DOLEFULNESS

My ardent

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The morning that Rama used to pick me up for school, not today. I was taken to school by Bang Tito and will be picked up by Bang Tito again.

I don't want to get too late in this grief, I have to get up and prove to everyone that I'm not wrong.

While at school I was still the center of attention of other students, many also talked about me in the back, actually sad but I pretended not to hear it.

When I arrived at the class I saw my class was very crowded and on the blackboard there was a writing "SEMANGAT SHINTA WE BELIEVE NOT YOU THE CULPRIT" a simple writing but makes me very happy.

Yes, I'm happy because all my classmates believe it wasn't me who did it. Once again thank God you gave me very good people.

"Shin's spirit. " That's the word all my classmates say by patting me on the shoulder.

Ah Thank you your friends it is my passion to get through this.

Via, Reni and Nike smiled when they saw me smile.

When taking a break via taking me to the cafeteria with other friends but I refused because I was afraid later everyone in the cafeteria would gossip me.

"Udah is shin, there are all of us who are ready to protect you "Kata via, I smiled and nodded in agreement.

Just this first time me and my classmates filled the table in the cafeteria, we ate together.

Indeed many people who talk about me behind the back or just directly the point talk to me, but I am very happy my friends come forward to defend me. To make people who insult me not be able to talk anymore.

When I saw Rama with his friends in the cafeteria, he looked at me for a while and threw his face away as if we had never known him.

I finished eating and took her to the bathroom. Ask other friends to go to class first. There's no way we're going to the bathroom.

After finishing from the bathroom, while passing through Rama's class, I saw her sitting in front but not alone. Next to him was Karina. Sitting very close as if the two of them were dating.

I stopped my steps. Then looking at Rama, he looked at me for a while then turned his gaze to karina.

"Let's go home to school first. " Rama said very gently to Karina. It made me very shocked and incredulous.

"Yes." Yeah." Said karina while glancing at me cynically.

Via patted me on the shoulder, then invited me to go to class. I smiled too, saying.

So fast, Rama, did you forget about me? Or is it true that you and Karina have been dating for a long time? You must explain everything to me Rama. Why have you been approaching me all this time? I have to go home to school and talk to Rama.

When going to class, there was a deo who called me, automatically I stopped my intention to enter the class and sent via first to the class.

"What's the de.? " Tanyaku.

"Let's go home to school with yuk. " Said, then I glanced at Rama who was still in front of his class, he was also looking at me.

"I'm sorry I can't today because there's a musical rehearsal. " I said. She smiles.

"Oh, how about tomorrow.? " Said.

"Em I'll call you tomorrow. "

"okay." He said he left my class.

The bell home from school I didn't go straight to the practice room but I was in a hurry to meet Rama in his class.

"Rama, I want to talk to you. " I said to Rama. At that time the class was only three people, namely Rama, Mamad and also karina.

"Yes, the hunt says. " Say, he said, not as usual.

"I want to talk to you both "I said as I glanced at Mamad and Karina. Then Rama told Mamad and Karina to wait in the parking lot.

"Why ram.? " Tanyaku.

"Why did you stay away from me.? " Tanyaku. This time he looked at me.

"We've been close all this time. " It was his words that made my heart hurt. Though all this time you have always approached me Rama, now you why talk like that.

I smiled with my eyes starting to glaze over.

"Keep all this time what.? " Tanyaku.

"Udah ya, I never felt deketin you, you're the baperan, digituin aja baper. " Said him who made the tears that I had been holding back from falling as well.

I was silent for a moment and smiled.

"Oh yes. " I said and left Rama, I hoped Rama would hold me back and say that his words were not real but they were not, he did not hold me back and let me go.

Then I walked into the corridor that was rarely passed by all the disciples, I stopped my steps. Then crouch down and hide my face in both hands. I cried because I did not believe Rama would be that bad as me.

If I knew it would be like this, I would have rejected it when you approached me Rama. I thought you were different but it was the same.

I wiped my tears as I was about to enter the training room. I don't want Mira and the rest of my friends to know that I've been crying.

"Sorry so late. " I said to Mira with my head down.

"Yes, let's talk to you for a moment. " Said brother mira who made my heart beat fast.

"What's up, brother.? " Tanyaku. All my friends are staring at me.

"News about you stealing the test, we don't believe you did it all, so we beg you, you stay excited and don't get discouraged to catch the culprit. " Said brother mira who made me smile happily.

"Thank you, brother, my friends" I said, beginning to glaze over.

"No no no, there can be no tears here, brother ask you to stay focused on the test and also focus on the third grade separation later . " Said brother mira. I nodded in agreement to what Mira said.

I am grateful that I am surrounded by very good people and always give me the courage to go through this.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, Mira told us all in second and first grade to go home and told us to study because the exam was only three days away.

I called Bang Tito and told him to pick me up, but while I was still calling Bang Tito, he patted me on the shoulder.

"What's up, brother.? " Tanyaku then close the sticker of my phone by hand so that bang Tito can not hear.

"Don't get picked up, let me take you." Said brother mira.

"But brother.? "

"Udah there said, you are the class adek beloved sister. " Said brother mira who made me smile.

Then I followed what Mira said.

"Hello Bang, do not need to be picked up, this will be in the same anter sak mira "I said.

"Oh yes, be careful. " Bang Tito said and hung up.

"Thank you, sister mira. " I said when we got to my house.

"Sama-sama, yes it's in there. "

"Yes, be careful. "

"Yes, oh yeah don't think too much about your problems, but find a way out. " Said brother mira, I smiled.

"Yes brother. "

Then my sister left the house. God Thank you for today.