
This morning I woke up rather slowly, unlike usual who woke up always early in the morning.
I sighed, looking at my face in the mirror. Although I have covered with make up, but sunken eyes lack of sleep I can not be closed perfectly.
I sighed, I looked at Fitri who was still sound asleep on my bed. Last night, my little girl was a little spoiled. He doesn't usually ask me to sleep with him. She would always sleep with her grandmother.
"Honey, you go to work first, son, you're just like grandma at home! And don't be naughty, son. Don't bother grandma!" I said while kissing Fitri's hair.
Whether my little girl listens to him or not? What is clear is that Fitri is still not budging. Still asleep seems.
Kuciumi returned her puffed cheeks before moving her legs away. I smiled at the rapid turn of time. It doesn't feel like my little girl is getting big and is going to school this year.
As usual at lunchtime, I will always accompany Mas Amar to lunch at the restaurant. In a normal place that is his favorite.
However, there was a bit of awkwardness that I felt when I was with him this time, ever since he asked me to marry him, making me not dare to look him in the face directly.
"Are you sleep-deprived, Sukma?" tanya Mas Amar broke the silence between us. I shook my head while smiling. I don't know, I'm just lazy to make a sound this time.
"Sorry Mr. Amar and Bu Sukma, there are people who have been forcing to meet, Mrs Sukma," said an employee interrupting as we started to enjoy our meal. I turned my head and instantly my eyes planted a look at the figure standing beside my employee.
"You?!" I said I don't believe. What wind made my ex-husband come here? Does he want to wear it and insult me again? The waiter named Azril went to resign, while I was still staring at Mas Ali in disbelief.
"What are you here for?" ask Mas Amar to the point. He doesn't seem to like seeing Mas Ali coming here.
"I'm sorry if my arrival bothers you both. Sukma can we talk to you for a minute? There's something I want to talk to you about. About us!" pinta Mas Ali's.
My forehead is wrinkled, what is between us, which still needs to be discussed? It looks like there's no more!
"You're disturbing, if anyone wants to talk about it, then talk about it, you know, it's here!" mas Amar interrupted.
Suddenly Mas Ali was sitting next to me, he was holding my hand, making me surprised. The Mas Amar. Mas Ali clasped my hand tightly and looked at me with the gentle gaze he had always given me, precisely when he loved me.
"Sukma, I'm sorry! I know that all this time it was wrong. Mas has abandoned you and Fitri, our daughter. I'm sorry, Sukma!" said Mas Ali. I saw a serious look on his face. It's just that I'm confused why all of a sudden this guy turned out so well?
"What do you mean, Mom? Why did you suddenly come and act like this?" my word.
"I'm sorry Sukma, I admit to being wrong with my attitude towards you all along. It turns out you're a good woman to me, not Ratna. That woman has betrayed me by conceiving another man's child. Bagas is not my son, but a true son of mine. I'm sorry, Sukma!" mas Ali said.
I began to understand why his attitude had suddenly changed, it turned out that the boy he expected was not his seed. Somehow I described the feeling in my heart this time. Should I be happy on top of her sadness this time, or should I be sad? Why he only realized his mistake after so many years I and Fitri life suffered.
"I beg you, Sukma. I'm sorry, I want us to reconcile and rebuild our family. You, me and Fitri, our daughter. You want to, baby?" mas Ali said softly to me. So convincing.
I took this breath slowly, just as this mouth was about to say, a hand violently released Mas Ali's hand grip on my hand. I turned my head, I saw Mas Amar's face flushed red with a hardened jaw.
Deghs
I just realized that from earlier this man was beside me and watched the drama invite back, which was created by Mas Ali.
"It's great, after hurting now you come casually to invite Sukma to return?! Who do you think you are, huh! Please get out of here before I drag you out!" said Mas Amar lantang. Even the emotions in it.
I gulped my saliva, only this time I saw Mas Amar this angry. His face looks scary. Fortunately, many visitors this afternoon have gone, so there are no visitors who eat in the gazebo area. Otherwise we might have become a spectacle of the crowd.
"I'm the ex-husband and father of his son. Can't I ask Sukma to come back to me? Who are you to forbid Sukma to refer me to?!" mas Ali replied casually, but sounded shameless in my ears. So lightly he said it, as if he had no sin.
I saw Mas Amar smiling sarcastically at Mas Ali. "Former cheating husbands and irresponsible fathers, you mean?"
"Since your words, I have nothing to do with you. I only have business with my ex-wife who is the mother of my son Fitri! So can you, leave us both to talk!"
Mas Ali began to speak in formal words and confirmed the status of Mas Amar who was a nobody to me. Making Mas Amar tighten his jaw.
His hands seemed clenched on both sides of his body. Before we go, leave us both. Mas Amar stared into my eyes deeply, a gaze I could not understand. Getting angry? Disappointed? Of jealousy? Or?? I don't know ...
But just walking a few steps, Mas Amar turned back. "Get your business done as soon as possible, and get that man out of here! I hope your answer to that man doesn't disappoint me, Sukma! Because what I told you the other day was serious!"
My heart rippled, staring at the back of Mas Amar who went away. I don't know why I was so happy to hear what he said. Indirectly he showed that he was jealous of me.
Am I starting to like that cold guy? Then what should I do to this selfish man before me? After hurting and insulting me, now with ease he comes and invites me to refer. What he thinks I am!