DEEPEST REGRETS
Episode 46 - Go to Dinas
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...The next day...
...Shen Yuwen was getting ready to go to the service, he had prepared all his needs to be assisted by his Assistant. Slowly he came out of his room. This was also the first time for Shen Yuwen to go for foreign service, usually if he went to work he would only go out of town, his heart felt a little uneasy about having to leave Xin Qian with Jia Fei at home....
...Jia Fei had been angry lately, Shen Yuwen became worried that Jia Fei was making trouble as long as he was not around. Apart from her feelings towards Jia Fei, Shen Yuwen simply did not want if Jia Fei made herself as well as her family ashamed. Shen Yuwen walked downstairs, he saw Xin Qian and Jia Fei who were already waiting for him. Shen Yuwen walked up to Xin Qian first and hugged her tightly, as if not wanting to part. Shen Yuwen kissed Xin Qian on the forehead. And do not forget to say the words that told him to take care of his health. However when his gaze fell on Jia Fei, Shen Yuwen only caught a glimpse of it then threw out his face....
...Jia Fei was not strong enough to withstand the friendly scene before him. He could only lower his head....
...As per the marriage agreement he signed from the beginning, that he had no right to interfere in Shen Yuwen's personal affairs. Neither would Shen Yuwen interfere in Jia Fei's personal affairs, nor could Jia Fei do anything about it. Shen Yuwen slowly walked towards Jia Fei, When he was right in front of Jia Fei, Shen Yuwen stopped like he wanted to open his mouth and say something, yet he paused his intention. Finally he said not a word. Shen Yuwen passed Jia Fei just like that as if there was no Jia Fei present there....
...Jia Fei felt like something was stirring in her heart a feeling of sadness and also pain, either sad because Shen Yuwen went to the foreign service or because he left not even saying a word. In contrast to Xin Qian, Shen Yuwen hugged her and said sweet words, while herself Shen Yuwen did not even bother looking at her. He didn't say a single sentence....
...Shen Yuwen walked past Jia Fei, when he was just a few steps away, Ji Fei then called Shen Yuwen. Shen Yuwen who felt his name being called immediately turned his head. Jia Fei hurriedly approached towards Shen Yuwen and gave him the item he was carrying. Shen Yuwen stared at the astonished item Jia Fei had given him....
..."Your stomach is weak, bring this if the pain is unbearable, do not just hold it immediately to drink, and do not be late to eat,"...
...Jia Fei said it with a slightly trembling tone. Shen Yuwen stood his ground, Jia Fei knew how his body was, perhaps because it had been years together, yet he and Xin Qian had also gone through a much longer time than he and Jia Fei, yet Xin Qian did not even remember things like this. Shen Yuwen felt that something was stirring his heart but he immediately ignored it....
...Xin Qian looked in annoyance at Jia Fei, her face filled with anger, Jia Fei must have intentionally had Shen Yuwen notice her. However Xin Qian would never let that happen....
...Shen Yuwen seemed to have realized, "Ah, of course," Shen Yuwen knew what Xin Qian wanted. It was because when yesterday she was with Xin Qian in her room she persuaded Xin Qian not to be sad because Shen Yuwen had to go abroad. Shen Yuwen continuously persuaded her, and in the end Xin Qian let Shen Yuwen go with the note that she had to bring the souvenirs she wanted - a luxurious bag that had just been released. And there are only a few in the world....
...Shen Yuwen also caught a glimpse of Jia Fei's gaze before he entered Xin Qian's room. Jia Fei's gaze was filled with sorrow and disappointment. Perhaps he was disappointed that Shen Yuwen had never even entered his room. But when the room was occupied by Xin Qian, Shen Yuwen acted as if he was used to going in and out of the room. Basically he also did nothing beyond his limits with Xin Qian. Still Jia Fei might feel sad, but from the beginning he had already said that he had never loved Jia Fei and only loved Xin Qian. So Jia Fei was also not blessed to feel angry and also sad about it....
...Shen Yuwen understood with Xin Qian's wish. He then looked at Jia Fei as if asking, "What do you want,"...
...Jia Fei returned Shen Yuwen's gaze, as if understanding the intent of Shen Yuwen's gaze, Jia Fei immediately said, "I want nothing, just go home safely,"...
...Shen Yuwen was pensive with Jia Fei saying, it was like Jia Fei saying goodbye. Yet Shen Yuwen also could not help the feeling that suddenly entered his heart. The worry that radiated within Jia Fei's eyes, Shen Yuwen could also see it. Wait, Jia Fei is worried about her. Did Jia Fei love herself.why should she be worried, "I thought....
...Was she afraid when she did not come home and became a widow, or was she happy if she did not come home, so Jia Fei could be with the foreign man. Shen Yuwen thought of all sorts of possibilities. But the possibility he was thinking about made him unhappy....
...Shen Yuwen became annoyed then immediately rushed off. Jia Fei did not know why Shen Yuwen had seen her and was feeling extremely upset. Is because he gave her a variety of drugs and thought that maybe the drug was one of the dangerous drugs. Or was Shen Yuwen upset at seeing her when Shen Yuwen did not want to see her again....
...Jia Fei stared blankly at Shen Yuwen's back which was getting further away....
...He then walked back into his room. Not long after the sound of the car was heard....
...While Xin Qian was staring at Jia Fei she grinned as if something bad was about to happen....
