
After checking out the sound Kamal and I started performing with a song by D'cinnamons - Forever Love.
'Suppose I could express my feelings, to make you believe I would give you my love, forever... Forever'
Finished performing I sat back down with my group. Kamal permission to go to the toilet.
"Cool Niaaaa!!!" Flowers and the others held up thumbs.
"Hehe thanks".I sat in an empty place while looking at it turns out Diar next to me, want to move is also not good I finally tried to be ordinary.
"Your voice is good" Diar spoke without looking at me.
"Thank you" I replied.
Until the end of the show Kamal has not returned, so enjoy the event I do not remember that Kamal has not returned from the last he permission to go to the toilet. After the event closed each back to the tent I'm still looking for Kamal's whereabouts, where the hell is he?
I asked some friends, but no one saw Kamal where.
"Flower, Kamal where are you? Where there's nowhere. I'm so worried"
"And you were with me"
"Pas was in order to appear he was allowed to go to the toilet but not back again, well where ya go"
I ran around looking for Kamal, but no one knew where Kamal was.
"Aryo, where are Kamal? Make an announcement who knows who saw him"
"Where did you go? usually stick with you"
"Don't say a lot of words make an announcement!! " I'm really freaking out about something happening to Kamal. When the announcement was over I was shocked because Kamal came out of a tent.
"Yamaaal! "
I ran and hugged her, but what happened after that made me let go of my arms, from there out of the same tent came out a woman I hated so much, Rania.
"Cashy! What are you doing in Dalem sama Rania?! " I was really shocked to the point of speaking half-screaming. Everyone gathered there waiting for the explanation of the two men, Bunga standing next to me.
"Good God! It's not as bad as you think, Rania's asthma just kept fainting I helped bring her to the tent aja Nia"
"Lebay really be a girl, use yelling under what we think we're again adultery" that's Rania who talked and made all my friends upset.
"Heh gatel chick! Who is not so negative thinking you two in the tent tent tent malem-malem gini when everyone is busy making events" said Indah
I really don't know if I should believe Kamal or not, I went out of the crowd somewhere I just wanted to stay away from those two guys for a while. I heard Kamal call me but I kept getting away from there. I was sitting near my group tent, it seemed like people were interrogating Kamal and Rania after I thought it was also a beautiful greeting, a pair of women and men in one place and the situation was quiet. There was no more room in my brain to believe in Kamal, I cried alone until I felt that someone was sitting next to me I knew the fragrance of his perfume for interacting with him several times. I turned to him, Diar stared at the ground in front of him.
"Why did you come here? " many
"These are public places"
Yes, too, my mind. My heart's not okay I don't want to add to the burden of arguing with this shitty guy.
"Keep the cry to be relieved"
Initially embarrassed but eventually my tears broke Diar remained there until I was tired of crying and sleepy.
"I went into the dalem ya drowsy"
"Yes there I take care of here, I promise I will take care of you. Because because of me you're labeled as ugly as a lot of men"
"It's good to be conscious! "
I entered without seeing Diar's response.
When I woke up in the tent there were already Flowers, and Beautiful. I saw the watch showing at 06:00 in the morning, I looked out and was shocked to see Kamal was already there sitting on my back. I don't want to talk to him yet, I decided to get back in the tent. Not long after Flowers and Beautiful woke up they immediately hugged me.
I smiled and hugged my best friends back.
"So semalem finally how? " just ask them.
"Kamal is always determined that they are not doing anything, but people are hard to believe"
"But finally Rania was told to go home because she shouldn't be here"
"Has she come home alone? " i was surprised because it was night time and Rania was affected by asthma, if that's the case.
"No, he said he was not aware of it"
Suddenly there was a commotion in front of the tent, I came out curious and surprised to see Kamal staggered and Diar who was being held by several friends.
"What difference do you make with me Mal? " said Diar while smiling condescendingly. "Gue told you not to hurt Nia, I know I was a jerk once made Nia into everyone's talk, but I told you I want to take responsibility for everything I do. And you asked me not to bother Nia, okay I gave me away Nia because I thought you would be able to take care of her. But what are you doing?"
Kamal stood up and replied to Diar's punch right in front of him, everything in there was screaming including me and trying to break up.
"You mean what? I keep Nia I told you I'm not a macem with Rania! "
Kamal looked at me and walked up to me "Nia, do you believe me? I can't be the same macem as Rania"
"I don't know Mal, I'm confused"
All disbanded when there was an announcement from Aryo to gather in the field. Kamal pulled my hand which I immediately let go.
"Sorry Mal I need some time alone" then leave Kamal.
Today's show is actually exciting if my mood is good, but everything feels bland a few times Kamal tried to approach me but I avoided. I really don't want to see it when it could have been true, but I don't know if I can believe everything he said.
The phone I was carrying rang showing Dad's name on the screen. Yes, I forgot to tell my dad immediately I pressed the green button
"Assalamualaikum Well, I'm sorry for the many events here to forget ngabarin hehe"
"It's important to be healthy, right? "
"Yes my dad is healthy"
"Teh wants to be picked up or with Kamal again? Fear ngerepotin Kamal continues to be bad" I was always taught not to bother others. It's good I picked up dad to get away from Kamal first.
"Where is tea picked up? "
"May deh well all the streets we have not been traveling together for a long time, bring the same mother Rangga all of us well we eat seafood well still really want nih"
"Good idea of tea, tomorrow afternoon will he go home? "
"yeah well, yaudah well I still have this show, Assalamualaikum"
"Milkahmur"
The show concluded by singing peterpan's song 'maybe later' . Sad because in front of our last school some friends were crying I hugged Flowers and Beautiful while occasionally wiping tears. Kamal doesn't know where I am, I don't care. I just want to pass the time now with my friends and want to forget Kamal for a while, how about my relationship later I don't want to think about it now.
Tonight will be the highlight of the event that is the turn of the year, I was fantasizing about passing the turn of the year with Kamal it turns out I even had a fight with him. Kamal may be tired of pushing me until he finally relented and moved away from me.
At exactly 00:00 trumpet the atmosphere was crowded I laughed cheerfully with my friends. Kamal was also there with his friends at a glance I looked at him he was looking at me, and walked towards me. She suddenly hugged me without me I could avoid I let her hug me, she cried I don't know why she cried what guilt or whatever I don't know.
"Nia please believe me, I really do not mind Rania I love you Nia! I can't possibly betray you"
"Okay, this time I believe in you. Although yesterday's incident was very difficult for me to trust you. Hope you're being honest"
"Love, thank you" she said as she glazed over. He hugged me again and I saw Diar looking at me expressionlessly.
We are going through a new year with a new chapter that hopefully can be better.