Choosing the Wrong Honey

miscarriages (34)

"but tomorrow Abi in Risana's room is sleeping there".

Bima was just speechless he was still confused by his feelings, he was not ready if he had to share his love for his second wife. Bima still wants to give her whole love for Nafisa even though Bima starts to have a taste with Risana.

Nafisa saw Bima was asleep still hugging Nafisa, slowly Nafisa let go of Bima's embrace looking for medicine on the table immediately Nafisa took her medicine because if not taking her stomach medicine will hurt.

while in Risana's room confused about what to do, Risana just surfed in the Maya world tired of social media Risana heard music by lying on a mattress until sleeping until morning.

bima and Nafisa were preparing for dawn prayers but Nafisa did not find the existence of Risana.

"Abi Risana is still sleeping maybe yes". asked Nafisa standing in the prayer room.

"iya maybe Risana is his son a bit lazy mi". replied Bima easily.

"Abi, Risana cannot be Abi's wife.

"Abi should be able to guide Risana to be better. Umi followed up to her room first". she said again stepping foot into Risana's room.

arriving at the door of Risana's room, Nafisa knocked on the door calling Risana until a response from Risana was heard.

"yes what's wrong?". asked Risana still sleepy.

"Ris already dawn, we jama'ah yes have been waiting for Bima mas below. mbak down first.

Risana occupies a room on the second floor in the main room while Nafisa on the first floor in the main room. Nafisa chose the first floor because Nafisa used to be pregnant because she was too tired to go up and down the stairs eventually Nafisa miscarried at the age of 4 months.

and in the second pregnancy Nafisa chose in the lower room but she miscarried again at the age of 3 months. since then Nafisa began to down her life in disarray she blames herself for being too tired to take care of the cake shop.

after the miscarriage of the second pregnancy Nafisa not yet able to get pregnant until the age of marriage 8 years. all treatment and efforts have been in the play but still the results nil until finally in the know Nafisa has cysts in her womb.

Risana is already in the place of prayer to be a makmum beside Nafisa. finished praying Bima shakes hands with Nafisa first kissed her forehead and then shook hands with Risana. felt condolences with Nafisa, Bima undoes her intention of kissing Risana's forehead .

Bima immediately turned around to continue the dzikir wirid Nafisa who saw her feeling bad with the risana then rubbed Risana's arm hinting for Risana to be patient.

the next morning Bima and his two wives had breakfast together, this time Risana immediately took rice for Bima. Nafisa smiled looking at Risana who had already adapted to her current status.

finished eating bima and Risana relax in the room butBima chose to do his job summarizing school materials while Risana did the task of Bima.

He slept in the room because he still felt his body weak

"sir this should be in the contents of what sir". asked Risana pointed at the screen of his laptop.

"you will discuss about sharia cooperatives, yes, you are content about the vision of the mission of sharia cooperatives"., Bima explained to Risana who was sitting next to her.

"duh senengnya see Pak Bima again talking gini, make adem". Inner Risana in the heart who just smiled to see Bima explained to him.

"do you understand Ris?". asked Bima looking at Risana closely.

their eyes exchanged glances long enough to look at each other until finally realized and misbehaved.

"That's it sir, I went to the room only sir ngerjainnya". said Risana while scratching his head that does not itch and then moved to his room

arriving at Risana's room closed the door leaning behind the door with a loud breath.

"with my heart, it feels like it would be dislodged in the face of Mr. Bima like that". Risana monologues with himself he continues to hold his chest which is still up and down feeling the heat of love.