DEEPEST REGRETS

DEEPEST REGRETS
Episode 45 - A Valuable Marriage Letter



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...After Madam Yin's departure, Xin Qian approached Shen Yuwen in the parking lot. She put on an annoyed face as her shopping event failed. He was also getting more and more upset because Madam Yin was not easy to seduce. He had already shown evidence of Jia Fei but Madam Yin still showed her calm face. As if it were completely unperturbed....


...Xin Qian looked in annoyance at Shen Yuwen, as she looked for Shen Yuwen inside it turned out that Shen Yuwen had already escaped first. Shen Yuwen looked at Xin Qian with a guilty look, he also did not want to run away, but if his mother knew he was with Xin Qian, her mother would definitely be furious. He also did not want to risk losing the shares of the Shen family....


...Shen Yuwen stared regretfully at Xin Qian. He hurriedly apologized before the lover got angry. Shen Yuwen promised the marriage to Xin Qian, which made Xin Qian calm down a bit. If she was already bearing the title of Young Madam Shen she would not have to worry and pretend like that in front of Madam Yin....


...Xin Qian increasingly hated Jia Fei she had to get rid of him immediately. Shen Yuwen and Xin Qian finally returned home....


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The Shen Yuwen house


...Upon arriving at the house he rushed in with Shen Yuwen, they felt hunger in his stomach. Because her shopping event failed and also she did not stop by for dinner outside. It was fortunate that when he reached the house Jia Fei had already cooked. Xin Qian and Shen Yuwen hurriedly changed clothes and returned downstairs. Shen Yuwen circulated his gaze, he was looking around for Jia Fei, it seemed like Jia Fei was in his room. The woman who made him always angry lately is indeed better if he does not show his face, "He thought....


...Shen Yuwen ended up eating together with Xin Qian, he saw her favorite fish, but Shen Yuwen did not like the part separating the durian. He just needs to be quiet and all the bowls are filled with his favorite food. Even Jia Fei knew what kind of food she had always been eating. Now he was just eating alone with Xin Qian. And Xin Qian was only focused on her own food. Shen Yuwen sighed at last he did not eat the fish....


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...Meanwhile Jia Fei was inside his room. Just now Madame Yin called her and asked about where Jia Fei went yesterday. And with whom Jia Fei left. Originally she also did not understand the intent of Madam Yin's words, Madam Yin had never asked her such things before. But now Madame Yin called her and asked the man she was going with to the playground....


...Jia Fei then told her everything, that she left with her friend who had just returned from America. But he did not say that his friend was Zhang Hongli. Madam Shen understood however she said that it was good for Jia Fei not to go alone and also to have to say it to Shen Yuwen first, so that there would be no misunderstandings....


...Jia Fei understood and immediately apologized, Madam Yin did not blame her, she believed completely in Jia Fei. She would not be fooled just because Xin Qian had a few photos. In fact the woman only wanted her to hate Jia Fei. Madam Yin became extremely angry, such a woman was filled with cunning....


...She felt grateful for not having Xin Qian as her daughter-in-law. And she was also happy because back then Shen Yuwen was willing to listen to her and marry Jia Fei Although Lady Yin admitted it was not easy for her to persuade Shen Yuwen, she said, he also slightly threatened her that she would not receive any shares of the Shen family if not marry Jia Fei. Finally, Shen Yuwen reluctantly married Jia Fei....


...Madam Yin did not say anything about the dress she bought, she intended to give it personally to Jia Fei, she said, she planned to pay a visit to Jia Fei's house later to see her daughter-in-law and also make sure that her relationship with Shen Yuwen was fine, however Jia Fei and Shen Yuwen were young, and if there is a quarrel between them it becomes a natural thing. As long as they communicate Mrs Yin guarantees that all problems will be resolved....


...She also wanted to have a grandchild soon, although she also would not force it if Jia Fei and Shen Yuwen felt they were not ready to have children. However as Mother she hoped that Shen Yuwen would treat Jia Fei well. She also knew that Shen Yuwen did not like Jia Fei at first, and only liked her lover Xin Qian. However Mistress Yin hoped that as time passed Shen Yuwen's feelings would grow towards Jia Fei. Jia Fei was a good girl, and Madam Yin was sure Jia Fei was the best for Shen Yuwen, only Shen Yuwen was left to treat Jia Fei....


...After he finished talking with Lady Yin Jia Fei closed his phone. She then came out of her room, sneered as she spoke to Madam Yin she heard a voice from the dining room, it seemed like Shen Yuwen had already gone home with Xin Qian, she said, he felt they were coming back quickly and it seemed like his shopping event was only a short while away....


...But whatever it was, Jia Fei was also feeling a little hungry, he was eating greedily no longer thinking about Shen Yuwen....


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...After finishing with his meal Jia Fei walked towards the kitchen and brought all the dirty dishes. He's spreading his eyes. Normally Shen Yuwen would sit on the sofa and read the newspaper. But it seemed like Shen Yuwen was in his study. Xin Qian would usually sit and watch television. She didn't know why Xin Qian didn't go to work, wasn't she a top model. Why did he even spend time with Shen Yuwen at home....


...Jia Fei walked back to the dining table, When Jia Fei was still in her daydream Shen Yuwen walked out of her study. Shen Yuwen stared in surprise at Jia Fei who was standing by the dining table. Slowly Shen Yuwen walked over. Jia Fei regained her senses from her daydream when she heard the sound of someone stepping from behind her....


...He turned his head and looked at Shen Yuwen who was walking towards him. Jia Fei looked at Shen Yuwen's face which seemed to be a little moody, I don't know what happened, what happened to his company. Jia Fei wondered in her heart....


...Shen Yuwen was now right in front of Jia Fei, he was staring with a sharp gaze towards Jia Fei. Unexpectedly Shen Yuwen opened his mouth, "I will go out of the country on business, it might take a few days. You'll be at home with Xin Qian, so I hope you don't cause trouble as long as I'm not around, Xin Qian is my lover, you don't bully her when I'm not around,"...


...Jia Fei never expected there would be a day when Shen Yuwen left on business, perhaps this was also the first time Shen Yuwen had gone from home and informed him. She simply did not want herself to make Xin Qian difficult. And also keep her in mind so that she doesn't make trouble for Xin Qian and for Shen Yuwen as well. There was no beautiful speech that Jia Fei wanted to hear. All because of Xin Qian. Shen Yuwen would not have bothered talking to her if it wasn't for Xin Qian....


...Jia Fei sighed heavily, her heart ached again, she clenched her hands to hold back the tears that were about to come out. Jia Fei lowered her head she said in a quivering tone, "I know,"...


...Shen Yuwen looked at Jia Fei who lowered his head, he did not know whether Jia Fei was feeling sad because he was going to be discharged from the country, or he lowered his head because he was reluctant to see it. Whatever the reason Shen Yuwen didn't care, he just said what he had to say, he didn't want Jia Fei to make trouble because lately Jia Fei has always made him go up in blood. He just wanted to make sure that Jia Fei would also not look for trouble with his lover Xin Qian....


...After making sure Jia Fei understood the intent of his words, Shen Yuwen walked up the stairs and knocked on Xin Qian's room door. Soon Xin Qian opened the door and Shen Yuwen walked into her room. Jia Fei stared blankly at Shen Yuwen, she saw her own husband go into another woman's room, she didn't know what her husband was going to do, what will only say about his departure abroad or they will do something else....


...Whatever it was Jia Fei could no longer bear it. Her tears fell, While Xin Qian looked at Jia Fei triumphantly. He grinned towards Jia Fei. He felt himself above the clouds. He was very happy to see Jia Fei suffering. Slowly Xin Qian then closed the door. While Jia Fei held the pain in her heart when she saw the door closed....


...Jia Fei returned to her room she buried her head under the pillow, she cried bitterly sobbing in pain in her heart. Jia Fei then woke up with tears still flowing, she walked towards the corner of her room. He crouched down slowly opening a drawer. Jia Fei picked up the precious thing she had: her marriage letter with Shen Yuwen....


...Inside were pictures of her as well as Shen Yuwen. Jia Fei smiled while Shen Yuwen just put on a flat face. He held her marriage certificate tightly. What was different from him was living alone, even though he was living with Shen Yuwen yet the man never even touched her nor did he ever look at her. His status was indeed married and becoming Young Madam Shen, but what he got was aside from grief and pain....


...All these years he's only tortured himself with the stupid love he has. She loves Shen Yuwen she sacrificed her dream to live with Shen Yuwen, the warmth of a family she yearns for as if far from her reach. For many years Shen Yuwen had only given him a sharp look and a cold shoulder. Jia Fei expected the happiness of the household yet all she got was the cruelty of the world....


...Jia Fei shook in her tears. Shen Yuwen and Xin Qian what they were doing, Jia Fei also did not want to imagine it. If Shen Yuwen and Xin Qian were to do something that they shouldn't do Jia Fei didn't know how to....


...In her tears Jia Fei muttered softly, "I have to get divorced,"...