
POVS. Ali
I have been monitoring Sukma's movements for a few days, and today I ventured to meet him. I don't want to lose a step and let the diamond I threw away be taken by someone else.
Lucky for me, I finally got to see my ex-wife. But, damn! He was busy eating romantically with a widower who the other day introduced himself as a prospective husband Sukma.
With all the drama and lies I made, Sukma almost pity and pity me! Damn, the widower stopped him. Though a little more I can play Sukma's heart and make him back my arms.
I've been dizzy with the debt collector who comes and turns to charge me, either directly or via phone.
"Honey, please forgive me, Mom!" my words turned Sukma's attention away from the white man. However, there was no response. Since the widow's departure, Sukma continued to stare at her back without blinking. Just piss me off!
"Honey, please listen, Mom!" my word's back. But this time, I grabbed Sukma's hand and rubbed it gently. Quickly my ex-wife brushed my hands off.
Sukma seemed to play with his lips and looked at me sharply. Unlike the Sukma that I used to know, who always looked at me gently with love.
"Are you crazy, Mom? Got the courage from which you came here and lightly asked me to refer you, after what you've done all this time to me. Don't dream, Mom!" sukma. Enough to make me quiet, it was as if he was skinning me over my past attitude.
"Sir, please, please forgive me, Mas! Didn't we ever promise to always love and build our happy little family. After all Fitri is now starting to grow up, he definitely needs a father figure!" I said to keep playing with his heart. I'm sure there's still love left, Sukma for me, in his heart.
Sukma seemed to smile cynically at me. "Happy family? Happy family how do you mean, Mas! After what you did to me, you think I want to come back with you with just that sweet promise from your mouth! Your dreams are too high, Mom! I would no longer be the wife of an unfaithful man like you!" sukma said with a tone that sounded ketus.
Sukma? Does he not love me anymore? It must be all because of that white guy! No. .. This cannot happen, if Sukma refuses to refer me, then how do I pay my debt that has been snared my neck. I had to take Sukma's heart and force him to refer me again.
I'm sure Sukma must be devastated if it is related to his daughter, I just play his heart about Fitri, he will definitely be destroyed! This time I can't fail.
"Please baby, we're back to what we used to be, for Fitri's sake. Don't you feel sorry for our daughter? Soon he goes to school, what would his friends say if he knew that Fitri had no father. He must have ridiculed his friends. You don't want that to happen to our daughter?"
Sukma gulped, then he seemed to press his chest slowly. His eyes began to glaze over. I started playing with his heart. I hope his heart can be controlled.
I took Sukma's hand and carried him into my arms, I haven't hugged my ex-wife's wacky body in a long time. What's more now I see she's more sexy behind her formal suit.
However, it is not expected that the Sukma that was once innocent and obedient became a rebellious Sukma. Just now I was holding his body warm, Sukma's feet were wearing heeled shoes, he stomped firmly on my feet. Then pushed my body rough until I fell backwards.
"Arkhhhh .." I cried, I felt my legs and tailbone hurt. I slowly stood up while holding my still sore ass. Even my feet are still throbbing, it hurts so much.
Degh's!
Sukma's words were enough to make my heart riveted! My head was hit by a thousand hammers, it hurt. The shadow will live a good life and free from debt to disappear instantly.
"Darling ..did you not see my sincerity, I sincerely apologize to you, and improve our relationship. Am I wrong?" I said trying to convince, with a serious expression I played for Sukma to melt
Sukma looks to review a thin smile, then sighs long. "I've forgiven you, Mom, but come back? That's not gonna happen! Get out of here, Mom! I still have a lot to do, and don't ever come here again, to see me!" said Sukma who made me gape.
Sukma went away leaving me alone. Damnit damnit! Why is Sukma not easily persuaded now? Sukma who now seems like a figure of Sukm that I do not know. If this is the case, it'll be hard for me to get him back to me.
I swallowed my saliva and I pulled my hair back in the era, if Sukma kekeh did not want to return the reference. Then what about my debts, the interest is getting higher and higher. Working during the night will also not be enough to cover all that debt.
Patience Ali! Be patient! I must be able to control my emotions, Sukma could still see me, whether I have changed and again think about what I said earlier.
I'm sure there must be a way to make Sukma want to refer back to me. I must quickly take his heart back so that all the treasures he has can fall into my hands.
Drett .. dret .. dret ...
My phone in my pants pocket vibrated, a sign of a call coming in. Soon I reach and I see whose call is from Ratna. I picked it up immediately.
"Hallo, Mum? You're coming home right now, mom, hurry!" ratna sounded panicked from there.
"What's going on, what's going on?" my many. If anything else happened to my son, I felt guilty for making him fall in front of Sukma, and said that he was not my flesh and blood. My only proud son.
"Get home quickly! At home there are debt collectors who have been waiting for you, they collect the promise of debt you want to pay today, Mas! I'm scared, Mas. They went berserk seeing you not at home and slammed my vase. You go home quickly, Mom!" ratna said in a panicked voice.
My breath stopped blowing, my heart was racing very fast. I just remembered, if today I have a promise to pay a debt that is due and must be paid. I thought Sukma wouldn't refuse my reference, and with a little bit of seduction and lies I could get money from him to pay my debt.
Yet, apparently?
God, how should I, now?