DEEPEST REGRETS
Episode 47 - For the Last Time
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...After Shen Yuwen left the service, Jia Fei and Xin Qian stayed at home, As Xin Qian basically acted as if she was the Madam of the house, she just sat down sweetly and enjoyed all the luxuries, like Xin Qian, jia Fei was like a maid who served all her needs. Xin Qian also sometimes asked for something unreasonable, and again Jia Fei had to do it. For a few days he had to hold. Jia Fei was also thinking about divorce. Maybe when Shen Yuwen comes back he will discuss it....
...Jia Fei was tired all day by Xin Qian. And now that she saw Xin Qian who seemed to be about to leave the house, she was wearing a tight mini dress on her body. Not to forget his high heels and handbag. Jia Fei had no idea where Xin Qian was going at night and it was none of her business either. This was also the first time Jia Fei had seen Xin Qian leave the house at night. All this time he had always been quiet at home and when he wanted to get out of the house he would go with Shen Yuwen....
...Jia Fei looked at Xin Qian's back which was getting further away. He let out a sigh of relief, at least he would not be bothered by Xin Qian....
...Jia Fei lay on her bed. He looked at his phone and there were several messages and missed phone calls. He saw Zhang Hongli's name in-there, Jia Fei was too busy to even look at the cell phone he didn't have time. He read one by one Zhang Hongli's short message, he smiled brightly, Zhang Hongli sent him various cute messages. After leaving with him back then he no longer met Zhang Hongli nor did he communicate with him. Zhang Hongli will be in Beijing for a week and it's been a few days. So it was only a few more days before Zhang Hongli returned to America....
...Jia Fei could not meet Zhang Hongli for now, the last time she left was for Shen Yuwen and Lady Shen. He should be more careful. So Jia Fei decided not to meet the opposite sex as long as she was still with Shen Yuwen. She also decided to divorce Shen Yuwen, she was already feeling tired. Perhaps the Shen family would oppose him but his family would definitely support him....
...He also had no reason to survive. In fact for so many years only he had loved Shen Yuwen. Shen Yuwen had never even looked at her. His feelings were only one-sidedly clapping to Shen Yuwen, as well as his love for Shen Yuwen as a joke. It was time he forgot what he could not get. If the happiness with Shen Yuwen was not his, perhaps his happiness was not with Shen Yuwen....
...Jia Fei let out a heavy sigh. He then sent a message and apologized to Zhang Hongli....
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The Villa
...Zhang Hongli sat on the sofa, he closed his eyes.Have been a few days he had not heard from Jia Fei. The last time he met Jia Fei was when he went to the playground. He had already sent several messages to her, but Jia Fei never picked up her phone. He also knew Jia Fei was married maybe this was also the reason. He could not force Jia Fei to not be able to meet him either. Zhang Hongli felt a pain in his heart. He'll be back in America for a few more days....
...If only Jia Fei had asked him to stay in Beijing, he would probably have stayed here. Zhang Hongli felt that his relationship with Jia Fei had not changed, even though he had met Jia Fei, yet Jia Fei already had a husband. Also he wants to fight for his love but he also seems to have no chance. Should he forget about Jia Fei....
...Zhang Hongli let out a heavy sigh.Suddenly the sound of the ringing of the cell phone disperse his daydream. Zhang Hongli took a quick glance then lifted him up....
..."Hola,"...
...Zhang Hongli did not know why his mother suddenly called. She didn't feel like she was making a scandal so why did her mother suddenly call. Is it because he went to Beijing for a week....
..."Little Zhang, I heard you went to Beijing for a week, is the company there really in trouble until you have to intervene,"...
...Zhang Hongli thought for a moment, "Hm," What's the matter when you call, it's impossible just because I went to Beijing,"...
...Madam Zhang felt like she could not fool her son. He called because there was something he wanted to talk to Zhang Hongli about his life partner. He felt that Zhang Hongli was the time to get married, or at least have a lover, Zhang Hongli often avoided the topic of spouses, also Zhang Hongli always refused when he tried to match her....
...Yet he felt that this time Zhang Hongli would definitely not refuse. Zhang Hongli's wife is Mayleen. Mayleen had been working with Zhang Hongli for several years. Also his personality and social status were quite satisfying. Madam Zhang felt that there was no reason for her to reject Mayleen as her daughter-in-law. And Zhang Hongli would also definitely accept....
..."I called because I wanted to say something, it concerns your life partner,"...
...Zhang Hongli frowned. She felt lately that her mother was very sensitive. She felt that her mother had been saying more about 'spouses' for the past few days....
..."Ma'am, I've said that I don't want to be with anyone you're going to marry, let it all flow, if it's time I'm going to be married, (when I've forgotten Jia Fei)"...
...Zhang Hongli said his last sentence inwardly....
...Madam Zhang was speechless hearing her son's words. He knew that Zhang Hongli had always loved a woman but she was now married....
...He knows very well, if his son is very tormented when he finds out his girlfriend is married to another man. At that time he did not understand too much because Zhang Hongli was also the type of person who harbored all problems alone.if only then did Zhang Hongli tell him if he wanted to marry a girl, he wanted to marry her, he would have flown straight from America to Beijing to propose to the girl for his son....
...But now the rice has become porridge. He couldn't possibly propose to a girl who already had a husband. Your child should be happy too....
..."Little Zhang, are you still unable to forget your first love," Madam Zhang said in a sad tone....
...Zhang Hongli was stunned to hear his mother's remark, he had indeed not been able to forget Jia Fei. Zhang Hongli was speechless he could not answer what his mother said was right. He also cannot deny....
...Madam Zhang sighed, she did not want her child like this to continue, she also had to meet a good woman and live happily....
..."Little Zhang, hasn't this been too long, I'm worried about you, you should have been married and lived happily, all the past events and feelings you should have forgotten, everyone has experienced first love, but there is no need to drag on in sadness to limit yourself.You also have to be happy with others.not the woman is married, she is not, let it go maybe he's not your soul mate,"...
...Zhang Hongli listened to his Mother's remark, 'Maybe he is not your matchmaker' Zhang Hongli smiled bitterly. Maybe it's true her mother said she should forget about Jia Fei. He's only been here a few days. He hoped that when he would go again to America he could see Jia Fei one last time. If Jia Fei wasn't his match, he just hoped that wherever Jia Fei was, the girl would always be happy....
..."I understand, I don't need to worry, but I hope you don't match me with anyone else, let me find myself. Regardless of who the woman I want, I hope in the future you won't be against her,"...
...Madam Zhang had her temple in her eyes when she wanted to tell her that she was going to match her up with Mayleen, but before she said Zhang Hongli had already said so as not to match her and would look for her own partner. So what should he say to the Mayleen family....
..."All right, I see, if the matter over there is done right home, there's no reason for you to stay there any longer,"...
...Zhang Hongli understood to his mother's concern, "I understand," he said....
...telephone call immediately disconnected. When Zhang Hongli wanted to put back his phone he was startled by a message notification. Zhang Hongli opened it from Jia Fei....
...Zhang Hongli read the lines Jia Fei said. He apologized because some of these hearts could not reply to his message. And very grateful for that day....
...Zhang Hongli understood he then replied to Jia Fei's message....
...Jia Fei To...
..."Jie-Er, I'll be back in America in a few days. I want to meet you one last time, I don't know when I'll be back in Beijing, there's something I want to tell you, too, so can we meet before I get back to America?"...
...Zhang Hongli sent out his message and waited for a reply from Jia Fei, after a while Jia Fei replied to his message....
...From Jia Fei's...
..."All right, tell me when it's time,"...
...Zhang Hongli smiled in response to a message from Jia Fei, and Jia Fei also agreed to meet him. Zhang Hongli planned that when he was reunited with Jia Fei, he would confess all his feelings all this time to Jia Fei. Somehow Jia Fei's reaction later, the most important thing was that he had already said it. Maybe it was too late now but he chose not to regret it later on, he was afraid of regret if he did not admit it now....
...Zhang Hongli immediately replied to Jia Fei's message...
...Jia Fei To...
..."I'll send you the time and place later,"...
...Zhang Hongli smiled he was going to reservation a restaurant. He wanted to have a romantic dinner with Jia Fei. Perhaps this would be the last time, when he expressed his feelings later he wanted to give a good impression to Jia Fei. Zhang Hongli then decided to go to bed early, he planned to visit his company tomorrow....
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Jia Fei House
...Jia Fei read Zhang Hongli's message and her heart became sad, Zhang Hongli was about to return to America. And he said the word 'for the last time' because Zhang Hongli did not know when he would return to Beijing....
...Zhang Hongli was now like a star in the sky he could not touch it. Zhang Hongli was so radiant and incredible unlike him. He used to be very close to Zhang Hongli. The fat man who was always the laughingstock of other students because of his weight....
...Yet he did not consider Zhang Hongli a laughingstock. Zhang Hongli was very cute and kind. Zhang Hongli often brought various kinds of luxurious food to himself. And he's very grateful for that. But when he graduated from Zhang Hongli school as if swallowed by the earth, he heard Zhang Hongli go to America without saying a word to him. She was very sad at the time and cried all night....
...Now Zhang Hongli will return to America and will not meet with him again. Jia Fei felt sad her heart became a little unwilling. Maybe because Zhang Hongli was his good friend. Or because Zhang Hongli was a man who treated him well. Jia Fei also did not understand why she had to be this sad. He shook his head to expel Zhang Hongli from his thoughts....
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