Choosing the Wrong Honey

solitary (44)

at her parents' house, Nafisa was alone in the back garden of the house enjoying her own night, looking at the glittering lights from the top of the hill. occasionally her hands wiped away the tears that were dripping.A bitter smile flashed on Nafisa's lips, and a, his heart hurts but it doesn't bleed.

Nafisa sat there thinking of Risana and Bima who are only two at home. "hopefully this time my efforts succeeded mas, making you want to touch Risana. so that later when I'm gone you don't feel like you lost me".

from behind the mother noticed Nafisa who from earlier just daydreaming sitting alone.mommy is afraid if it continues to be allowed Nafisa will be more strict and affect her health.

"sa". said mother approached Nafisa

"Mother" said Nafisa looking back

"from earlier you see you are daydreaming continuously, thinking about Bima and his new wife?". asked the mother to make sure

"no Bun, I'm just a little tired after a long trip".

"it is not okay to lie with the mother". said the mother knew that Nafisa was lying

"mother". said Nafisa softly looking into her mother's eyes,

Nafisa was shedding her tears again, her heart seemed not strong enough to withstand her burden that was too heavy.she was just an ordinary woman who had a heart and feelings. there must be a little bit of unwillingness to share a husband with other women, although tough women in fact love is able to knock him down.

"yes dear mamah ngerti. This has been the decision that you have taken, strengthen your heart to classify all that has happened. accept your destiny freely, may Allah always strengthen your heart". said mother hugging Nafisa stroked her hair slowly.

Nafisa, the first of three children, her sister's sister, studying outside the city, all make Nafisa's mother really want a grandchild. but the hope of Isna's mother was dashed because Nafisa could not conceive because she had a cyst in her uterus.

"the mother wishes you the best, the mother wishes you always happy".

"let's go in it's night".

*****

Bima also slept beside Risana hugging her innocent body, Bima closed her eyes. In her mind suddenly remembered Nafisa who has not also given news to this day. Bima got out of bed and rushed to find her cell phone.

"last night where did I put it?". muttered Bima softly while lifting a pillow and blanket

"where yes"

hearing Bima muttering softly and the blanket pulled to make Risana wake up, she looked at her husband's face in wonder.

"look what mas?". asked Risana woke up

"search mobile phones, I put it on the bed I've been looking for but there is nothing". said Bima still open the blanket.

"try looking under the mattress, who knows fall".

Bima began to look under the mattress, feel the palpable and finally found his phone back. soon Bima opened her mobile phone screen looking for a conversation application in her name Nafisa, but at all Nafisa did not contact.

"tumben umi does not tell you, usually always tell you more about gini distance". murmured in Bima's heart to see his conversation with Nafisa

"assalamualaikum Umi, Umi arrived at the mother's house at what time?, how not ngabarin Abi?".

long wait no answer from Nafisa, then Bima tried to call him the same result is not connected feeling Bima began to worry.

"sorry umi should have called you last night, sorry Abi is busy alone.

Bima remembered her mother-in-law, she intended to ask Nafisa to her in-laws. Bima immediately came out of Risana's room to the back garden of the house and immediately contacted Isna's mother.