DEEPEST REGRETS
Episode 85 - I Have No Beautiful Memories With You
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...Jia Fei stopped her steps as the voice entered her hearing. Jia Fei turned around and found Shen Yuwen there. The man looked tired and pitiful. Shen Yuwen who always looks elegant now is no doubt like an employee who is always in the torment of superiors....
...Jia Fei did not hold a grudge against him, however the man he had loved unconditionally for many years. He was just trying to get away from the hope that never came true. He no longer wanted to achieve something he could not achieve....
...When he saw Shen Yuwen at the wedding ceremony, he felt a rumble in his heart, yet all of that was just for a moment and disappeared just like that, it was not as painful as the first time seeing Shen Yuwen bringing Xin Qian home....
...Perhaps it was because he had already obtained Zhang Hongli instead. Maybe because he already got someone by his side. Therefore he valued Zhang Hongli more at the moment, while he was at his weakest point, Zhang Hongli came to lend a hand. He knows what it feels like to love one another. Therefore in the future he would try to love Zhang Hongli more and more....
...Shen Yuwen walked up and stood before Jia Fei, his eyes filled with longing and guilt....
..."Young Master Shen, what are you calling me,"...
...Shen Yuwen felt a rumble in his heart. Jia Fei had always called her Shen Yuwen, yet now she called out to him formally....
..."Jia Fei, I.....,"...
...Before Shen Yuwen could finish his words Jia Fei hurriedly interrupted....
..."Young Master Shen please call me Miss Jia,"...
...Shen Yuwen was silent for a moment, he felt his heart heating up, and the pain was slowly radiating towards his heart....
..."Ji....Miss Jia, can you take a minute, please,"...
...Jia Fei was now looking at him with a difficult look. In the past, this man always ignored him. In the past he also did not dare to look at her blatantly. Now, however, as his status was higher than Shen Yuwen's, he became even more daring to look at her....
..."Young Master Shen, I don't think there's anything more to talk about between us, regarding the company, we've already discussed it at the meeting just now,"...
...Jia Fei paused for a moment then continued....
..."I resigned first,"...
...Shen Yuwen looked at him blankly, as Jia Fei was only a few steps away when Shen Yuwen called him back....
..."Miss Jia, have you forgotten about the time we've spent together,"...
...Jia Fei stopped her steps then she turned around and looked at Shen Yuwen....
..."Mr. Shen, I think you also understand, for the three years we were married, I have no good memories that I must remember, don't forget, how you insulted me as a poor man, also don't forget, how did you bring Miss Xin home back then, how should I say that all those are good memories,"...
...Now the memories with Jia Fei she always remembered him, this woman treated him very well, she became an obedient wife, now if she were to compare him to the bully Xin Qian, he understood that in the past he had already wasted it. And now he feels guilty....
..."Miss Jia at that time I was wrong, I said that if there was...,"...
...Before Shen Yuwen finished his sentence. Jia Fei immediately interrupted....
..."Mr. Shen, I think you're smart enough, in this world there's no 'if', in the past I've always given you a chance, I've always tried to be a good wife, and try to keep you happy, but what I accept is the coldness of your attitude, now you are with Miss Xin, and I am with Hongli, let's treat each other like strangers in the future,"...
...After saying that Jia Fei hurriedly left he did not look back. While Shen Yuwen just stood there. He hoped that Jia Fei at least still had feelings for him, and was willing to forgive him. However it turned out that Jia Fei gave him a cold look....
...Now that he understood how Jia Fei felt back then, he always ignored her and gave her a cold shoulder. Jia Fei must also be like this, feeling this kind of pain. He had already ignored Jia Fei too much to get the woman used to it....
...When everyone looked at him, they shook their heads, in the past Young Master Shen threw Miss Jia away, now he was trying to attract her attention again. Moreover, she had already chosen Miss from the Xin family, and Miss Jia had already chosen Young Master Zhang by her side. Young Master Shen did not have the caliber to contend with Young Master Zhang, there was nothing more shameful than this....
...Shen Yuwen was still speechless, he paid no heed to the scornful gazes of everyone. He was currently only focusing on Jia Fei's back which was getting further away. Shen Yuwen felt his hands tremble and his heart feel twisted....
...Just as he turned around to return to his room, he was intercepted by the witch Xin Qian....
..."Shen Yuwen, I can't find you anywhere, you don't go home either, you ignore my phone. And now what I see, you're talking to Jia Fei,"...
...Everyone was back in whispers, this was now a common thing for them, bully Xin Qian almost every day came to the office and made a fuss. Now he's screaming. Everyone could only shake their heads and close their ears, Office life has been difficult ever since their Director married Miss Xin....
...They longed for a peaceful office life, naturally they remembered Jia Fei, the woman had always been hidden, yet never made trouble. Their director also always looked good, with an imposing aura....
...However, she is married to Miss Xin. Their directors are like people they can't recognize. Her hair was disheveled, like it was unkempt. Her married life this time must have been very difficult, they were very regretful, and missed Madam Jia in the past. Who would have thought that when Jia Fei appeared before the public, that woman had an imposing, graceful and elegant aura. This was supposed to be the top socialite, not the witch woman who was before them....
...Shen Yuwen scowled his temple looking at Xin Qian's mouth that kept closing and opening, the woman blabbering nonstop....
..."Xin Qian, this is in the office, don't make a fuss,"...
...Xin Qian clenched her hands. He was already annoyed that Shen Yuwen did not return home and when he went to the office he saw Shen Yuwen who was talking to Jia Fei. His anger became more and more overflowing....
..."Shen Yuwen, what do you mean make a fuss, I am your wife, remember you have legally married me. What made that commotion was you, you were with Jia Fei, why else would you talk to her, do you feel regret now. That's no use. Jia Fei won't be with you anymore,"...
...Shen Yuwen felt a buzz in his head. Xin Qian naturally had always bothered him at night, now that she had come specially making a commotion during the day. He could no longer look at his employees like he used to. All the employees talked about him in the back. He is now tired....
..."Xin Qian, go home now, as long as I still speak well, don't come back to the office again, I'll be home later tonight,"...
...After saying so Shen Yuwen turned around and left, while the annoyed Xin Qian stomped his feet....
