Choosing the Wrong Honey

first day (88)

Risana was curious what exactly was spoken of by Bima and the doctor Noval, after the departure of the doctor Noval slowly he approached towards Bima who was still sitting in the living room.

"mas, Noval was here talking to you?". asked Risana sitting next to Bima

"noval said, Nafisa asked me to accompany her for two days, she wanted to say goodbye".

"why mas? why should I meet on the phone, can't I". Risana's strangled a little upset

"i also do not know Ris, Nafisa who asked".

"you are soon officially divorced.don't want to refer to Nafisa?". asked Risana staring at Bima full of suspicion

but Bima was only silent, he was reluctant to respond to the ravings of Risana. Suppose given another chance, in fact he wanted to refer to Nafisa and start a new life.without heeding Risana, he wanted to rejoice, Bima passed leaving Risana in the living room and then followed Risana behind her

"gold, I'm not done talking". cried Risana walking tail behind Bima

"continue you agree mas, mbak Nafisa's request?". asked Risana following Bima sitting at the dinner table

"yes". replied Bima flat

"continue later you nginep there?". asked Risana again curiously

"i don't want mas if you nginep, I'm afraid in the room alone.You will know I can't sleep if there is no you".

Bima seems to think, he feels kasian with Risana because his stomach is enlarged and needs attention.especially every night Risana always asks for his stomach in a swab, because the prospective baby always kicks his kick.

"mas why diem?. do not nginep yes.you can meet mbak Nafisa, but do not nginep.". said Risana whining while shaking Bima's hand

"yes, there I go home". replied Bima flat

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the next day Nafisa sat in front of the dresser mirror at Mother's friend.she seemed to smile, because soon she would meet Bima. Mother who saw Nafisa a little differently tried to ask Nafisa

"Sa, it looks like you are happy, from your face Mother sees more sumringah". said Mother hugging Nafisa from behind

"Bun, I ask permission later I go with Bima mas yes, I want to go to the place that I used to go and Bima mas visit. I want to remember the last moment with Bima mas". said Nafisa looking at Mother from the mirror

"Dad you already know?". asked Mommy looking at Nafisa from the mirror

Nafisa shook her head, because she had not asked permission from Dad. Although she knew for sure Dad would not allow, but Nafisa still insisted on going with Bima.

"Sa, you know for yourself how loathing your father is the same Bima?. later if you meet continue to go together if Dad is angry how?". asked Mother

"i beg Bun. I just want to remember the time together with Bima mas. after this I promise I will forget the Bima mas, and will never see him again".

"later Mommy help talk to Dad yes. now Mommy help comb your hair". said mother took a comb in front of Nafisa

Mommy starts combing Nafisa's hair, slowly from top to tip. When at the end it appears combed a lot of Nafisa's hair falls out. each touch Mother holds Nafisa's hair immediately released. Mother was very sick to see the state of Nafisa.

"Sa". said Mommy with glassy eyes while showing the hair of Breath that fell out

"it's usual Bun, every time the chemo runs out my hair will fall out". said Nafisa still with a smile

"Sa, your hair now wants to run out, why not say with Mother?". said Mother and embraced Nafisa

"not what Bun. but I'm still pretty, right?". said Nafisa trying to be optimistic

from the direction of the door there Dad came to tell if there was Bima outside. Mommy immediately walked up to Dad, Mommy wanted to say if Dad should let Nafisa go with Bima

"what is Bima here for?. he said Nafisa who asked". asked Dad in an emotional tone

"Well, be patient first. Kasian Nafisa Well, give him a chance to meet with Bima. Mommy has talked to Nafisa, she said she only wants to remember the past with Bima before she went abroad. Well, please understand the state of Nafisa yes.he needs the spirit of Well". said Mother with a clear face

hearing Mother's request, Father then approached Nafisa who was still sitting in front of the mirror.

"you want to go with Bima Sa?". asked Dad trying to control his emotions

"yes Well, Nafisa please allow Yes Well only two days. Nafisa wants to go where it used to be". said Nafisa lirih

"only until the afternoon, after that go straight home". said Father passed leaving Nafisa and Mommy

Nafisa looking at Mommy with sparkling eyes signifies her heart is happy, even though her face is very pale and thin.

"Mother help you wear hijab yes". said Mother helps Nafisa

after finishing Nafisa in helping Mother to the living room still with her wheelchair sitting.in Bima's face also looks happy. Finally after a few months did not meet now they can meet again.

"Sa, if Mommy can know, where are you Bima going?". asked Mommy

"today I want to beach Bun. I want to go down the beach like the first time I and Bima mas there".

"don't be tired tired yes, you have to keep in a wheelchair.don't walk, later your feet are more swollen".

"iya Bun". answered Nafisa

"Bim, keep Nafisa well yes, do not be too tired.also do not let Nafisa walk later her legs are more swollen".

"yes Mother, I go first Bun. assalamualaikum". said Bima shaking hands with Mother

"wa'alikumsalam".mom answered following Bim and Nafisa out

seen Bima helped Nafisa get into his car. after that he got into the car and drove forward his car.Srlong trip Nafisa just silent, he just stared ahead enjoying another vehicle passing by.

occasionally Bima looked at Nafisa, he wanted to ask her where she wanted to go today.

"Umi, where are we going today?".asked Bima looking at Nafisa

"i want to go to the beach mas, like the first time we went there when we were in college". said Nafisa Lirih

"today is very hot Mi, Umi sure?". asked Bima

"yes, I just want to see the beach, sit under the tree".

hearing Nafisa's words, Bima immediately remembered the time when she first went to the beach with Nafisa. she remembered how she fell in love with Nafisa because of the kindness and sincerity of nafisa.

long driving, they finally arrived at the beach they were headed to. Bima immediately got out of her car, then helped Nafisa to sit in a wheelchair.

"now Umi going in which direction?". asked Bima while pushing Nafisa's wheelchair

"where did we first sit?". asked Nafisa

Bima walked towards the place that Nafisa meant, under the coconut tree.at that time the beach was very calm without waves, there was only an occasional wind hitting the body.