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Kamal Betrayed!

The rest of my vacation was one day Flowers were still in my house, her parents were always busy she became lonely at home. We plan to go to the cinema alone, we both take public transportation. It took 10 minutes to get to a Mall we went upstairs to watch a movie theater. Flowers queued up to buy tickets, and I waited while looking around there was a figure I knew but only a glimpse of me trying to ignore my vision that might have been wrong.

"Dreamy" Suddenly the Flower was by my side with a ticket. I smiled and walked into the studio. The love romance movie that Flowers chose made me curious, with actors who are quite famous hopefully this movie is good.

"Want to buy food?" much

"Tractate?" ask the flowers while grinning.

I pretended to ignore it and walked ahead of it, after buying some food we continued into the studio just before entering my eyes looking at the two figures I was very familiar with, this time I can't be wrong they're both walking while holding hands once in a while they're laughing out of what they're talking about maybe talking about me that's so stupid that it can easily be tricked?

"Dayuk ih even diem continues" Bunga's invitation resuscitated me. I'd better not tell Bunga first I don't want to ruin his mood just because of my personal problems and I see that those two humans don't exist.

A few hours ago..

"Honey to see yuk" Waiting for the Flower that was taking a bath I called Kamal, I didn't tell him that I was going to go watch with Flowers.

"I really want to love it, but this body does not feel so good lemes that bring it"

"Oh yaudah, you can rest later to meet at school"

"Yes sorry, baby"

Remembering my conversation with Kamal made me feel like a fool, this time for what else Kamal would say to defend himself. I remember when they were camping, what did they both do?

The film ended with Flowers that were so cry because of the moving film, my eyes were also puffy but not because of watching a movie.

"Sadly film huhuuu" said Flowers that are still carried away by feeling.

"No, you cry too! Emang the best this is a movie" he said again still while still hugging. I just smiled and focused on looking around, I really wish they were still here. I've made up my mind to decide Kamal if necessary right now in front of that crazy woman to make her satisfied.

"What are you looking for?"

"No, eat yuk I'm a laper" I don't really taste, but my feeling is they're still here. I purposely didn't tell Bunga, I wanted him to see it for himself.

While I was very focused on looking for Kamal, someone grabbed my hand and pulled me suddenly.

"Oh who the hell?!" I just saw the back of his body, he's a man with an army jacket and black pants. Huh, was I kidnapped? I tried to let go of his grip but can't be here being so crowded people did I just scream? out of focus I stumbled and fell with one hand hanging from the man he turned around

"Jeez Nia used all this shame"

It was Diar! He helped me stand up, and I was immediately embarrassed that there were some people who saw me when I fell.

"Ih Diar why my hands are not clear you! "

"Why? You think you're gonna get kidnapped? Who wants to kidnap your rich guy!"

"What a hell is it that you're a nuisance!"

Fortunately the Flower came, with a breath that was stingy he squatted between us.

"I.rang teach you that hu hu hu" he said stammeringly.

"I don't know that Diar is not very clear to tug at my hand.bla..bla...bla"

When I was being angry Diar just held my body and twisted it to look at one point. In Sana in a restaurant there is Kamal and Rania who are eating together, I just silently sculpted since I was looking for the two people. The flower looked in the direction indicated by Diar, and it was seen that he was very surprised to widen his eyes and close his mouth.

"That's what I want to point you to"

"Gue had seen them before" I replied which made Diar and Bunga look at me in surprise.

"You guys wait here and I'll have a chat with them"

"Gue temenin yes" pinta Diar.

"No, I'm safe myself"

I went there and sat in the middle of Kamal and Rania they were surprised especially Kamal he immediately explained things that made absolutely no sense and did not want me to hear.

"Sorry Mal, Rania if I even make your relationship that has not ended so it must end and end you must betray rich gini" I said all of that while holding back. I cannot cry in front of them, even if I want to.

"Nia, I'm sorry I hurt you" and finally Kamal wants to be honest.

"I really love Yes the same you but when Rania came in front of me again, I realized that my love for Rania has not disappeared. But I can't bear to leave you alone, because I know how long you've been feeling for me, sorry I'm Nia"

I smile at Kamal's explanation, he's right I kept feeling for him for so long and when I could get it his heart still belonged to someone else, damn it.

"Yes already Mal thanks because all this time it has been very good with me, once again sorry to disturb your life. We'll get here" I stood up and left that place feeling like my world's collapsing, my chest tightened with all the pain I couldn't get out of.

"Nia, strong yes" The flower hugged me tightly, actually I was unable to endure all the pain in my heart but I had to keep looking strong. There Kamal was still watching me I did not want to be seen as weak by him, it hurt my pride besides my heart was already sick I did not want my pride to also look sick in front of Kamal and Rania.

"Yuk ah Nga home, eat it at home I'll ya"

"But I was picked up with Zidan he waited for me in the mall you went back to the same Diar yes, badaah" Bunga immediately left without waiting for my answer.

"You want to go home or take a walk?"

"What the hell would anyone want to go home with you"

But again Diar pulled my hand and I resigned this time because I really could not control myself who was broken heart.

Diar took a car and took me to a place in Bandung. A place with a piercing cold, where young people are dating. Why the hell did Diar take me here? Did he make fun of me who just broke up?

The car stopped in front of a lesehan restaurant that looked very beautiful with many plants and saung-saung lined up.

"Eat first, you haven't eaten yet, have you? a broken heart takes a lot of energy"

I just quietly lazy to respond, we eat in silence Diar no longer tease me with his jokes maybe because I did not answer him I think I need time to really calm down. After eating Diar took me somewhere, it was already night I should have invited Diar to come home but I instead agreed when Diar invited me.

I sat with Diar, here we are now on a hill in the highlands, accompanied by night and the stars clearly visible. There are also some visitors who are joking about the weather tonight is quite crowded maybe because it is Sunday night. Long time I was silent to remember all the events today, also remember all my stories with Kamal I could no longer hold myself to cry as I was. Diar just kept quiet in his place, before long he hugged me at first I hesitated but at this time all I needed was a hug. I don't know how long I cried in Diar's arms, he just kept silent not letting out the slightest word just hugging and stroking my head until I was tired and asking him to take me home. On the same journey we only keep quiet once in a while Diar holds my hand to strengthen myself who is really fragile. At home I went straight to the room leaving Diar talking to my mother, my father was working out of town and my sister seemed to be asleep. Before long the sound of a car leaving the house, it's Diar's car he's home. I no longer have the strength to do anything even to write a diary I can not imagine that I have to write all the sadness in the diary that I used to fill with my love for Kamal I can't.

Given all the series of events that made me smile, the wounds that used to be present were still felt until now. Even if the same thing happened again I might still be as fragile as before.