DEEPEST REGRETS
Episode 40 - Shen Yuwen's Anger
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...Jia Fei stared at Shen Yuwen, he retreated his steps. Shen Yuwen walked towards Jia Fei, he felt really angry, Jia Fei did not go home he spent the night together with the foreign man, he was not, the next day he came home as if nothing had happened....
...Just now he heard Xin Qian say that Jia Fei did not feel guilty and felt very happy after spending the night with the other men out there. Xin Qian also said that Jia Fei felt very satisfied with her male strength last night. And said that Shen Yuwen was nothing....
...Shen Yuwen felt his pride trampled to the bottom. Jia Fei spent the night with the foreign man and he was satisfied with the man's service. Shen Yuwen grew even more disgusted and hated to see Jia Fei's body that was already on the touch of another man....
...Jia Fei also said that she was nothing compared to the man. Alright Shen Yuwen wanted to know what Jia Fei felt if he touched Jia Fei. Would he still say that he was nothing on the man's appeal....
...Shen Yuwen walked quickly towards Jia Fei. Meanwhile Xin Qian was pleased with Shen Yuwen's expression. After this Shen Yuwen would definitely divorce Jia Fei, "He thought....
...Shen Yuwen arrived before Jia Fei. He immediately dragged Jia Fei by the hand and entered Jia Fei's room. Jia Fei felt her hands hurt as if Shen Yuwen was blackmailing and wanted to break Jia Fei's hands....
...Jia Fei immediately rebelled, "Let go, sick, "His speech....
...Shen Yuwen did not comment on Jia Fei's words he was filled with anger as if he wanted to destroy the entire house....
...Shen Yuwen brought Jia Fei in and then slammed and locked the door so that Jia Fei could not escape. Jia Fei was pushed onto the bed....
...Xin Qian felt panic was not what she wanted. If Shen Yuwen did it with Jia Fei then they had a child. Then it would be more difficult for him to expel Jia Fei from this house. He's not gonna let this happen....
...Xin Qian walked quickly towards Jia Fei's room, she turned the doorknob but it turned out that the door was in the lock from the inside....
...Xin Qian was getting more panicked. He then called out to Shen Yuwen from behind the door. However how hard Xin Qian called out her name Shen Yuwen as if deaf from the outside world....
...Meanwhile Shen Yuwen held Jia Fei under his body. He looked at Jia Fei with his explosive rage. He pointed his hand towards the buttons of Jia Fei's shirt and intended to unclog Jia Fei. Jia Fei remained silent she felt her feelings become complicated. He was happy if Shen Yuwen touched him but not with this kind of fury....
...Just when Shen Yuwen was about to unbutton Jia Fei's shirt, Shen Yuwen stopped his action. His hand stopped in the air. As if his sanity was returning to him. Shen Yuwen then stood up. While Jia Fei was still lying on the bed. He looked in wonder at Shen Yuwen. While Shen Yuwen looked at him with a cold look and a disgust in his eyes. He had almost touched Jia Fei who had already touched another man. He felt a feeling of disgust, anger and nausea....
...Shen Yuwen walked towards the door then opened the door he saw Xin Qian standing before him with a disappointed look in her eyes. It was as if his heart had been pierced by thousands of needles and as if his consciousness had returned. Shen Yuwen then embraced Xin Qian into his arms he then said, "Sorry,"...
...Xin Qian felt relieved in her heart that Shen Yuwen had almost done it with Jia Fei. It was fortunate that she immediately stopped him if he was late it would be even harder to get rid of Jia Fei....
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...Shen Yuwen's treatment of her and Xin Qian was very different. Jia Fei was his rightful wife, yet she had never received any kind treatment from Shen Yuwen. She never got any love from Shen Yuwen. How happy it seemed to be far from his reach. The more he wanted to embrace that happiness the more pain he felt....
...He loved Shen Yuwen as much as Shen Yuwen hated him. Jia Fei wanted Shen Yuwen to be happy as much as the pain he was in. Jia Fei wiped her tears violently. The friendly scene before him seemed to be woven specifically for him....
...Shen Yuwen took off his embrace from Xin Qian then he kissed Xin Qian on the forehead. Shen Yuwen felt bad towards him almost did it with Jia Fei. He had almost touched Jia Fei and hurt Xin Qian....
...Xin Qian felt anger in her heart she had to get rid of Jia Fei immediately, she hated Jia Fei even more. Shen Young Madam's title from the start was hers but Jia Fei snatched it away. The poor girl who hoped to become a white goose, Xin Qian would never let her. He had to keep inciting Shen Yuwen to hate Jia Fei even more. And soon divorced Shen Yuwen....
...Xin Qian looked at Shen Yuwen with teary eyes. Shen Yuwen felt even more guilty. He then led Xin Qian towards the sofa. He lowered Xin Qian on the sofa while Shen Yuwen knelt beneath him. Shen Yuwen apologized many times....
...Xin Qian felt satisfied in her heart Shen Yuwen would always like this kneeling down and begging for her love. He doesn't have to do anything. He did not even need to raise his finger and Shen Yuwen would do everything...
...Xin Qian looked at Shen Yuwen with a dejected look on her face then she said, "Shen Yuwen, what would you do with Jia Fei if I didn't stop you,"...
...Shen Yuwen felt very sorry he was sorry to the point where he could not say anything. It was his fault until he got out of control. But really he did not hear Xin Qian call him. It was like he had just gone deaf. He stopped when he was about to touch Jia Fei's body because of his intuition, as if he was forced to stop by his thoughts....
...She was married to Jia Fei for several years. He had never even touched Jia Fei. He swore never to land his finger on Jia Fei's body. He had no desire to come into contact with Jia Fei. He only had hatred for Jia Fei up to his veins....
...Even to hold Jia Fei's hand reluctantly, this was the first time that she had just pulled Jia Fei's hand....
..."Xin Qian, I admit to being wrong, I lost control, but I promise this is the first and last time, I'm disgusted by that woman I'll never touch her,"...
...Shen Yuwen raised both of his fingers as a symbol of his vow. Xin Qian felt increasingly satisfied in her heart yet she still pretended to be disappointed she then said, "You've promised, if you deny then I'll leave you,"...
...Shen Yuwen became panicked because he never imagined life without Xin Qian, even after his marriage to Jia Fei his relationship with Xin Qian still continued....
...Shen Yuwen raised his finger again, "I swear,"...
...Xin Qian smiled gently towards Shen Yuwen. While Jia Fei felt her heart break into pieces. He closed the door of his room he fell down and sat down below. He drowned his head on both knees. He was crying, crying for his painful life...
