DEEPEST REGRETS
Episode 67 - Difference between Miss Jia and Miss Xin
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...After Xin Juan came out of the office, Shen Yuwen ruffled his hair, he looked a little frustrated. He also knew the news about Xin Qian and Zhang Hongli back then, not even just himself, everyone in the entire Beijing city even rumored about it back then. The news exploded along with Xin Qian saying that he and Young Master Zhang were close enough. He was also very angry with Xin Qian's remark to the media, and also Xin Qian couldn't be contacted back then....
...He could not feel calm, he also felt a little disturbed. Xin Qian was a top model many men wanted. Not even spared by Zhang Hongli's classmates, Zhang Hongli was famous for his cold and cruel personality, yet even Zhang Hongli could be smitten by Xin Qian's beauty and create a scandal with Xin Qian back then....
...Now that Xin Juan had come and reminded back about the scandal, he really felt angry. She had to immediately propose to Xin Qian and make her Young Madam Shen, she had also slept with Xin Qian. There was no longer any reason for him to keep delaying....
...What Shen Yuwen did not know was that he had mistaken. Zhang Hongli was not interested in Xin Qian's beauty but instead he felt nauseous, so he quickly kicked her out of Zhang Group's office. Even Xin Qian was never in Zhang Hongli's eyes. Shen Yuwen had completely misunderstood....
...Shen Yuwen closed his eyes and leaned his head on the sofa. He felt all the fatigue. After the investors who suddenly withdrew the funds, he became very busy, he met new investors and sometimes even forgot to eat. He also now lives more in the office than in his apartment. Because he felt that this was more efficient. After that heart when his mother was angry, he already did not stay in the Villa that he had been living with Jia Fei for the past few years. He also thought that this was good, Jia Fei's shadow would not be visible in his eyes anymore....
...As Shen Yuwen continued to wander with his thoughts, he was startled by the sound of someone from behind the door of his room....
..."Director Shen, may I come in,"...
...It was the voice of his personal Secretary Huanran....
...Shen Yuwen opened his eyes, his eyebrows slightly knitted....
..."Enter,"She said....
...Huanran opened the door and stood before Shen Yuwen....
..."Director, this is a document that I have revised, all are the results of consideration from experts, I have selected everything and have also summarized it,"...
...Huanran said so while giving the document in his hand. Shen Yuwen did not say anything he received and then read it....
...Huanran continued to pay attention to Shen Yuwen who continued to read with focus and turned every page....
...In her heart Huanran felt very sad, she used to always be amazed by Shen Yuwen, and she also idolized Miss Jia, Miss Jia was her idol in comparison to Xin Qian who was a top socialite. In her eyes Jia Fei was a great woman, she was not a wasteful woman, nor was she a woman who liked to show off her charms. She had always been obedient to her husband Shen Yuwen....
...Although Shen Yuwen had women out there, he did not show his anger. Shen Yuwen's needs were always prepared by Jia Fei. He also knew Jia Fei was doing all the housework by himself. The villa that Shen Yuwen lived in was also quite spacious and luxurious. But Jia Fei could still do everything by herself and remain strong, she also always smiled kindly when she saw him....
...He still remembered Jia Fei's gaze, the sincere gaze that Shen Yuwen loved so much. She had never even seen the sincere gaze of Xin Qian, She also knew Jia Fei always wore shabby clothes, yet the woman still looked beautiful and remained graceful. He has a good personality even though he is not from among the nobility....
...That was what Huanran thought of Jia Fei. He himself was not even sure that he could become like Jia Fei. Compared to Xin Qian who only had a beautiful face and no skills, for Huanran all was futile. Shen Yuwen would live on just looking at a pretty face. At least he should be able to cook. He wasn't even sure if Shen Yuwen was sick, Xin Qian would take care of him....
...Huanran continued to sink into his daydream. He did not even realize that Shen Yuwen was done with his documents....
..."Huanran, it looks like you have a problem, if it's urgent get it sorted out,"...
...Huanran who heard the sound entered his ears then immediately regained his senses....
..."I'm sorry, I just remembered something,"...
...Shen Yuwen knitted his brows...
..."What,"Ask....
...Huanran became nervous should he say it....
..."That, I remember Miss Jia, "The answer....
...Shen Yuwen fell silent his slender fingers tapped at the document before him....
..."Say,"he said....
...Huanran sighed he then said....
..."Director, I used to be amazed by you, you have a good life, you were even born with a silver spoon in your mouth. You always look handsome and dignified. But I saw lately you are very tired, even your eye bags are increasingly visible. Lately you also always sleep in the office, and even sometimes you always forget to eat, causing your stomach disease always relapses every day....
...Back when you were with Miss Jia, you never slept in the office, nor were you ever late to eat. Your illness even I forget what year you last experienced it. But unlike Miss Xin, she didn't even ask if you ate well, nor did she care if you ate cold fast food every day....
...If I may say, I am very amazed by Miss Jia, I don't even think if I can be like her. Miss Jia has always done all the household chores well, she even looks at you with such sincerity and incredible love that I did not see from Miss Xin. He also did not complain when he was just wearing shabby clothes. And he'll still smile kindly when he sees me,"...
...Huanran finished his speech with a single breath. Of course he remembered when he first met Xin Qian. The woman stared intently at him there was no hospitality on that face, there was a form of warning against seducing Shen Yuwen....
...Cih, if he wanted to seduce her, he would have done it a long time ago. It was completely different from Jia Fei who remained friendly and smiled towards him. Perhaps she was the only one who knew that Jia Fei was the wife of Shen Yuwen, who was always gossiped about by everyone. No, it seemed that now she had to consider him Shen Yuwen's ex-wife....
...Shen Yuwen was speechless at Huanran's remark, he remembered when he gave Jia Fei a hair tie. She would smile at him for days. Though the hair tie she gave was a hair tie that she got as a gift for buying a fancy watch for Xin Qian. He still remembered Jia Fei's sparkling gaze. It was as if he had just gotten the Lontre draw. Jia Fei was very easy to make happy....
...What Huanran said was not entirely wrong, it was true that when he was together with Jia Fei, he never again experienced abdominal pain. He never sleeps in the office. Shen Yuwen was still silent until he finally spoke....
..."I and Xin Qian will be getting married soon, later tonight I will go to the Xin family home and propose to Xin Qian. I have no intention of delaying the marriage. So it's best not to say anything about Jia Fei in the future, I don't want to hear about it anymore. A Young Madam Shen, must be someone like Xin Qian. Jia Fei was too mediocre. He doesn't fit in," he said....
