DOLEFULNESS

Naughty Cowo or Good Cowo?

...HAPPY READING'S...

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Today this week Rama will pick me up at home he said he wanted to take me to gather with his friends, I agree.

And it just so happens that today my father is home so I want to know Rama to my father, last night actually I told him all about Rama, about what Rama has done to me, about what Rama has done to me, and it looks like I'm very curious to meet Rama.

At nine o'clock in the morning I heard the sound of a motorbike in front of the house, I immediately went out because I was sure it was Rama.

"Rama." Sapaku with a smile because he saw it looks handsome once today, he was wearing jeans, a plain black shirt and also black and white shoes.

"Old old age.? " Tanya Rama, I shook my head.

"Here want someone to know you.? "My word.

" Wouldn't ah. "

"Why.? "

"Just know you, I'm happy. " Said what made me smile.

"This is my father who wants to know you. "

"Your father."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Fear ah, your father is a soldier. "

He said in a tone made as if he was scared.

"The gangsters are scared. " He laughed, so did I.

Then I invited him inside to introduce him to Dad. I told him to wait in the living room with my mother. I called my dad who was in the room.

"Yah Rama has come. " I said to dad.

"Where.? "

"It was in the living room with mom. "

"Yes, come on. "

My father and I walked into the living room. Rama stood up when he saw my father, and kissed his hand.

"Rama om's. " Rama introduced herself with a smile.

"Sir, Shinta's father" said the father was very friendly.

Then he sat down next to his mother, and I was next to Rama.

"So this is called Rama. " Said father.

"yes om. " Rama replied timidly.

"Om gonna hear you're a gangster kid, huh.? "

"yes om. "

"So where are you guys going.? " Task mom to both of us. Rama looked at me for a moment and whispered something to mom, mom nodded her head and then changed to whisper to dad, I frowned why to secrets like this.

"Yes, don't go home tonight. " Said mother.

Then Ramah and I said goodbye to mom and dad.

"Where the hell are we going.? " Look at me while we were on our way.

"Gather to his stall mbak wiwik equally temen-temen. "

"Trus was whispering what to mom.? "

"Secret." He said with a small laugh, I hit him on the shoulder in annoyance.

"Then you will know too. "

"Yes." Yeah." Ketus.

"Don't pout that dong. "

"Belgroff."

"Later to buy ten ice cream. " Said to seduce me. I smiled again at that moment.

"really?. " Many

"Yes." Yeah."

I was embarrassed because Rama glanced at me through his rearview mirror.

"That's a smile, that's pretty. " He said that made me feel even more ashamed and I hid my face on Rama's shoulder.

"There is a shame. " Said to mock me.

"What the hell, ah don't do that. "

Rama and I both laughed.

When I arrived at the stall mbak wiwik I saw there was mamad jefri and also via. I immediately greeted all his friends Rama with a smile, they all replied with a smile as well.

"Vi this is his show why, get together aja gini.? " Tanyaku on via.

"I also don't know shin, the first time because it was invited to gather gini. " Answer via.

After about ten minutes at the mbak wiwik stall, there were two friends of Rama who came carrying a lot of boxed rice. I was surprised to gather at the stall to bring a box. Can order food in mbak wiwik, my mind.

"Where are you all ready.? " Task Rama.

"Udah ram's. " Answer replied that Beni had brought the box rice.

"Well, have you gone.? " Said Rama.

"Where to.? " Take a question with Rama.

"Well, you know later too.? " the answer.

Then they all say goodbye to mbak wiwik.

Rama is leading this journey, I feel that we are all holding convoys because there are so many of us. This is the first time I've been in a convoy with gangsters. And I feel happy.

After about twenty minutes we arrived and stopped at an orphanage. I wonder in my mind why they stopped at this orphanage?

Then Rama invited me to enter the orphanage, where there are mothers of about forty years of age who are welcoming us all with a very friendly smile.

"Yes mom. " Rama said with a very friendly smile. Then the mother looked at me with a face expression like wondering. Then I shook the hand of the orphanage mother to introduce myself.

"Shinta mom. " I said with a smile.

"Bu Ranti's. " The answer to the mother of the parlor is no less Rama.

"My girlfriend's candidate ma'am. " Said Rama who made me smile shyly, then pinched his waist. Ranti's mother just smiled at my behavior and Rama.

Beni and Jefri then distributed the rice box to the children of the home. They look happy they see we're all here. I'm happy to see them all, too, funny.

Rama invited me to sit next to him and we all ate together. For the first time I felt like family with Rama's friends.

After eating Rama and his friends play with the children of the orphanage. Looking happy on the faces of the orphanage children, I was also happy to see it all.

"Mas Rama is very good yes mbak shinta. " Said Miss Ranti as she sat beside me. I smile.

"Mas Rama and his friends every month must come here to bring food and toys for children. "

"Old mom.? " Tanyaku.

"Lumayan, there are two years of this, and the children are always very happy if there are Rama and his friends here. " Said Miss Ranti with a smile, me too.

"The kids aren't afraid, Mom? Is Rama the same as his gangster friends.? " I asked with a little laugh, intending to joke around. Miss Ranti laughed too.

"No, they're actually all good kids. " Answer to Ranti. I smile.

Why do many people think Rama is a bad boy or more often called Bad Boy? And why do so many people judge that person only by the cover? It is not that we should not judge the book by its cover but it must be seen the contents and meaning of the book.

I used to be one of those who judge people only by the cover. But now that I know her more closely it turns out she's either not like her appearance or what people say about her.

Rama Thank you that you have changed my mind that does not want to be wide open, you have taught me that kindness does not have to be spread so that others know and judge us as good people. But that goodness is for ourselves. Enough of yourself and God knows.

"Eh, how to daydream. " Said ma'am Ranti disperse my reverie.

"Hehe yes ma'am sorry. "

"Think what.? "

"No ma'am. " I'm embarrassed.

"The lucky couple has a boyfriend like you, it's beautiful. " Said Miss Ranti who made me even more embarrassed.

"But you're also lucky to get Rama mas, he's a very good person. "

I smile.

"Yes mom. "

After being satisfied to play with the orphanage children, we say goodbye to Ranti to go home because the children are time to take a nap.

Rama's friends and I separated at a crossroads near my home and Rama's compound. I thought he was going to take me home and no, he asked me to play at his house.

"Shame Ram on your mama. " I said when we got to Rama's house. The house is quite large and does describe the rich.

"You're wearing clothes, right.? " Said.

"Yes that. "

"Trus is embarrassed. "

"That's not what I mean. " I said he was upset, he laughed.

"Udah no papa, my mother is good not fierce. " Said, and took my hand into the house. My heart was pumping faster than usual, I was so nervous.

Rama called out to his mother, then came out a beautiful forty-five-year-old woman. I am amazed by the beauty of Mama Rama, no wonder that her son is this handsome, my inner being.

I grabbed Mama Rama's hand and kissed her.

"Who's this.?" Ask Mama Rama with a smile.

"The queen is Rama Aunty. " I answered with a smile too.

Then he invited me to sit down.

"Whose name.? " Task Mama Rama again.

"Shinta tan's. "

"How to fit Rama Shinta. " Said mama Rama who made me shy, now I am sure that my face is flushed like a tomato.

"Do'ain ma'am. " Rama said looking at me.

"Do'ain what ram.?" Ask her mother wonder.

"Do'ain hope he wants to be with Rama. " Said that made me even more ashamed. Mama Rama smiled at me, me too.

"She's sorry aunty can't stay long because aunty's running out of this there's an operating schedule, later if aunty has time to play here again, we're having a chat" he said, I nodded my head. I just found out that Mama Rama is a doctor.

"Yes aunt. " I answered with a smile.

"Eh called him mama kayak Rama. " Mama Rama said, I smiled shyly.

"Yes aunty, uh yes ma. " I said with my head lowered to hide my face that was still flushed red from holding back embarrassment.

After that mom left me alone with Rama in the living room.

"You alone ram at home.? " Tanyaku.

"No, there's an aunt in the kitchen. " Said.

"Oh, are you an only child.? "

"I have a sister. "

"Where now, I don't see. "

"He is now in college in London. " Said, I nodded my head in understanding. Rama and I were both silent. Rama looked at me sharply, and so did I. The longer Rama brings his face closer to mine. I closed my eyes because I thought he was going to kiss me, it was so loud, I waited for him a long time, Rama never kissed me and then I opened my eyes.

"Ngapain brushes that kayak.? " Task Rama with a laugh.

"No." My answer is shame.

"It's not yet time, if it's time. " Said, I just kept quiet because I didn't know what else to say.

Rama invited me to play PlayStation, but repeatedly he lost to me, I laughed at the look on his face that looked upset, it looked funny.

At about five in the afternoon Rama drove me home, he did not stop by first and immediately say goodbye to his father and mother.

Thank you Rama for today I am so happy. Let people judge you as Bad Boy but to me you are good Boy Rama.