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Rania, Kamal's ex-girlfriend

It does not feel like 7 months have been me and Kamal in a relationship, during that time we have never been at odds with each other, we really support each other.

"Yes, soon again will want a year-end holiday to make a yuk ah event where we go to the rich cake last year" said Flowers at break time, now we are again snacking in the school cafeteria.

"Where else do I follow" I replied while bribing lumpia.

After discussing with some friends, we decided to make a camper in one of the favorite camping spots at that time.

"This is our class event, what's the class? " ask Ragil our class president.

"Mending one generation let's race"

"yes, yes, mending sekatan let alone in front of us must be busy nyiapin National Examination already can not relax-relax vacation"

"We will coordinate with other classes"

I just kept quiet, the idea of a one-force camper kinda bothered my mind because it meant that Diar would come along. Kamal seemed to understand my discomfort with this event as he used to hold my hand and smile without saying anything, because we are still gathering with other friends are afraid to ruin their atmosphere that is exciting to discuss what activities will be done later. The show is still about one month away but they have been so excited about the arrangement of the show.

Today I feel unwell maybe because the weather in Bandung is rainy season my body is stricken with seasonal diseases, flu and cough is also a little fever. In class I just kept quiet with Kamal who kept wiping my head on the table.

"To the room only yuk, I'm anterin" asked Kamal.

"No, no one in the room is afraid of the boss"

"By the way, I still want to be spoiled, right? "

"That's it" I replied with a smile, Kamal also smiled as he stroked my head.

"Your face is so red, you have tau fever! I'll go home to the pharmacy and buy medicine" Kamal touched my forehead

"have come home and there will be no teacher"

Bunga approached us, "Yu just go home to my room anterin I was also a bit dizzy during lack of sleep abis read the novel"

Because there was a Flower I finally agreed to go home to the Dormitory. We drive home Kamal to the gate of Dormitory Putri.

"Rest yes baby, later the medicine I put someone yes" I just nodded no energy to answer, just a step walk my eyes blurry and dark.

When I woke up I was surprised because this was definitely not my room, but when I smelled the smell of drugs I knew where I was.

"Alhamdulillah teteh Yaya has woken up to worry mother only teteh mah"

"Well, is there a mother? When is dateng ma'am? " i tried to get up but Mom was arrested.

"Udah gapapa tea overslept aja meliatan lemes that, teteh why? Eating late, huh? "

"What about the weather, which father? "

"Outside chatting with you, who was his name Ka. "mother frowned trying to remember.

"Kamal ma'am"

"Well that's good tea boy, polite"

I just smiled, still no energy to talk much.

"Fat's boyfriend, huh? " Temptation mother.

"Not a single mom" I don't know I'm still embarrassed if I have to be honest about my love for my parents.

Before long the doctor and nurse came into the room and told me I had to stay for the next three days or so, he said I had typus. I've been imagined boredom that I will experience in the next few days, can't I have to heal quickly. After the doctor came out there were some of my friends who came to see Kamal there as well, Mother permission to come out for a while to lunch because they had not had time to eat.

"Ngagetin ih you mah Yes, I was very worried about you why-why eat it directly call your parents and ask the hostel supervisor to take you to the Hospital" said Bunga. Seen from his face that he was very worried about me thank God for giving me very good friends and friends and not forgetting also a good girlfriend, hehe.

I chatted for a while with visiting friends, Kamal looked more reserved. What's up, huh? At last they all said to go home as well Kamal he prayed for me to recover quickly and say goodbye. What's with Kamal as if someone's thinking.

"Why the hell Nga? "

"Emh how to say hehe is afraid you think later more sick"

"Ih habit like to make people curious, even if curious I will be sicker Nga"

"Don't say that ah Yes, you have to be cured I'm lonely know in the room no one is as direct as haha"

"So what's the matter? "

"Yesterday we accidentally met Rania here, in this Hospital "

"Rania? "

"Yes, Rania is Kamal's former girlfriend who suddenly dropped out of school. Kamal used to be upset because Rania did not say anything at all and did not say anything about Kamal trying to connect there was also no response" Flowers stopped for a while to drink.

"Because we accidentally saw him, he said there was his brother who was treated here as well. "

"Certainly? "

"The meeting suddenly Rania hugged Kamal while crying apologies to Kamal. But Kamal's response is rich which is confused. He really didn't say anything"

I was also confused as to what kind of response possible because my body is not good, my brain is also involved less well to think and respond.

"Today in class also Kamal diem continue to be rich not passionate do not know because you are sick or because of meeting Rania"

I just kept quiet, I really didn't know what to respond to. Whether to be sad, or afraid because I know my position can be replaced again by Rania. But Rania has moved schools, but if still in the Bandung area they can still meet. Aaaargh! My head feels more dizzy.

After Bunga came home I rested until I woke up there was already Kamal who was chatting with Mom. I smiled at Kamal who smiled back and approached me.

"Where Did? been mending? "

"Lumayan is good, has it been a long time? "

"Not yet. When you go to bed, I talk to Mom, if Dad was yesterday hehe. They're good, the kids are good too"

"I want to ask you something? " Look at me while smiling.

"Rania? "

"Well, how can you read my mind? It was horrified ah" I said pretending to be shocked and both laughed.

"Yesterday I met Rania at this Hospital, I was so shocked that she could not respond to me. A year ago he suddenly left and now he suddenly came. But you should know I have no feelings at all with him, I love you Yes you should know even if Rania is back in my life, I'd choose you Yes"

I just kept quiet, undeniably my heart was worried there was fear when it came to losing Kamal.

"You believe me, right? "

"I believe in God"

"Our hell is the same? I think we're a soul mate"

"Aamiinu. Haha"

Dear,

To be honest, I was very afraid to part with Kamal, but I was just a normal human being who could only plan. God, if I don't end up with him, I beg you to let him be happy with his choice.

Bandung, Al-ihsan Hospital

November 2011

Rania, that girl is a beautiful woman who once loved Kamal, even Kamal was so very much in love with her. But because of having to change schools impromptu he did not have time to say goodbye to Kamal and make their relationship hang just like that, then now Rania has returned how the fate of my romance with Kamal? although Kamal has said many times that he loves me, I doubt that he can just forget about Rania. I don't know.