DEEPEST REGRETS
Episode 49 - Let's Get Divorced
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A Few Days Later
...It did not feel like a few days had passed, since Zhang Hongli's arrival to the branch company, all the employees started talking about him....
..."You know, the day that Young Master Zhang came to visit, I couldn't forget his face, he was really very handsome,"...
..."Ah, you're right every night I even dream of him, he's more handsome than I see on television,"...
..."I didn't expect that if the one who came was Young Master Zhang, I thought that the one who came was old man,"...
..."Ah, I heard you didn't go to work that day because you were sick,"...
..."Right, if I know Young Master Zhang is coming to our company, let me walk with a stick though, I will still go in, too bad I missed something amazing,"...
..."If I could touch his hand even if I died, I wouldn't regret it,"...
...The female employee continued to talk about it Zhang Hongli became the hottest gossip at the moment....
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Berlin
...Meanwhile in Berlin Shen Yuwen was getting ready to return to Beijing, he was homesick perhaps because Xin Qian was now living in his house. He also did not like the food in Berlin taste very different from the cuisine of Jia Fei. Shen Yuwen pensively waited, why did he so think of Jia Fei, Shen Yuwen hurriedly shook his head....
...He had already prepared all of his items including souvenirs for Xin Qian, a limited edition bag, and also a mobile phone hanger as a bonus, Shen Yuwen kept it in his suit pocket. Once all was ready Shen Yuwen went to the airport....
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Shen Yuwen House
...Today Shen Yuwen was going back to Beijing, Jia Fei hurriedly went shopping he was planning to prepare various kinds of Shen Yuwen's favorite food. It was possible that Shen Yuwen was not used to the food there....
...Jia Fei called Shen Yuwen to ask him about what time he would be back, Shen Yuwen said that maybe at night he would arrive. Jia Fei sighed for days that she had not met Shen Yuwen. His feelings for Shen Yuwen were not as intense as before, Isn't it as great as love if it continues to be hurt then the feeling will disappear, maybe what Jia Fei felt was like that too. Moreover he was about to get divorced he had to get used to it without Shen Yuwen. He had to be independent and not rely on Shen Yuwen anymore....
...Jia Fei is looking for a new job. This time he will apply to various companies. Because maybe later he will get divorced he needs money for his life in the future. He also just has to take care of himself. Although the possibility of working in the company takes all day and maybe occasionally he will go home at night but he is not worried, because there is nothing he has to serve at home....
...This time Jia Fei was determined. His body wanted to go far away from Shen Yuwen but his heart slightly refused. Although his feelings were not as big as they used to be, the memories he had spent with Shen Yuwen would not be easy to get rid of either. He also did not have enough fond memories yet he had already spent many years living with Shen Yuwen....
...Jia Fei sat on the floor of her room she looked at her savings book. This was the money he had accumulated over several years working part-time. The amount is not much, if he has to rent an apartment then the money will run out immediately. He has to be more frugal he can not stay in the apartment maybe he will look for a relatively cheaper rental house....
...Jia Fei let out a heavy sigh. He kept his savings book back in the drawer carefully, this precious thing he had to keep well. When he was about to close the drawer he saw a red book that was also very valuable. His marriage license with Shen Yuwen, Jia Fei held him tight again. Her tears fell back. In the future she will be a widow. A label that looks at one eye. Perhaps many will scorn her for getting divorced in her young age. He must be able to be independent and become a strong person, so that he is not trampled by others. He understood this cruel world. Power is the most important. If he is weak and poor, he will be oppressed....
...Jia Fei was determined that she should be successful, although without Shen Yuwen she would also be alive....
...Jia Fei hurriedly wiped away her tears. He laid himself on the bed, soon he would be gone from the house he had been living in for several years....
...Jia Fei looked at her phone when the notification of the new message came in. He got a message from Zhang Hongli, Zhang Hongli asked him to meet tomorrow night. Jia Fei frowned a little, Zhang Hongli invited him to dinner at one of the luxury restaurants in Beijing. She never went to a fancy restaurant she got a little nervous. However since Zhang Hongli was his friend and also he was going back to America, Jia Fei would not refuse either. He had also promised to meet with Zhang Hongli....
...Jia Fei hurriedly opened her wardrobe. He looked at the row of clothes that had been shabby. She really doesn't have any good clothes. He couldn't possibly meet Zhang Hongli wearing a shabby T-shirt. Jia Fei became a little dizzy, If she went to dinner at the restaurant wouldn't she have to use a dress. Jia Fei sneered at her temple like she had to buy a dress....
...The last dress she wore was a gift from Shen Yuwen when she visited the Shen family home, it was the only dress she had, as well as the only fancy dress she had. He can't wear it anymore. The last time she wore it to a school reunion, she didn't have at least one other dress....
...Just when Jia Fei was still struck by the confusion of his phone ringing again, Zhang Hongli again contacted him....
...From Zhang Hongli...
..."Give me your address, I'll send you the dress you're gonna wear,"...
...Jia Fei heaved a sigh of relief at least Zhang Hongli thought of things like this. He no longer needs to be confused about clothes. Jia Fei hurriedly replied to him. She sent her home address to be more precisely Shen Yuwen's home address....
...Jia Fei was feeling a little tired. He then closed his eyes because Shen Yuwen was likely to arrive at night so it didn't matter if he rested a little, Jia Fei slowly fell asleep....
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The Villa
...Zhang Hongli smiled as he sent a message to Jia Fei. He wanted to give his best to Jia Fei. Therefore she accidentally ordered a beautiful evening dress from a famous designer. A dress that only Jia Fei would wear. Dresses with the best hand touch. He wanted to make a good impression if this was the last time....
...Zhang Hongli's eyes slightly reddened, he was always perfect in every way. Appearance, wealth, power. He has everything within his grasp. But when she is confronted in a relationship she is not good enough, she is unlucky in terms of romance. He didn't know why, until he experienced something painful like this, like liking someone else's wife....
...Zhang Hongli sighed heavily, a sense of tightness slowly appearing in his heart. He doesn't like this feeling. It is better to be faced with office problems than women....
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Shen Yuwen House
...On the afternoon, Jia Fei woke up from his sleep. He slept for a few hours. Jia Fei then rushed to take a bath and changed clothes. When he finished he came out of his room. He looked around the empty house. She did not see Xin Qian at home, maybe the woman went with her friend. Jia Fei did not care....
...Because Shen Yuwen will be home at night. Jia Fei immediately went to the kitchen. He cooked a variety of dishes. This might be the last time he cooked for Shen Yuwen. In the future he will find a good husband. No need to be rich which is important to love and appreciate it. In the future, he will try to be a better person. To make him worthy of the person he might find in the future....
...Jia Fei hurriedly shook her head, why did she even think of building a life with another man. Even now, she is not divorced. He patted her on the cheek as if she had gone mad....
...After finishing cooking, Jia Fei stared satisfiedly at the dish in front of him. All the dishes on the table were filled with the food he made. It's like a party is going to happen. Think of it as Shen Yuwen's welcoming party....
...Jia Fei hurriedly approached him....
..."Is this the residence of Madam Jia's family,"...
...Jia Fei frowned, "Yes right,"...
...The courier gave her the package, "There's a shipment for Mrs Jia, please sign here,"...
...Jia Fei immediately signed it and received the package....
...He went back inside his house, and put his package on the table. Jia Fei felt strange, she never bought anything. Then why is there suddenly a delivery for him....
...Jia Fei opened it immediately. A black dress with sepagethi straps on the Tiara lapisi at the rope. Very pretty short black dress. Jia Fei widened her eyes. He did not expect to get a shipment like this, did Zhang Hongli send it....
...He then sees a note, "Ji-Er I hope you like it,"...
...Jia Fei smiled brightly indeed it was Zhang Hongli who sent him. The man's taste is really good, the dress is very delicate and also very beautiful, He did not expect in his life he would be given a dress by Zhang Hongli. This was the second time a man had given her a dress after Shen Yuwen....
...Jia Fei was very happy. He returned to his room and hurriedly kept it....
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...The sky turned dark, there was the sound of lightning and thunder outside. Looks like it's going to rain. Xin Qian had also returned home. She polishes herself very pretty and also wears a slightly exposed dress, Jia Fei wears her shabby clothes that she has. Really just like the employer and the maid....
...After a while, it sounded like rain. Jia Fei went outside. He inhaled the scent of grass and soil mixed into the air. She liked the rain somehow, maybe when she was in High School and met Zhang Hongli, when it was raining too she was pouring through the rain with Zhang Hongli, with just a small umbrella that she was carrying....
...At that time he also inhaled the scent of grass and soil. His feelings became warm. Beautiful memories that he also did not want to forget. The plump and adorable figure of Zhang Hongli in the past, turned into a tall slender figure. Jia Fei suddenly thought of Zhang Hongli. He immediately patted her cheek. Expelling Zhang Hongli from his mind. Was it because Zhang Hongli sent her a dress and it was also raining that she remembered Zhang Hongli, she did not understand either....
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...Zhang Hongli stared at the window of his room. Outside of the heavy rain. Thunder and lightning were mutually unpretentious. Like his heart was in confusion. He recalled the old memories he had stored tightly in his brain memory. He remembered the day he first met Jia Fei. It was raining too. Jia Fei clasped her hands and smiled beautifully. He broke through the rain with just one umbrella....
...Now the little girl has grown into a very beautiful girl. Zhang Hongli was so eager to embrace and put Jia Fei by his side. He did not know if Jia Fei still remembered the memories with him. Or only he remembers it. Zhang Hongli felt a pain in his chest....
...Zhang Hongli felt that Jia Fei's husband was so lucky to be able to obtain Jia Fei. If only he had the chance he would also try to make Jia Fei happy with everything he had. Zhang Hongli let out a heavy sigh, That chance never seems to exist....
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Shen Yuwen House
...The still heavy rain Shen Yuwen had reached home, he got down from his car and was put on a breast by Xin Qian....
...Meanwhile Jia Fei looked at him from the side. Xin Qian clasped Shen Yuwen's arm as if there was no Jia Fei there. And Shen Yuwen did not mind either....
...Shen Yuwen walked into his house, at a glance he saw Jia Fei standing looking at him. Shen Yuwen just raised his eyebrows and walked back past Jia Fei....
...Xin Qian smiled in satisfaction at Shen Yuwen's cold demeanor towards Jia Fei....
..."You must be tired, I will prepare warm water for you to take a bath," Xin Qian tried as if to be a good wife....
...Shen Yuwen felt touched by Xin Qian's treatment. This is what a wife should do, he thought....
..."All right," said Shen Yuwen...
...Jia Fei could only stand by her sculpting nor did she not want to prepare bath water for Shen Yuwen, but the man never let her into his room. Jia Fei also wanted to do so but she was never given a chance....
...Shen Yuwen really did not say a word to Jia Fei. It was as if Jia Fei was an invisible being....
...Xin Qian walked with Shen Yuwen up the stairs and into Shen Yuwen's room, Jia Fei did not flinch as he stood staring at the backs of the two who were getting further away. His heart really hurt. Although his feelings for Shen Yuwen had diminished, but if he saw firsthand the affection of the two of them Jia Fei's heart also felt as if it was pierced....
...Jia Fei wiped her tears violently. He sat on the sofa waiting for Shen Yuwen and Xin Qian to have dinner together. But after a while the two men did not go down. Jia Fei meant to call him. Because he was hungry too....
...Slowly Jia Fei walked up the stairs. He stopped in front of Shen Yuwen's room. It just so happened that Shen Yuwen's room door was not tightly closed. He looked over from the crack of the door, Xin Qian stood in front of Shen Yuwen. And what Jia Fei saw made his eyes widen. Shen Yuwen just put on his bath kimono and intensely kissed Xin Qian. Xin Qian looked towards Jia Fei and smiled grinning....
...Jia Fei felt his breath hunt. A sight he never even imagined. Shen Yuwen kissed Xin Qian so intensely, as if they were a married couple. Even she and Shen Yuwen had never done it. But Shen Yuwen Xin Qian they might have... Jia Fei could no longer afford to think about it....
...Jia Fei wanted to open her mouth and say something. yet she was speechless as if her words were stuck in her throat, this scene was so sudden her brain could not respond properly. But his heartbeat was hunting fast. Slowly deliver the pain radiating from his veins....
...Jia Fei hurriedly turned around she was not strong enough to see him, she walked into her room. Her tears kept coming out like tap water that forgot to turn off. Jia Fei quickly opened her wardrobe. And take care of all her clothes. He put it in a mini-copper. She had nothing but the shabby clothes she had brought when she first came to this house. He would also not carry the items that Shen Yuwen had given him. He would only carry the items he bought with his hard work....
...She tried her best as a wife, but this is the payoff. Jia Fei was no longer strong. He decided to leave tonight. Perhaps this was also her fault, as it had already hindered Shen Yuwen's happiness. The man should also be happy and live with the woman he loves. Not with her not with Jia Fei....
...Jia Fei brought along the dress that Zhang Hongli had given her. He took the items Shen Yuwen had given him and was about to return them. Shen Yuwen's gift items were not much. During her wedding she only ever bought several items consisting of one dress and also a pair of shoes. Shen Yuwen gave it to him when they visited the Shen family home, as well as a credit card for the cost of daily meals and also a ring that was coiled around his finger....
...Jia Fei hurried to leave she took her savings and immediately put them in a suitcase....
...Jia Fei tightly held the marriage certificate that was in her hands. She was crying sobbing....
...Slowly Jia Fei opened the door of her room, she saw Shen Yuwen and also Xin Qian who were already downstairs. Seeing the couple in front of him his heart grew even more painful. However Jia Fei tried to strengthen himself he also did not want to look weak. He walked in with the small suitcase he had brought. He stood before Shen Yuwen....
...Shen Yuwen felt his heart race faster. He looked at Jia Fei before him with a suitcase in his hand. Shen Yuwen knitted his brows, did Jia Fei mutuskan to leave the house and stay with the foreign man. Thinking of this Shen Yuwen felt a sudden fury appear in his heart....
...Jia Fei sighed. His throat was stuck. Jia Fei slowly removed the ring that was on her finger. He pulled out Shen Yuwen's hand and returned the ring he had once given. With reddened eyes Jia Fei said, "Let's Get Divorced,"...
