DEEPEST REGRETS
Episode 42- Gone With Zhang Hongli (2)
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...Along the way Jia Fei saw the street view. The trees shed their leaves. As his heart and his feelings were gradually scratched. Shen Yuwen treated him coldly. While he always tried to provide warmth for Shen Yuwen. His feelings towards Shen Yuwen were sincere as well not a contrived feeling. But seeing the affection of Shen Yuwen and Xin Qian yesterday, Jia Fei felt that there would never be a place for her. Shen Yuwen only liked Xin Qian. And he was wasting his time wanting something he could not accomplish....
...Jia Fei felt tired he also wanted to be loved like the others. She also wants to be happy like other women. But after all these years of effort what he had obtained was the cruelty of the world. He no longer knows what to do, no longer knows what to do. When he found out that Shen Yuwen loved various foods from around the world, he learned to cook until his hands were doused in hot oil....
...When he found out Shen Yuwen hated lazy women he worked very hard to get the recognition from Shen Yuwen....
...Shen Yuwen did not like the existence of a housekeeper so all the household work he himself took care of it....
...Shen Yuwen had never given her more money just enough for the cost of daily meals, hence she as the wife did not want to burden the husband, she was looking for a part-time job, she was looking for a job, when he was done with the homework he went to work, all his fatigue he carried alone on his shoulders....
...Whatever Shen Yuwen said he never denied it, when Shen Yuwen did not return home he did not ask and also did not want to anger him. If he is told to be quiet, he will be silent. Shen Yuwen never touched her he accepted everything gracefully. It must be in a way moreover also how else would Jia Fei feel despair....
...Jia Fei shed her tears but she hurriedly wiped them away she did not want Zhang Hongli to know. He shifted his mind he did not want to remember the current Shen Yuwen. He just wants to have fun like most women....
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...Meanwhile Zhang Hongli was driving with a feeling of pleasure in his heart. He was really happy to see Jia Fei currently beside him he felt like a dream if it was true once he did not even want to wake up from his dream....
...Zhang Hongli broke the silence, "Jie-Er, where are you going,"...
...Jia Fei regained her senses from her daydream when the typical voice of a man entered her auditory senses, "Emm where do you want to go,"...
...Zhang Hongli slightly raised the corner of his lips, "I don't know Beijing, and I've asked you to be my guide,"...
...Jia Fei then thought she was becoming confused as to where she should go, "What if we go to the entertainment venue,"...
...Zhang Hongli smiled gently and then nodded, "As for the princess,"...
..."Hahaha," Jia Fei laughed, this is the first time there has been a man calling her Princess....
...During the trip they chatted once in a while they laughed, this time Jia Fei really felt happy, she laughed so loosely at something she never did when she was at home. And the man who made him laugh was his Honginya Zhang. His High School friend, a fat man transformed into a charming handsome man, willing to think like any Jia Fei still does not believe, over time someone can change so much, he said, he seems to be the only one who does not change unless he grows a little....
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Amusement park
...They finally arrived at the amusement park, Jia Fei immediately put on the hat as well as the mask that she was carrying. He didn't want to look flashy, if he walked with an ordinary person maybe he wouldn't use this kind of self-protection, yet now he was walking with Zhang Hongli. Young Master Zhang, whom many women admire, was successful in his youth....
...If his identity was discovered, perhaps Zhang Hongli would be in trouble. And the whole world will hate it. An ordinary woman like herself was walking with Zhang Hongli, wouldn't everyone be laughing, this looked like an employer and maid....
...Zhang Hongli also did not forget to wear his hat and mask. Actually he did not want to use it he did not matter if he was gossiped with Jia Fei, he would actually thank and would pray all day. He would feel happy and in fact, he wanted the whole world to know that this woman was the only woman he loved. If Jia Fei wanted the world to be in his hands he would give it to her. Even if Jia Fei wanted his life he would give it....
...Jia Fei had no idea that there had been people secretly loving her just as much as she loved Shen Yuwen. It might even be more than his love for Shen Yuwen....
...Zhang Hongli got out of his car he then took Jia Fei in. They did not know if anyone was secretly photographing them from a distance....
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..."Hello, Mistress,"...
..."I've got some photos, they're now going into the playground, do I have to follow them,"...
..."I understand,"She said....
...Then the phone disconnected....
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...Meanwhile Zhang Hongli and Jia Fei walked into the amusement park. Jia Fei was happy after all this time that she was able to return here. When he was a kid this place was his playground to unwind after school....
...But when touched by the hands of the ruler, this place turned into a playground. Not only this place over time all the playgrounds turned into swaggering buildings skyscrapers. All the memories seemed to be buried when the establishment of a sturdy wall towered high...
...Jia Fei smiled bitterly at the end all changed, even one by one her friends left. Although when she was in High School she did not have many friends, but when she was a plain little girl she had many friends around her. They all sincerely did not distinguish from which class he came from or from which family he came from. Everyone laughed and enjoyed the beautiful world. It was only when she was a little more mature that she began to recognize the social divide....
...Zhang Hongli looked at Jia Fei who was standing around, Zhang Hongli frowned. Her taste turned sour, was Jia Fei thinking about her husband. Until even his presence was unable to divert Jia Fei's mind. Zhang Hongli felt his heart suddenly become ill. He was angry with himself, he should have come earlier, he should have proposed to Jia Fei first, but if it was like that then would Jia Fei love him. Had he come earlier Jia Fei would have been his. Thinking of it Zhang Hongli became even more saddened. He got everything but one, the woman next to him....
...Jia Fei disperse all her daydreams she then gazed towards Zhang Hongli, Jia Fei felt a little uncomfortable, Zhang Hongli was like buried in his reverie. Was he thinking about Xin Qian, Was it because of the scandal back then, what Zhang Hongli's relationship with Xin Qian was, Did Zhang Hongli like Xin Qian, If it was like that Jia Fei felt sad....
...She did not want Zhang Hongli to fall into Xin Qian's arms, moreover Xin Qian was Shen Yuwen's lover, she said, Jia Fei felt curious in her heart yet she did not dare to ask she was afraid that Zhang Hongli would feel uneasy because Jia Fei was presumptuously asking about his personal matters....
...But suddenly a little boy ran towards Jia Fei. Jia Fei's reflexes dodged yet she unintentionally nudged Zhang Hongli. The unprepared Zhang Hongli with a sudden push almost retreated backwards yet Jia Fei immediately withdrew his hand. Until Zhang Hongli hit Jia Fei's body, but it was not the warmth of Jia Fei's body that Zhang Hongli felt but the pain of the tip of the hat that Jia Fei was wearing....
..."Damn hat," Zhang Hongli cursed in his heart....
...Jia Fei apologized then he invited Zhang Hongli to circle the playground. Jia Fei rode a few rides. But he rides the comedy swivel many times. He really likes riding a comedy because it is a harmless ride for him. Jia Fei laughed happily next to him Zhang Hongli also smiled happily. If he were to die this time, Zhang Hongli would never regret....
...After it was done and Jia Fei was satisfied riding the swivel comedy the two of them walked back and then took a picture together. Zhang Hongli also took a few selfies of Jia Fei, Jia Fei looks very beautiful in front of the camera. Even if there was the most beautiful artist in the world to be here, in Zhang Hongli's eyes Jia Fei was the prettiest. The other woman never entered in her eyes as if her eyes were only in a special filter for Jia Fei....
...They both walked back and rode some rides. Jia Fei was completely satisfied, she was also very grateful that Zhang Hongli was willing to accompany her....
...Zhang Hongli also felt glad that he did not feel any objection, he was also grateful that Jia Fei took him to an exciting place....
...Zhang Hongli invited Jia Fei home because it was late afternoon, Jia Fei nodded in agreement all day he had been playing this it was time for him to go home....
...The afternoon sky felt even more beautiful as it was spent with loved ones, autumn was currently the best for Zhang Hongli, Autumn that felt like spring, he said, Zhang Hongli felt as if flowers were blooming beautifully in his heart....
...Leaves fell along the way, under the tree Jia Fei stood enjoying the breeze blowing, orange sunlight illuminating part of his face. Zhang Hongli stood petrified, As if bewitched by Jia Fei's beauty, Jia Fei was like a shaft of beauty, the world seemed to revolve around Jia Fei....
...It was as if Zhang Hongli had hurriedly taken the camera he photographed Jia Fei excitedly. He planned to frame Jia Fei's photo and put it in a place he could always look at....
...Jia Fei stared at Zhang Hongli knowing that Jia Fei Zhang Hongli was smiling awkwardly, while Jia Fei could only laugh....
...They finally came back actually Zhang Hongli wanted to continue with Jia Fei, but time seemed to run faster than usual. He did not understand why when he felt a happy day the time seemed to pass quickly, but when he felt a bad day he felt that time was going very slowly. It's all unfair," he thought....
...Jia Fei conversed with Zhang Hongli along the way, they talked about things about the past when they were still in school. Occasionally Jia Fei pouted but soon turned into laughter....
...Until Jia Fei finally arrived at the bus stop, Jia Fei deliberately asked Zhang Hongli to pick him up and drive him from here. He just wanted to avoid the news....
...Once again Jia Fei thanked him before finally getting out of the car....
...Jia Fei returned home with a happy feeling in her heart. He did not know that a great storm was waiting for him....
