DEEPEST REGRETS

Episode 5 - Shen Yuwen Angry

today I got a message from Raka,

for some reason I feel so happy when I read it, every word2 he said always ringing in my mind.

indeed since that introduction I have been interested in raka,

especially now that raka is getting more intense sending me messages with romantic words that sweep away.

Day after day has passed, now it does not feel like a month raka and I often exchange messages through WA, often we also meet face to face through video calls.

but until now I was also surprised somehow raka never expressed her feelings to me.

but my pride is too great if I have to express my feelings to him first

These few days it seemed like it disappeared, all the messages from me were not in reply, because there was no clarity to this relationship, I decided to limit the communication between me and raka, she said,

although it feels heavy, but I have to try to stay away from raka

because I don't want to be hurt if my love just claps one hand.

and gradually I could finally forget a little about raka.

I also never talked about this to my best friend Reni, I did not want to burden her with my problems.

after all, now I am also used to not hearing voices and seeing raka's face before going to bed.

I have also started living my day2 as usual, as before knowing raka.

I only believe if raka is my soul mate, one day I will definitely meet her again.

now even 3 months already me and raka are no longer communicating with each other,

on Sunday morning Reni invited me to jog together, I agreed the request reni because I had not exercised in the morning for a long time.

this morning the weather was very bright, I became more eager to exercise.

after exercising me and Reni decided to have breakfast chicken porridge which is usually held near the park

you are a cell, eat like a possessed person, you can usually eat up to 2 servings, while I have a serving of gini already strong enough to ngabisin.

"hehehe doesn't know if ren khilaf me, have not eaten chicken porridge here for a long time.

let's go home, it's noon

after eating we went straight home to each other's boarding house, I cleaned my room and rushed to take a shower, because I did not have any plans after taking a shower I decided to relax while watching TV.

before long my HP rang the sign of the incoming call, it was reni who called

"hallo ren, uh,

"hallo cell, what are you doing?

" i just relax again, snacking while watching TV, why ren?

"oh, klo you no event ntar afternoon out yuk, antetin me to the mall, I want to find a gift for rian, two more days he birthday.

"ntr hour brp ren? klo is still long let aq take a nap first, usually klo shopping sma you must be very long😁, let me not sleepy.

"just finished ren, about 4 gt, I pick you up, or we make a deal?

"oh okay deh, we met at the intersection of our store decket only, klo already want to depart from your boarding house my info yes, let's not wait for each other.

"essential ready cells , thanks ya🙏🙏🙏

" 👍👍👍

after taking a nap I immediately took a bath and prayed asar

I choose which clothes I will wear, after finding the right clothes, I continue to dress a little so that my face looks fresher.

the time has shown at 14:45, reni told me that if he was otw, I immediately went to the place we agreed.