DEEPEST REGRETS
Episode 58 - You just have to turn around and look at me
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...When Shen Yuwen walked out of the room Jia Fei put down his chopsticks and let out a heavy sigh. He tried not to look sad and shaken. After all, someone going through a divorce will never be okay. Jia Fei picked up the documents left behind by Shen Yuwen and started reading them.The first words listed above were divorce papers....
...Zhang Hongli looked at Jia Fei's pale face. His heart also felt bitter to see the woman he loved hurt like this. That bastard he would make him feel the pain that Shen Yuwen felt like dying but could not. He would make her suffer and pray that Shen Yuwen would not die....
...Zhang Hongli clasped Jia Fei's hand as if to strengthen the woman, Jia Fei who felt his hand in hand just as soon as possible repelled, Zhang Hongli's warm hand as if seeping into his heart. The pain is slowly decreasing....
...Zhang Hongli said....
..."Ji-Er, if you want, I can make her name disappear from Beijing city,"...
...Jia Fei immediately shook her head. That's too much," he thought....
..."No-no, you don't have to do that,"...
...Jia Fei knew Zhang Hongli was so powerful, but making someone disappear was not too much. Zhang Hongli was indeed cold and cruel....
..."I don't like to see you hurt because of him, he's a man you don't deserve to cry for,"...
...Jia Fei became nervous Zhang Hongli's words made her slightly blush. But Zhang Hongli's words further made him blush even more....
..."Ji-Er, I'm taking you to dinner because I have something to say, I'm afraid if I don't say it later I'll regret it, I've regretted it once and I don't want to regret it a second time,"...
...Zhang Hongli sighed heavily, he then continued....
...Ji-Er I liked you when we were in the same school. And I continued to like you for years after that. When I heard you were married I became sad and devastated, I was so sorry for not coming early, I regretted not returning to Beijing soon, I even went to America without saying a word....
...Actually that day I wanted to say it but I saw you keep staring at our senior, I felt defeated even before I fought, I was one step late and by then you were married. Is that senior who is now your ex-husband,"...
...Jia Fei was flabbergasted she had not expected to hear that from Zhang Hongli, Zhang Hongli liked it. This was very surprising to Jia Fei, back then Zhang Hongli went to America without saying a word to her. Back then he had also felt sad and cried for days, so it was actually Zhang Hongli when he saw him who was constantly staring at Shen Yuwen, and therefore he had directly gone to America just like that....
...Jia Fei became nervous, she did not know what to react to. Zhang Hongli's confession was too sudden and his little brain could not respond....
...Jia Fei did not know what to answer....
..."If you can't answer, you don't have to answer now, I just want you to know how my heart has been. I don't expect a quick answer, you can think about it slowly, and tomorrow I'm going back to America. Do you want to come with me,"...
...Jia Fei felt this was too sudden, she really did not know what to answer....
..."By the time you're divorced, maybe you'll have a hard time finding money when you're at University I hear there's a lot of companies that want to recruit you. But you gave up your dream and married that man, if you want to work you can tell me. You know the Luxury company that is famous for its expensive jewelry.the company is still managed by Zhang Group, you can be a jewelry designer there. Isn't that your dream,"...
...Jia Fei was moved, Zhang Hongli even still remembered his ideals when he was still in school. Now Zhang Hongli offered him some help. How could he repay her....
...Jia Fei felt her eyes turn red. This man loved her for years, and was also so kind to her. He knows what it feels like to have love clap one hand. Just like how she felt about Shen Yuwen. For years, I never got a reply....
...Zhang Hongli continued to stare towards Jia Fei. Well at least if Jia Fei refuses it is still good because he already said it....
..."Since I'll be back tomorrow, I hope you can give me an answer before I board the plane. Ji-Er, I don't want you to get hurt because of that guy, you just have to turn around and look at me, don't I deserve too, what I don't have. So Ji-Er think carefully, I hope to get a good answer from you,"...
....Jia Fei fell silent, everything was very sudden if she was with Zhang Hongli would this man continue to like her. After all, now that she was a widow, wouldn't Zhang Hongli be the scorn of the world. How could he make Zhang Hongli like that....
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...While Shen Yuwen left with anger in his heart. He went back to his house and saw that it was still dark. When he got out of the car he somehow thought of the moments Jia Fei stood waiting for him to come home. Sighing heavily Shen Yuwen walked into the house....
...Shen Yuwen greeted the darkness and also the silence, even the sound of the clock beating of the wall sounded louder. Shen Yuwen turned on the lights and looked around the empty house. He laid himself down on the sofa, Shen Yuwen leaned back and massaged his temple. He felt the pressure in his heart. And his head became pulsating. Shen Yuwen closed his eyes and sensed Jia Fei's presence there....
..."Shen Yuwen, you must be tired, I've cooked your favorite meal, just eat before it gets cold,"...
...Shen Yuwen opened his eyes and looked around there was no Jia Fei there. He looked at the dining table that was still empty, and his stomach felt hungry because he had not eaten....
...Shen Yuwen let out a heavy sigh. He then opened his phone and ordered food through an inter-messaging app. Shen Yuwen continued to lean on his sofa...
...After a moment of food had already come, Shen Yuwen stared at the food before him, all of it his favorite food. He then took it and started eating it. When he had just two mouthfuls he felt that this food was not very good. He stopped his eating. The food was the same but why did it taste different, was it because the previous meal was the one Jia Fei cooked. Shen Yuwen shook his head however he was divorced he had already done the right thing and he should not feel regret....
