
Finally I entered school again, when I went to school earlier I passed Diar at the school gate. Diar smiled at me I replied his smile a little 'ih why I smile at him anyway just because of the flowers I suddenly burst' my mind.
I also met Rian very much wanted me to hit him in the face until the nosebleed but I better hold him, I just got away from the bad guy like him, he approached me but I just walked right away as if I didn't see him.
"Thankful you've recovered Yes, sorry yesterday I didn't nengokin you my parents came so I nemenin them" said Kamal
"Whoa, thank you for your attention when I was sick"
"My job is yes, oh yes" he said.
"What's wrong? " i asked while looking at him, but he took his eyes off. Kamal why? "Yesterday actually Rania came here she talked to my parents because they were too late I also followed the conversation but not strange to ya, I swear! I'm afraid you've heard from someone else and eventually you misunderstand me"
"Yes no papa or Mal you are just the same with Rania? when I forbid you to stop" I replied smiling. In my heart there was a little jealousy of Rania who turned out to be close to Kamal's parents, I met him not yet.
"Don't you daydream, you're angry? "
"Well angry anyway I believe you, you won't probably betray me right Mal? "
"You're good Yes, I'll never have the heart to hurt you"
Hopefully your words can be trusted, I don't know how much it will hurt if you betray me.
Today everything went as usual, the afternoon I have the same vocal tutoring Flower and Beautiful. Singing is one of my hobbies from childhood, many times I took part in singing competitions at school even though I only obtained the second or third champion I still continue to hone my skills. When I went there there was someone who called the Princess and I turned my head, I gulped a little. It was Rania who then hugged the Princess that I knew they were indeed close friends.
"Because I came here but did not meet you, because there are parents Kamal I chatted until I forgot the time" said Rania, said, The flower immediately turned towards me Princess also looked wrong behavior I just looked the other way do not know what to respond.
"Eh sorry Nia, I don't mean. You just calm down, I have nothing to do with Kamal" he told me.
"Gak papa Ran relaxed, I also never did not limit Kamal for friends with anyone. I believe Ran is the same Kamal"
"Kamal also seems very affectionate with Nia so it is impossible if she cheated, unless there is a girl who is nervous anyway do not know yaa. Hahaha" said the Flower made my eyes round and did not dare to look at her.
"Yuk ah Yes, Put us first yes" asked Bunga and immediately pulled me. I smiled at Rania and Putri and then went to the tutoring place in the school building.
"Crazy Lu Nga!!! Hahaha" I can't help but laugh considering the incident earlier.
"I'm the same as him, he deliberately said that to the manas-manasin you know"
"Suudzon sin loh Nga"
"You're too naive! do you love Kamal? "
"Still to be asked? "
"Let him take care of dong Niaaaa, lest he be taken by the same people"
"Yes, Kamal people have also said first if Rania met her parents yesterday"
"So you know? "
"Hopefully Rania did not admit to macem-macem with Kamal. Because I'm sure Kamal really loves you. I don't want it until my best friend's relationship becomes angry because of the third person"
"Udah ah don't have to think macem-macem, but why Rania often here huh Nga? Didn't he move to Jakarta? If you make a move again to this school will not be able to" my school rules are indeed if you are out of this school can not enter again.
"I was horrified time at the Hospital he said he was a broken home victim Yes, now he said he was following his papa in Bandung wakti in Jakarta he would follow his mother"
"Ooooh" I don't know what else to respond to.
Finally my vocal rehearsal was finished, the practice room was on the second floor of the window I could see into the front street of the school. When I was daydreaming my eyes caught Kamal talking to someone I could not see his interlocutor clearly because it was blocked by a mango tree in front of the school. And when it turns out that Kamal was talking to Rania they laughed even occasionally Rani smacked Kamal's hand slowly, is it wrong that I am jealous of Kamal? Because Rania once had a special relationship with Kamal, even that relationship has not been broken! Although it has been a year, but the feeling will not be as easy as it goes. I don't know how I got confused. Flowers nudged my hand I turned my head and she coded with her eyes to look at Kamal. When he was about to approach Kamal, he turned to me if my sight and mind were not wrong Kamal looked very surprised to see me.
"Eh Yeah, where are you from? "
"Abis vocal lessons, it's usually you who nganterin me Mal. I've been waiting for you but nothing, so I went to the same class as Bunga" I explained. True said Bunga I should not be naive Rania is trying to recapture the attention of Kamal, seen from his view while talking to Kamal.
"Oh yeah I forgot to apologize, yuk I anter you to the dorm". At first glance I saw the very visible face of Rania who was not like this situation.
"Yes Ran I want to bring Nia home" said Kamal
"First yes Rania" I said with a smile that Rania replied with force. Don't try Rania!
"Mal, Rania is rich again try your deketin deh" said Bunga
"Then anyway? usually ah we just chat about his experience living in Jakarta"
"Why should you tell Mal? temen he's a lot here. Temen class is a lot you are different class even though he was once one heart" I dare not say anything let Flowers alone represent everything, lucky I have a friend who ceplas ceplos rich Flowers.
"You don't know about Nga. I really don't have to discuss I really don't have the same feeling Rania Nga, there is already him" he said while stroking my head. I just smiled, I don't know my heart didn't feel right.
Dear,
Today again and again Rania came and chatted with Kamal, although many times Kamal said he was affectionate and would not turn away I doubt if I saw Rania who like to keep trying to get close to Kamal. Kamal can change for a long time, I can't keep quiet Kamal I've got with a non-playful effort when I succumb to Rania who only massalunya?
My heart is not okay now. I'm being burned by the flames of jealousy. After many months my relationship with Kamal feels beautiful now to be disturbed by the presence of Rania and also... Diar.
Bandung, 2011
Recalling that moment I laughed now, vividly reminded of my anger that time I saw the closeness back between Kamal and Rania. But it was only a little pebble that attacked my relationship with Kamal in front of later will be more pebbles even large stones that attack our relationship.
"Iawang.. " Call someone while opening the door to my office.
"Why baby? "
"Not done the job yet? It's Sunday night loh, the streets yuk we both just don't bring Dew. We're nostalgic for dating a long time ago haha"
That's my husband, five years we've been married and have a child named Dew Putri Al-faqih.