes, you too. "

"I'm done this want to massage first. " Said Rama who astonished me.

"Incandescent introduction.? " Manyaku wonder.

"My shoulder hurts because you have to massage this. " His reply, which again upset me and hit him on the shoulder.

"What the hell. " I said annoyed. He even laughed.

"No-no, yes it's in. " Said.

"Yes, you be careful. " I said.

"Yes." Yeah." He said then left the house.

Thank you Rama, in times like these you are always there for me, there to comfort me, there to take care of me. I'm lucky to have met you in my life. For me it is my own happiness.

And hopefully we'll never get tired of each other reminding each other, looking after, and liking each other, hehe.