Choosing the Wrong Honey

just go home (89)

Bima was sitting down next to Nafisa's wheelchair, he stared deep into the open sea.as well as Nafisa, he stared deep into the open sea looking at the sea so beautiful, so beautiful, the place where they first went together

Bima recalled once bought Nafisa one young coconut fruit then enjoyed together.how happy they were at that time, although without ties but they believed each other if each had a strong love.

"Umi, wait a minute here yes, Abi will go there first".

after a while, Bima came to bring one young coconut to Nafisa. then sat next to Nafisa again.he stared at the watch on his left hand, already showing at 14:00, there was only two hours left

"Umi, Umi remember the first time we came here? Abi gave young coconut Umi, we continue to enjoy both.we repeat again yes". said Bima looked at Nafisa with a smile

when he was about to sit down, Bima's phone suddenly rang. soon he saw the phone from Risana, Bima saw Nafisa's eyes as if he did not want Nafisa to know if the one who contacted was Risana

"from whom mas?". asked Nafisa staring at Bima

"Let's lift up for a while huh". said Bima walked away from Nafisa

Bima looked seriously chatting, Nafisa knew for sure the phone was from Risana because of the strange bima gelagat. after finishing receiving the phone, Bima returned to where Nafisa was. then enjoy the young coconut that he feeds to Nafisa

"Risana how is it mas?". asked Nafisa

"he is good". said Bima is still busy with young coconuts

"hopefully you are happy with your new family later.I follow you with mas seneng". said Nafisa with a smile

hearing Nafisa's words piercing her heart, she stopped her activities with a thoughtful look.

"you too, good luck with Noval. I see he is very attentive with you".

"yes, he is indeed a good person"., Nafisa said considering Noval's doctor

"Dad also seems to like him.You just marry Noval later, he fits you". said Bima stood without looking at Nafisa and left

Nafisa only looked at Bima who was getting away, in her heart also hurt.why Bima had to discuss Noval, even though until today there is only Bima in her heart.

seeing Bima was far away Nafisa tried to stand up, he stepped very slowly with swollen legs.With his condition is not possible, Nafisa fell with a small scream

as soon as Bima looked towards Nafisa who was shouting, Bima panicked to see Nafisa fall. Bima ran towards Nafisa, then helped her up.

but on the face of Bima still looks angry, he seems not willing if Nafisa owned others, even though soon they officially divorced.

"we just go home, it's almost afternoon. Daddy will be angry". said Bima flat pushing Nafisa's wheelchair

along the way Bima just silently focused with the wheel, he seemed to ignore the Breath that had been looking towards him. In the heart of Nafisa asked, what exactly is in the mind of Bima. why is he so angry when soon they officially divorced.

arriving at Father's house, Bima immediately helped Nafisa down from the car, still with her angry face.seen in front of the house there is already a Mother who welcomes the arrival of Nafisa and Bima.

"how dear?. seneng?". asked Mommy smiling with Nafisa

"iya Bun". replied Nafisa with a smile

feeling no need anymore Bima resigned resigned. he said goodbye to Mother and Nafisa. when going to enter the car Nafisa reminded if tomorrow Bima still have to meet him. because tomorrow there is still one more place to visit

"mas, tomorrow you come here again.there is still a place to visit". said Nafisa staring at Bima beside her car

throughout the journey Bima cried, he did not willing if he had to separate from Nafisa. he was very much still love Nafisa, this time Bima frustrated. he remembered doctor Noval, in his heart there was a little hate, a little hate, a little bit, menurui Bima because the doctor Noval now himself will lose Nafisa.

while Nafisa was in her room was resting. she smiled happily because she could be with Bima, in her bed Nafisa wrote her letter again.he said if her heart was very happy, she said if her heart was very happy, thank you for taking the time to accompany him all day.

Nafisa recounted the time with Bima while still in college. wrote how happy she was at that time, with little attention Bima was able to make Nafisa's heart melt.

in the middle of writing a letter, suddenly Nafisa's stomach felt cramping again. Nafisa immediately put her letter in the desk drawer, afraid if Mommy finds out. Nafisa then lay looking at the sky of her room, she seemed afraid if she could no longer see the smile of her Father and Mother.

the night Bima just arrived at home, he walked slowly to Risana's room when entering the room found Risana was sitting in his bed while playing mobile phone.know Bima had gone home, he was already home, Risana immediately threw a question to Bima

"mas is home". said Risana

"have eaten yet?". asked Risana again to get out of his bed

"not yet Ris". said Bima to undress

"i prepare a meal yes, a bath first". said Risana in front of Bima

"dear Iya". said Bima then kissed Risana forehead

while at the dining table Bima's face looks like a person who has a lot of thoughts. Risana saw that, for that Risana was reluctant to ask strange strange questions, especially regarding the time Bima with Nafisa.

Risana was just silent, watching Bima's face, but still his heart was afraid that Bima would refer back to Nafisa, and in his mind now still asking what he did with Nafisa all day.

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the next morning Bima immediately set off again to meet Nafisa, although still angry but Bima tried to arrange her heart out of pity with Nafisa who was sick.

arriving at Father's house, Bima saw that there was already Nafisa in front of the house in the company of Mother. immediately Bima got down from the car walking towards Nafisa

"is Umi ready?". asked Bima in front of Mother and Nafisa

Nafisa just nodded, then he helped Bima into his car.

"Bim, take care of Nafisa yes. don't be too tired". said Mother advised Bima

"well Bun, I left first yes. assalamualaikum". said Bima shaking hands with Mother

"wa'alikumsalam".

Mommy still looks at Bima's car to the far invisible, Mother's heart is also sad, lamenting the state of Nafisa. somehow Mommy feels if Nafisa will go far, leaving everything behind.

slowly Mother walked into the room of Nafisa to relax the heart and mind of Mother. Mommy appears to sit on the edge of the bed with tears that drip.

when Mother looked around the room, Mother saw there was paper tucked in the desk drawer. soon Mother opened the drawer and took the paper.

Mother saw there were many piles of papers arranged but, then Mother took all the papers and read them one by one. it turns out the paper contains a letter to Bima from Nafisa.

our hearts are increasingly broken when they know all that Nafisa experienced when with Bima and Risana. Mother felt unable to bear it, then returned the letter to the desk drawer again.