Considered Cheap Women

Apparently Rian...

Every day my relationship with Kamal is getting closer and exciting, Kamal can be said to be a frequency with me. We both like to joke, like music, like to read novels, like to watch movies and there are still many similarities that make me comfortable and hopefully Kamal is also comfortable with me.

It's Sunday, I have a jog plan early in the morning with Flowers and some other friends. Kamal also joined him also brought some friends so we jog quite rame-rame already like a demo.

"Where do you want breakfast? " ask Hasan.

"Nasi who sat at the end of the road there how are guys? " my proposal

"Yes yu there is aja kasian nih wife again cravings". I glared at Kamal who was replied with a crybaby.

"Awas ah don't get rich Diar, already feel the first night before being a spell" Flowers pointed at me and Kamal alternately.

"Ih, amit-amit dah Nga" I answered while shaking my head, not knowing what the effect is but the movement is always reflex I do when saying 'amit-amit'.

"Joking times ah, I'm not a Diar. I love Nia, Nga. I can't possibly break him"

"But Diar has tried Mal" said Gofar who offended Kamal and approached him.

"What do you mean? "

"And you also know the news, which Rian said Diar had tried the Nia"

"It's not rich what you're looking for! watch your talk"

"Udah is Mal, this shame is on the street. Far I straightenin ya all that you are horrified that is not true" finally Bunga broke up because it looks Kamal provoked emotions. While I can only be quiet, I don't know I'm at a loss for words and I was more shocked when Gofar said to know the news from Rian, is that Brother Rian? Or another Rian. I don't know, but I have to find out later if I have time to talk to Gofar.

Breakfast was over Kamal looked badmood with the incident while Gofar had apologized to me many times and to Kamal.

"Yu ah we go back to the dormitory has started hot afternoon" invited Indah

"I'm the same Nia wants to be here first" Kamal said.

I was preparing to go back to sit and my other friends finally went home first.

"I'm sorry I was emotional" Kamal said without looking at me.

"Don't you know what I know, but I can do it? " i'll just ask Kamal about the name of Rian who was once called Gofar.

"Pay the bell"

"Hahaha, pay him for love"

Kamal laughed, finally his badmood face was gone. I'm thrilled.

"You want what's beautiful? "

"So the Gofar said that Rian said bad things about me. Rian who the hell is Mal? " let me be careful, afraid of ruining my boyfriend's mood again.

"Third grade IPS Rian is our upperclassman"

"Huh? seriously he said that? I'm the same she's pretty deket loh Mal. I guess he's a good guy it turns out..."

"Yesterday Diar was also perfect if the person who had spread the news you kissed was not him but someone who eguping talk he was with Sadam, and I said if it was Rian. Eating it early I was disappointed with you, did not think you are rich that way but for a long time I open my mind do not want to judge someone badly just because 'he said' I finally wondered what kind of flower it really was. And you know after that it turns out that Diar had a storm with Rian, I'm afraid that Rian deketin you also because of bad intentions Yes so you have to be more careful" kamal's long explanation left me speechless and trying to digest everything. As low as I was in their eyes, God is very sick to be looked down upon by lowly men like Diar and Rian. I did not feel my tears dripping hastily I remove it because of this shame in public places, later people suspect Kamal who knows me. Kamal held my hand

"I'm sorry that I seem a lot to limit you to be close to each other, but it's for your good. I love you I don't want you to be looked upon badly by anyone"

"Don't cry anymore, I promise I'll always take care of you"

After coming home from the rice place to sit with Kamal I immediately took a bath and laze in bed while reading the novel I borrowed from Indah. My eyes read but my mind drifted to the scene this morning, so I remembered the last time I had a Facebook chat with that fucking Rian.

"Hey Nia, what else? "

"Eh brother Rian. Gini haha again"

"I'm at home again sick here dong play at home"

"Oh pantesan never look out. What pain, brother? Cepet healed yes :)"

"Regular fever is missed"

"Cieee, miss Vanes ya hihi"

"No, miss you. Here play to the house brother no one really"

"Some time, brother hehe"

"Well, I can't stand it"

"Huh? can't stand what, brother? "

"Not ah"

I ended my online activities at that time and occupied myself with reading novels, I did not think too much about my chat with Rian at that time. But after chatting with Kamal earlier I was thinking Kamal article said that Rian had said that I was sexy and wanted my body even though it was Diar but it was okay, he said, I was angry and sad tears of power I could not bear I finally cried on Kamal's shoulder while being noticed by some people in the rice stall just now.

"I should be able to get Nia's name, already dapet nih his FB" that's what Rian told his friend who was accidentally heard by Kamal. Kamal was also asked to accept me, he said because Rian knew I liked Kamal from the past "Lumayan or Mal, do not like also papa important can nyicipin haha" which Kamal replied with an angry look "Kalem or Mal, hungkul joke".

Even when I found out that Kamal and I were Rian talking bad things to Kamal

"It is the hypocrite maneh mah Mal, siga nu heeuh teu hayang endna mah digares oge" (It is hypocritical that you are mah Mal, rich who do not want to finally be treated as well).

Fortunately, there was Hasan who held him back from retaliating against Rian's treatment.

I was really shocked by everything I heard about Rian. I thought he was nice even though when I last chat I did feel a little uncomfortable but I didn't expect that Rian was that bad.

It's true Kamal said I should be more careful to choose friends especially after the rumors circulated. My thoughts turned to Diar, meaning he wasn't lying that he wasn't the one spreading the disgrace but still he was wrong for getting me caught up in this crazy thing. Is Diar really a mental illness? or is there trauma? Which makes him so easily controlled by lust. Aaaaah, I was so horrified to be close to men that Kamal could really take care of me and would not do anything that could harm me as well as harm himself.

Flowers came into the room and approached me,

"Yes, I can't believe that Rian's brother is rich that I think he's a good guy but it turns out to be terrible, a gossip! slanderer too" Shudder flower horrified.

"Yes for me I was also very surprised by everything, the wealth I had to block FB friendship as he was horrified also the same thing about rich people so"

"Emang must Yes I support you! Do not need to be close to rich people so eh sieun" *sieun: fear

Dear diary,

Today a truth was revealed, that the real mastermind of the news of my kiss was Rian, the man I believed he was good. To my shock he dared to add to things that did not actually happen that made everyone so negative thinking about me. Evil emang Rian was grateful I know now, before stuck in a state that I did not expect later because I believe he must have had bad intentions to approach me.

Bandung, 2011.