Considered Cheap Women
I thought Nia was a fragile girl (POV Diar)
After reading the message on my phone, I immediately got ready to leave.
"Will you leave today?"
"You want to watch Nia, why?"
That's my SMS with Flowers, Nia's best friend. Since the incident during the camper I began to more intensely approach Nia because I know Kamal has not been able to escape from his past seen during the camper yesterday how Kamal is still very attentive to Rania even until there is a moment they were caught alone in the tent with Rania, although I never knew what really happened between Kamal and Rania but I seemed to find a gap to be able to seize the heart of Nia. Bad is my mind because it will destroy a relationship but somehow I am sure that Kamal will return to Rania even though he does not know when.
Several times I met Kamal was driving Rania home, but I did not want to complain all to Nia because I was sure Kamal would avoid if only taking Rania or other reasons. I want Nia to see Kamal and Rania together.
Looks like I'm late, Nia and Bunga have already entered the studio. The plan is I will suddenly sit next to Nia in the cinema surely Nia will be angry and hit me many times but because of the traffic jam I lost that moment. Many times I convinced myself to step back and get away from Nia but I couldn't, I've completely fallen for her. Although I should be ashamed and back off because I am the one who made Nia have a bad value in the eyes of many people, but it made me want to keep looking after him for fear that the same man as me had malicious intentions on him. Maybe I used to have a little evil intentions on Nia but as time goes by I can't be too good, too innocent, even stupid sometimes.
Because I was late to watch with Nia I would eat while waiting for Nia and Bunga to finish watching. Shown by Nia's response when I saw me here, actually I did not want to come just to disturb but if it's not like that Nia is very difficult to approach. While walking around looking for the food I wanted to buy I was surprised to see Kamal and Rania here as well, I'm sure they must have had more of a relationship, seen from their gestures while chatting.
Kamal. Actually, I wanted to give her a count for breaking a promise to protect her and not hurting Nia. But I can't be rash that he can reverse the fact that I'm the one who really wants to make their relationship run aground, let Nia alone solve this problem even though I am not necessarily strong enough to see my loved ones hurt. I don't know what Nia's response will be. I continued to follow Kamal until they sat in a restaurant I was willing to pay the waiter there to buy time to serve Kamal ordered food so that Nia could see how Kamal who was so loved had been betrays.
I continued to look towards the studio exit after a while Nia finally saw that she was looking around like looking for someone, what exactly has she seen Kamal? His eyes look so bad is he crying? does he know? But I saw Flowers crying too oh maybe just the effect of the movie they were watching. I approached her and pulled her hand, she tried to let go of my hand but the difficulty was because I was really tightly holding it I had to hurry before Kamal and Rania left, but in the middle of the journey Nia even fell when I helped her stand up, Nia was angry and nagging at length I can't wait for me to point her body so that I can clearly see Kamal and Rania. He shut up and said
"Gue saw them" What!! Nia has seen it and is still that relaxed? my estimate of the response turned out to be wrong. I guess the weak girl Nia wasn't.
"You guys wait here and I'll have a chat with them"
"Gue temenin yes" I asked.
"No, I'm safe myself"
And Nia came to Kamal I saw Nia was very relaxed invisible there was emotion in her every word and action, Nia was really great to be able to withstand all the anger that she could have let out just like when she was angry with me a few times. What a deep feeling that Nia had for Kamal so as to get angry Nia could not, there was a little jealousy that rumbled in my heart. I asked Bunga for time to drive Nia home, Bunga agreed he called his girlfriend to pick her up.
Finally Nia wanted me to take her home, but before that I invited her to eat a few times I made jokes to comfort her but Nia remained silent. I think Nia needs some time to calm down. I took her somewhere, one of the night sights that was quite crowded because it was Sunday night. From there we can see the stars clearly hopefully can comfort the heart of Nia who is not good, but it turns out Nia cried as soon as I hugged her tightly, she said, I won't let Nia crumble I hug her body I elus her head I don't know what else to do, I'm just silent maybe just this hug I can give her now.
On the way home I could not speak at all see it was very broken my heart was very sick, I held his hand trying to strengthen Nia. Arriving at Nia's house immediately went up to the top floor that might be her room, her mother had asked me some things that I answered for what was in accordance with the events that I saw and we experienced.
"Yes Ma'am I will try to take care of Nia"
Coming home from Nia's house, I intend to teach Kamal the son of a bitch a lesson. I drove the car at full speed, I really don't care anymore with whatever happens my body is hot because it is filled with anger. Recalling Nia's heartbreaking cry, I realized I also made her cry a lot but it was before the taste I had of this magnitude on her. Due to the chaotic thought of my concentration being distracted by the unstable car I turned my car to avoid an accident with another rider and ended up crashing into a large tree, after that it was all dark and I woke up with the stinging smell of drugs and the sound of crying from my mom and my sister. I felt a tremendous pain all over my body especially in the part of my hand that I saw wrapped in bandages.
"Don't cry ma, Diar gapapa"
"What the hell is Di! Look at your body all hurt"
Lah! want to nenangin even scolded. My inner
At a time like this I remember Nia, how is Nia now? Has his heart improved? Or is she still crying a lot? Uh! sorry while I can't be next to you, Nia.
One week passed I was allowed out of the Hospital, actually I was advised to rest first at home but I kept forcing my mother to take me to the dormitory. Finally mom relented and drove me to the dorm with a note I had to rest there a lot. When I had just reached the school gate I saw Nia was walking out of the school building "Why is she this early? And why go back to the dorm? is anyone missing? his face is sad, right? Is there something?"
I hurriedly got out of the car and said goodbye to mama after the car passed, Nia looked at me and smiled.
"New kok coming?" ask Nia.
"Accident, nih" I replied as much as possible, I did not want to look weak in front of him.
"How could it be? accident where? you like to speed! how's his hand? must be sick huh? Diar, eat it bring ordinary vehicles just dong do not have to speed it so rich gini" Nia chatty! But I like it.
"Whisper you, ah I want to get ready for school. You want to go back again? Is anyone missing?"
Nia was silent, looking like she was hiding something.
"Father. Still quiet no friend wants to ajakin Bunga yes I've been to the dorm first, bye" When Nia turned around it turns out there Rania and her friends will go to school. I was surprised to see Rania here and seemed to be going to school. While the confusion was engulfing I saw Nia blink her eyes, What the heck Yes? Is he coding me? My reflex nodded my head. Haha, now even I can already have inner contact with Nia. Yes, later I will go home from school I will take him to lunch outside to discuss the codes he had given.
Before that I met Kamal suddenly my emotions resurfaced, but I tried to calm down after yesterday's accident I had to learn not to be rash in doing anything, because it would hurt myself. Finally I forgot all my anger towards Kamal, now I will focus on healing the heart wounds that Kamal made on Nia.
