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The End of School Examination

It does not feel like just one more Week of End of School Exams will be carried out, all the students of third grade High School are busy preparing everything for the exam, and all the students are busy preparing for the exam, the mother called to the dorm and told me not to be late to eat and take vitamins because I knew that her son was very busy preparing for the exam. During the night we studied for the exam, and, me and Diar were dissolved in all this preparation we still often chat and meet because of one class but what was talked about was no longer about love but about chemical formulas, physical formulas, physics, scientific names and others.

The test arrived, after yesterday calling mom and dad to ask for prayer and also asking God to be launched in all cases, I did the test. Trying to do the exam calmly because if tense can all the memory I have learned is lost. My friends and I were so focused on the exam that the two exams were finished today.

"It's so hard" said Beautiful.

"Yes well enough to make a frown head" Audrey responded.

"Hopefully we can all face all these tests until the end" I said

"And hopefully everyone will graduate. Amiiiiin" Sarah prayed as she raised her hand.

"Amiiiiin" in unison all my friends replied.

On the second day until the last day everything went well for me and hopefully for all my friends. On the last day after the test, many students celebrate the freedom of the test by eating outside. I was also invited by Bunga, I agreed and also invited Diar to participate, it was unexpected that there was also Kamal and Rania at first I was lazy to come along but if I continue to avoid I do not want Kamal GR if I still have the same taste, he said, and Rania has more and more material to make fun of me. We ate at a Padang stall near the school with a delicacy of rendang and my favorite pop chicken, Diar laughed at me who was so excited. After eating we chat for quite a long time there, talk about everything about the exam, the future plan, also the last vacation that we plan to go to Yogyakarta.

"Someone wants to go out of town!" Gofar.

Some of my friends replied that they would study outside the city, some were in Yogya, Bali, Semarang, and many more are still on the island of Java, except for Kadek Devi who is going to study in Bali because he is from there and will return to Bali.

"If you want to go abroad?" The flower asked.

Indeed there are some friends of mine who are recommended to study abroad, it is some outstanding students in school.

Unexpectedly Diar raised his hand, I was obviously shocked that several months were busy with the exam preparation and then continued with the End of School Examination to make us not talk about college, we did talk about it but Diar said he was going to school in Bandung then why now he even wants to study abroad? Is he just kidding? Everyone there was waiting for an answer from Diar including me.

"My mother has a business in Germany, after graduating from High School, my mother wants us to go back there so that my mother can concentrate more on her business" explained Diar. I just found out that Mama Diar has a business in Germany, indeed several times I heard my mother speak a foreign language in my ear. I was really surprised to hear Diar's plan, I looked at him Diar just smiling. I suddenly wanted to end the actual get-together which was still very exciting, but I needed an explanation from Diar. My friends kept asking him questions, so I had to be patient first.

"That's serious Di? it's cool to be able to study abroad"

"What about Nia? An LDR? the strong one kaliaaaaan"

"Where do you want to go to University?"

"What majors do you want?"

"You've been there a lot?"

"What are your mama doing there?"

"Eh Germany has no snow?"

And there are still many questions from serious to beyond reason, I continue to try to be patient and listen to the explanation of Diar whose mother turned out to open a restaurant that specialized in providing Indonesian food, Indonesia, for kangen drugs for the people of Indonesia he said. Of the many questions I only focus on the question if we're going to LDR what does it think?

"If I was strong enough to want LDR how many years also do not know that Nia" And now everyone is looking at me. I just shrugged my shoulders and grinned not knowing what to answer, I was still too complicated to think about all this.

"If you want to graduate High School I want to marry Nia so I can nemenin me there, hehe" Diar can chat about something as serious as that in front of my friends and while laughing. I only responded with glaring eyes. Some of my friends put their hands in front of my mouth and the same while glaring in shock.

"Want to marry?" Flower Saying.

"The idea is that but again I have to ask Nia first"

"Yes, Will you marry me?"

"What the heck Di ah teu funny nyaho! Hayu ah we go to the dorm again!" (teu funny nyaho!: not funny tau!)

What the hell, Diar, did he just say to me? Oh God I should have loved being proposed to by someone I love so much, but the timing was really not right. What would my parents say if suddenly his son's permission to get married at a young age while there's so much I want to accomplish first, he said, all the way to the dorm my mind was so full of all Diar's talk.

"Can she talk for a minute?" Pinta Diar, I just nodded and tailed behind him. We chatted in the classroom, Diar sitting right in front of me.

"Why don't you tell me first Di?" I asked without further ado.

"Sorry Yes, many times I want to talk to you but that's why we're really busy with our tests so I haven't been able to talk about everything with you"

"I don't really matter to you?"

"It's important that you do everything for me"

"Not to be a monster! the same word your treatment is out of sync!"

"I'm sorry" he said, clasping my hand, I clapped his hand and went outside.

"Di, I need some alone time please understand!" Diar finally let me go.

After the exam my activities and my friends are back busy looking for the university we want, filling the requirements, and more. I chose one of the universities in Bandung because I did not think that I had to go out of town, and chose English literature as his major. Some friends chose the same university as me. Me and Diar have not had time to chat again because of the busyness of each and I am also still lazy, until today Diar is waiting for me at the school gate and invites me to the minimarket.

"Yuk temenin" Pintanya. Not answering my hand has been forcibly pulled by him. In the minimarket Diar took some necessities and Snack, also some bars of chocolate and UHT milk, after paying Diar to call someone and told me to sit first in front of the minimarket which happened to be available table and chair. There was not long a man wearing a motorbike parked there, then Diar approached him and talked for a while after that the man left Diar and also his motorbike.

"Go yuk! All refreshing it for a while" I still keep my mouth shut don't answer directly wearing a helmet and ride without saying anything. Diar looked at me and laughed, I kept holding myself back.

"You canker sores?" I ignored him by throwing my face away, and Diar grew even more disheveled. Turns out we went to his house, when entering the house was completely deserted.

"Where's mom?" My toot.

"Well, can you talk again?"

I reflexively covered my mouth followed by Diar's laughter.

"Hahaha, my mom is in Germany and I'll be next month"

I stared at Diar, making sure everything I heard was true. Why Di? When everything we go through is so beautiful you have to go that far, my mind. I was trying my hardest to keep the thin walls in my eyes from coming out, but when Diar hugged me my defense collapsed I cried in his arms for how many times I cried so hard in Diar's arms. After a while Diar led me into the living room we sat down, Diar clasped my hand.

"Yes, I'm sorry. But I can't refuse my mother's request, I also can't bear to stay there alone mama"

"I have no intention whatsoever to leave you Nia. Eat it I want..." Sentence hangs.

"You what?" My toot.

"You want to get married so you can come with me there" I took a deep breath trying to calm myself down.

"Di, don't I want to reject your good intentions but look at our age now? We just want to graduate High School, we still have a lot of ideals that want to be achieved, especially me"

"But you can still freely say Nia even after marriage"

"Wild, everything is not that simple. Yes Di, I'm males debating the point I will accept your application but not in the near future"

"So you want an LDR?" Diar.

"Emang why? Are you sure you can get LDR? Is it because there are many Caucasian girls who are more beautiful and can also always be there for you?"

"Haha, ngaco you! I'm afraid you're taken by Nia's men! Can't feel like you have to leave in a long time"

"Keep what you want?" Diar was silent for a long time as if he was thinking hard, do you know Di? I will also never be ready far from you, my inner self.

"Obviously I won't leave you Nia, but I also have to go to Germany. LDR is heavy, but it's even harder if I have to lose you"

"Such a vow Di, amused tau!"

"I'm serious Desnia!"

"Wild, will you settle in Germany"

"Maybe yes, later if my proposal has already received I will take you there. You want to, right?"

"If you're married later I can't refuse again right?"

"Yes we have LDR first, promise yes do not macem-macem" said Diar while touching my nose.

"Heiiii who should be worried it's me, you're a playboy"

"I'm retired Nia"

We laughed together, talked here and there until night. There on Diar's living room couch, she looked at me softly I ventured to kiss her lips as one sign that I had completely fallen into her arms, no longer thinking about anything other than her. Diar returned my kiss, and tonight became a silent witness to the two men who will soon be separated by distance and time.

Dear diary,

Counting days, I will be far away from Diar he will go to Germany either time we will be able to meet again later, but may we be destined to be together until old age.

Bandung 2012's.

My wish was simple at that time, continued with Diar until marriage and continued to grow old together, but we never know what fate path lies ahead.